Hi, and welcome to another edition of Mystery School.
Our topic tonight is Inner Child, and I'm your host, Jacob Cox.
Thank you guys all for being here. I'm really grateful, as I always say,
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this is the good news, right?
There's a lot of terrible news on the world right now.
There's a lot of things that they're talking about, but there's,
it's rarely good, right? Why?
Because they don't want people to know about the good news. But I'm telling you,
I came here and this reincarnation in this lifetime to spread the good news,
spread the gospel, that we are all one,
we are all going to towards a thousand years of peace, a, a peace,
a fifth dimension, uh, a kingdom of heaven that's right here on this planet.
And that's something I think really to be excited about and something to cherish
and,
and just be extremely grateful right now in this moment where we are right now.
And all the carnations it took to get to this moment in history,
like this is something I think we've all really waited for.
And it seems a little scary. And the darkness may be coming before the dawn,
but I'm, I'm 100% guaranteeing you guys all. There is a dawn.
There is the light at the end of the tunnel,
and that's what we're here to share tonight. So our topic is inner child. Uh,
I was tell, I was talking to people earlier, this is a subject where it's,
you know, kind of feel good fluff, um, on the surface. But deep down,
you know, even our greatest masters have told us,
if you wanna end the kingdom of heaven, you gotta be like little kids.
So I think this is really important to talk about.
It's really important to share, cuz if you want to get there,
if you want to get to that kingdom of heaven, that fifth dimension,
that's higher vibrational frequency that's coming upon this planet,
you're gonna have to find that inner child within ourselves. And it is,
it is work, it is releasing traumas, it is healing yourself. So if we could,
let's get started for tonight. Put our slides show up, inner child. Um,
that's where we're at for tonight. So let's go ahead and go,
I'm ready to find mine. I hope you guys are ready to, you know,
find yours as well. So really,
it's all about how in touch are you with your inner child. Um, you know,
there are a lot of people that I meet who definitely, you know,
you see 'em around kids and they got their high voice and they're fun to play
with. And there's some people who definitely aren't. Um,
and you can usually tell that right away,
who's willing to work with other people, who's willing to play,
who's willing to, you know, be silly and joke around. Um, you know,
sometimes we get caught up in these adult bodies that we're in and we forget,
you know, really deep down we're the spirit inside going through this journey.
And the things that happen to us as kids can really play a big part into how we
are interacting with the world as adults. So,
super important to really ask yourself,
is your inner child ready to come out and play? Is it ready to play with others?
Is it ready to get along?
It's easy to throw stones and be mad and be divisive and,
and find a platform where you can be against someone else.
That's pretty easy these days.
But to be the child within yourself that literally wants to play with everybody
else, that wants to engage with people, that wants to learn, that wants to grow,
that has a hundred thousand questions to ask. Why, why, why, why, why? You know,
that's how we should feel about the world. You know,
it's not all figured out because we went to high school and we went to college
and, you know, they gave us these books to read and said,
this is all the information we need to know.
It's definitely not the most incredible things that I've discovered in this
lifetime have been the things that I've researched on my own that I've had
happen to me behind closed doors in my living room. So, um,
it's really important, you know, finding that inner child being, you know,
sensitive again, man. And they told us not to be sensitive, right, as kids. And,
and maybe our parents did, maybe teachers did. But somewhere along the way,
someone told us not to be so sensitive. And it,
it's really a good thing to be sensitive,
to feel your own feelings and your emotions and that inner voice guidance that's
coming through, uh, is absolutely nothing wrong with being sensitive person. Um,
but as you know, as an adult, when those things have happened to us as a kid,
a part of the brain just doesn't even realize. It's just like this is now.
There's only now and it doesn't, um, can't decipher that time.
So things that happen to us as kids really affect us today.
So above all,
never let age extinguish the fire of your inner child. And that's what it is.
It is a fire within us. It is a power that we have, like a superhuman power.
That's why so many kids are so, you know, they just love superheroes.
They love the mission is to save planet earth, to save others, to help,
to be a servant,
to wear your cape with pride and go help the others in the world. I mean,
there's no, no one better among us than a servant, really, honestly.
That's what it is. And to help others, eventually you realize you're,
you're honestly helping yourself. You can't help someone else.
You can't do for others and not feel good some, some way.
Somehow it just makes you feel good to help someone else no matter what that is.
To listen, you know, help somebody get a little lunch one day. Um,
just make somebody feel hurt and feel special. You know,
a lot of people don't feel like that anymore. Um,
I love this little picture, two kids playing and it says,
what do you want to be when you give up? When you give up all your dreams,
all your ambitions, all your imagination,
how will you fall into alignment with what is going on on this planet now
instead of having those hopes and dreams as you,
as you get older and become an adult? Uh,
it's kind of sad, but it is true. You know, we do give those things up.
We give up our dreams for security, for what's easy,
what mom and dad wants sometimes what our family wants to be a doctor,
be a lawyer, be this go to college,
and those dreams that we have to be performers to be, you know,
healers to do different things. Sometimes, you know,
it's hard to go against the grain and to do something different,
but we gotta go back and we gotta find them.
So here's an incredible picture from Burning Man. Two adults,
angry at each other, backs towards each other,
and there are two little inner childs facing each other, still wanting to play,
still wanting to connect. Isn't that how it is?
Like one person says something mean to me.
I'm not gonna talk to you anymore. I'm not gonna be friends anymore. You know,
I can't even tell you the awful things that I did to some of my
friends when I was a kid. I literally knocked a friend of mine out,
my best friend, my next door neighbor, and, uh,
we were shooting slingshots and I pulled one back as far as I could and I hit
that dude right between the eyes and I thought he died.
I was literally as scared as I could be.
And he was out for a couple minutes and, you know, once he come back,
he was probably pretty upset. But, you know, you get up and you,
you start playing, you keep going until the sun goes down. You know,
we don't have forgiveness in our hearts like that anymore. We've been tainted.
We've been, our hearts have been hardened to be, to be upset,
to hold grudges instead of just really being beautiful, forgiving. I, you know,
I forgive you. Let's move on. Let's have fun. Now,
all this time left is 30 minutes before the sun goes down.
We gotta play and we gotta have fun. It's a powerful image to think about,
even though our egos are hurt and we don't wanna talk someone deep down,
if you're really listen, if you're really sensitive,
sometimes you can hear that little voice saying, you know,
go back and talk to the person. Go forgive them. Um, you know, don't,
don't live a life where you banish out friends from your reality
because you, your egos bruised you.
That's what happens inside of every single one of us.
We got this little inner child,
we got this pure vibratory spirit inside of us all.
And you know, that's because you're in an older body,
cuz you're in an elderly body, doesn't mean it's still there.
Doesn't mean it's still hurt to this day because it's something that happened in
it's third grade or when you're three years old. And a lot of times we all,
we really, when something happens to us and we get really upset,
someone hurts us, tells us we're not good enough, we're not pretty enough,
or we're not as cool as everybody else, and that little piece in our hurts us,
we don't really deal with it. We don't know how to deal with it as children.
Most people aren't taught that. But because those things happen to us,
we carry them on and we just kind of bury it underneath under,
under way down deep in the body. And, um, we don't realize,
even though we've kind of forgotten about it, it's over.
It's still playing a part of how we see the world, the loss to our universe,
and how things, people and events are showing up for, showing up for us.
You know, it could happen in a lot of ways. It doesn't have to be someone,
it could just be the,
the wounds of trauma of our parents arguing, getting angry at each other.
Um, you know, pe like I said before, people saying something to you, uh,
that you're not good enough or pretty enough.
But there's a lot of different ways how this plays out. When it plays out.
You know, it's just something that it's happened. Maybe it's over.
But you go to your bed that night and you think about it till you go to sleep,
you dream about it and it just stays in the subconscious.
And it never goes away until you, you may think it did, you may think, oh,
I forgive it. I don't care about that anymore.
But when you really revisit those places in your imagination and in your past,
you realize how much they really are playing a part, um,
for each and every single one of us.
So there can be no keener revelation of a society's soul than the way
in which it treats its children. That's Nelson Mandela.
And I think that's an incredible statement because I don't know about you guys,
but I've heard some pretty negative things about the way some people are
treating children. But what,
what things that people are doing to children in this world?
And I don't want to go into depth about it, but I'm sure most of you know,
trafficking that's happening, pedophilia that's happening.
These are things that are happening and we do need to be aware of them and,
and what's going on and not just not talk about 'em,
have a conversation about 'em.
But it's so funny that it's incredibly important to be in this inner child
state of being. And there's some people who've lost it so much.
They have to feed and pray on little children to get that energy because the
child's energy is a higher vibrational frequency,
live in a higher vibrational state than we do.
It's when they've learned the knowledge of good and evil. This is what you do.
This is what you don't do. This is how you act and how you don't act. Um,
this is how these kind of people act and this is how we act.
This is how rich people and poor, whatever.
And you learn all that knowledge of good and evil. What's right and wrong.
And you know, before that, you're in the Garden of Eden state,
you're running around naked, you don't care, doesn't bother you. Um,
those kind of things. It's not someone tells you you're naked,
you need to put clothes on, right? And then you realize, oh, oh,
like that's not a good thing. That's bad. That's us.
That's the parents and the adults telling our children. And I,
and to some extent they have to do that a little bit in society, right?
They have to obey those laws.
But we need to be really careful sometimes about how we explain certain things.
And I, you know, definitely for one, never saying, because I said so, I, I,
I feel like I always wanna be honest and I wanna explain to children why, why,
why are we doing this? And you know, that it's not necessarily bad. Um,
our bodies are not bad at all. Uh,
there's just different ways we have to act in society and culture sometimes.
But, uh, deep down, very deep down within our soul,
there's a beautiful, loving child. You remember her, you remember him.
They're still there. They're inside you waiting. Let's go get 'em tonight.
Why don't we do a little practice? And, and really, you know,
remember what it's like to be those people because we really are still those
young kids, even though we got these, you know, older bodies,
we're definitely those younger kids inside ourselves. And it's time to go heal,
heal our inner child. It's incredibly important. Um, like I said,
I'm gonna,
I'm gonna show you some stuff later on that's gonna explain into depth a little
bit more about how important you know, Christ and other people said that it was.
Um, but if we haven't done an inter trial, we, we need to do it.
We, ideally we need to do it. Um, so let's,
let's do that a little bit. Inner child wounds. I found this online,
I thought it was great, A great place to start.
Abandonment wound people who feel left out, people who, uh, fear being left.
Um, they're usually codependent. They hate being alone.
They usually need people to be around them all the time. Um, and,
and that abandonment issue, that trauma that you have for whatever reason,
someone left you at the house for too long and you got scared or whatever it is
that plays a big part into who you are and what you're attracting into the
world. So we're pulling people towards us. If in that case, you know,
you're usually unemotional, you know, emotionally unavailable people,
people who aren't ready to be there for you,
cuz you think the world is like that.
This trauma has happened to you as a child. And so now,
and you still believe the world's kind of like that,
even though you may not really, you know, think about it on, on the surface,
when you gotta go down deep, find out what's, what am I really thinking about?
What am I really bringing to myself? And you're bringing these people to say,
yep, you know, I'm gonna leave you. I'm gonna, I'm not gonna be here for you.
And that's happened to me in my own life for sure,
until I really was able to kind of heal that wound. The guilt wound,
people who feel sorry, feel bad, they don't like to ask for things. Um,
using guilt to manipulate. You know, you're afraid to set boundaries.
And that normally attracts people who make them feel guilty, make you feel bad,
like you haven't done enough for them or you're not good enough, or whatever.
These kind of wounds are there.
And they have been as little children and obviously not,
um, aware of them all the time. But to me, go back and imagine being a kid.
Remember your teachers, your friends, your parents,
the songs you used to listen to, the shows you used to watch.
Go in your room by yourself and start using that imagination.
I Magi nation, the place inside of all of us.
We're all magicians,
we're all magi and we have this incredible ability to create.
I would say the fourth mention,
the fourth density is like literally your thoughts in your head that are as real
as anything else is. Um,
but if you can't learn to use your, if you can't use your imagination,
you've lost probably one of the most incredible gifts that creation has given to
us to be able to imagine different worlds,
to imagine different societies, to imagine, um, everything.
I mean,
that's where everything that surround us in the physical realm is all from
someone's thought.
Someone had to think about how to create a bike or a lawnmower or whatever it is
that all had to come in someone's head before it became the physical world.
We really have to think about those things first before we're ever gonna see
'em. And so go down to the trust wound. People who are afraid to be hurt.
People who don't trust themselves, they find ways not to trust people. Oh,
so-and-so did this to me, so I can't ever trust them ever again. Uh,
not that we should probably trust everybody a hundred percent as soon as we meet
them. My trust is probably more better earned than anything. But, um,
I've always,
I've always thought that it's not like a test where you start out at a hundred,
you start out at zero. And as you get questions, right,
you get more and more points in my book. That's how I normally see it. But, uh,
if people like that feel insecure, they need lots of external validation.
They don't feel safe. They normally attract people who don't feel safe,
you know, for whatever reason. That's a big one.
And then the neglect one struggles to let things go. Has low self-esteem,
gets anger easy, uh,
angry easily struggles to say no represses emotion fears.
Being vulnerable normally attracts people who don't appreciate them or make them
feel seen. And I imagine there's a few people like that out there like that.
And I definitely, I kind of, I can resonate with all these things.
I feel like I had, uh,
a traumatic childhood that definitely changed my life as a child.
Um, incredibly. And I feel like probably, you know,
I'll share that story with you guys now because I feel like stories
help people, right? When somebody can resonate with your story, it's,
it's helpful. So when I was a kid, I was about six and a half years old. I,
um, was in a car accident, basically went face first through a window.
I wasn't wearing a seatbelt at the time.
It's like a day or two after Christmas in 1987.
And I went flying through the window and fell on the ground.
And then this Jeep Cherokee flipped several times and fell right on top of me.
And my parents found me. My dad said I wasn't breathing and I wasn't, um,
my heart wasn't beating, he just thought I was dead. And so I, you know,
prayed for a second, but he went to go find my mom, my brother too.
But eventually they got me out from under there. And, um,
I,
I basically died on the ambulance on the way there in the hospital.
They said I probably died at like three times.
I lost an incredible amount of blood, had an incredible head injury, a you know,
major head injury and glass all on my face and broken collarbones and all kinds
of stuff. And, um,
I think I had like 300 stitches plus in my face after it was all over. Uh,
eventually learning, staying in the hospital in a,
in a bed for several weeks or a month or so,
eventually going back to my grandmother's house in Georgia and staying
in on her couch for several months.
My teachers brought me my work and my grandmother did it for me and turned it
in. I peed on a couch for a couple months and I didn't get up.
I had to eventually learn how to walk and talk again and take physical therapy
for that. Um, that's, you know,
a lot of scars and stuff on my face that kids didn't make fun of.
I had incredible headaches that would last for hours
that would just put me out from all the pressure, I guess.
So that happened for a long time afterwards.
Glass came outta my face for probably a year or two after that.
So we find little fragments to come out eventually, uh,
just work their way out of my face. Um, so it was very traumatic. And I,
even as a child,
I never guessed that God wasn't real,
but I was very angry that God let that happen to me.
I was very upset that why would you let this happen to a six year old boy?
I would get made fun of at,
at school for having scars in my face or being in a wheelchair or something. I,
I'm,
cause I went back to school in a wheelchair before I could really walk well.
And, um, it was awful. It was an awful experience. And I was, you know,
different from that point on. I was majorly different than everyone else. And,
um, I even had kids eventually. My self-esteem was so shocked.
I didn't, I didn't defend myself. I didn't care about protecting myself.
I just was just really sad little boy.
And I remember the kids started calling me gay when nobody even knew we didn't,
people didn't really know what that was. And I remember Ms.
Marlow stood up for me. I was just like my head down,
just walking behind her as everybody's making fun of me.
She heard it and she turned around and said,
you guys don't even know what that means. Don't call people that.
And made me feel good that the teacher stood up for me and talked and helped me
out. But it was awful, man. I, I, I went to bed almost every night crying,
wishing I would die. And um, you know,
it's awful for like a six year old kid to feel, you know,
I'm seven years old almost. And, um,
it's something that happened for a long time.
And as I have gotten older,
I've numbed myself for a long time after that. But after, as I got older,
I realized how much power was in that moment for me.
And all the things that happened to my mom, my dad,
the guilt that he felt for driving my brother.
My brother was jealous cuz he didn't get a scratch on him.
He was jealous that I didn't have to go to school. He was,
he was jealous at grandma. I said at grandma's house all day.
And that's not right or wrong, it's just what it was. That's,
that's the wounds that he,
the trauma that was wrapped around that event for him.
And everybody had different things that happened that, that played out for them.
You know, like guilt and jealousy and um,
um, so anyways, uh, as I'm an adult, you know, I'm always constantly,
I've wrote about that for school and high school and college and other things,
and definitely knew that was a big trauma for me in my life.
And I went back to that place so many times and asked God,
why did this happen? Why did this happen? And as I mature,
as I do my inner child work, and I realized I am, I could never,
I could never be the person that I am right now,
had that event not happened to me.
I would never have the empathy for someone in a wheelchair,
for someone who couldn't walk for someone who was different had I not had
that experience for myself. And today I work with special needs kids and adults,
and I know for a fact there's no way that I would have
the empathy, the patience, the kindness, the,
the downright determination to make a difference and make somebody feel
loved, to make somebody feel like there's somebody there to hang,
come to their house every week and play with them and hang out with them and do
things with them. I would not have that if it wasn't for that,
that moment in my life that that happened. So I have,
I have nothing but revelation from that then, right? I,
I'm better because of those things that happened no matter the scars and the,
and the pain and the, and the being made fun of, you know,
there's nothing that's someone can say to me now that's gonna make any effect on
me. Now, you know, I've heard it all. I've heard it all. And man,
you're so much stronger because of those things that happened to you.
You really are. So as that has happened to me,
and I've done work for years and years and years on this event,
I wanna share this little full little piece, this little piece with you guys.
So recently I had to buy a vehicle and I was just researching on the four wheel
drive vehicle, decent gas mileage and all the things that I wanted.
And so I finally ended up on the car that I wanted and um,
I had like three to choose from. And then last second,
this nice red one popped in and I was like, oh man, that's the one, you know,
I really want that one. I like that color and you know,
that's the kind of car I want.
So I got it and it took me probably a few days up to a week maybe
that I'm driving that car around. And the god smack moment, the revelation,
the aha, the eureka moment happened to me. Boom.
I'm driving a red Jeep Cherokee
2017,
which is 30 years after the 1987 event of me going through a windshield and a
red Jeep Cherokee. And I was like,
whoa, man, that goosebumps,
all the hair stands on top of your all over your body and you realize,
wow, God just gave me a gift. I was
someone who was traumatized by this event in this kind of car and now I'm
driving it. And it didn't bother me at all. I even told my mom this about this.
She goes, she goes, are you scared driving it?
Youre gonna get a wreck or something? I was like, no, absolutely not.
I felt like it's that recognition.
It's the significant thing in your life that happens. So, you know, these,
all these events coming back and sw back around saying, you've done the work.
Here's your gift. At the end of the rainbow, at the end of the journey,
you know, you get something to, to recognize, uh, all your efforts,
all the things that have happened, you know,
that you had this crazy thing happen to you and you did the work to go back and,
and forgive and to let go and to move on to be a better person for it.
And that's what the whole thing is about. And I was like, wow,
that's exactly what it felt like to me. And it still feels like today.
And I feel like those things are really important to share with people because
I think everybody's got, you're not gonna get a car, but you know,
everybody's got something,
some kind of significant thing that's gonna happen when you really do the work.
When you can tell your story without crying, without, I mean,
not that crying is bad or anything like that,
but I told the story so many times I bought crying. Now it's just like,
let me tell you because it's empowering to share this kind of cuz cuz if I,
if I can, you know, I was the person who wasn't supposed to walk,
I wasn't supposed to talk. I was. And if I did, I, you know, where I lived,
I was supposed to be a vegetable like in the rest of my life in a wheelchair.
That's what the doctors told my parents. And here I am standing in front of,
you know, you guys sharing my story. And that's, that's not what happened.
You know, I overcame that. And so, like I said,
we're all better for those things. So I just want to, you know,
inspire anybody else out there. Whatever you've gone through,
the things that have happened, the emotional traumas,
the wounds that have happened, go back and find it.
Go back and found out where it started for you. And I, you know, it may be hard,
you may be older, but I can't think about myself when I was three.
If you just start going through pictures, going through your memories,
being super calm, trying to remember that teacher trying to remember that,
that that paper that you wrote, that thing that you draw, that you know,
cologne that your dad used to wear, the house used to live in your room,
whatever it was,
if you just go back and start to imagine yourself in that environment,
things will turn on for you. Things will click,
things will reassess in your life and make you just, oh my God,
I forgot about that. Forgot about that, that animal, stuffed animal that I had,
I forgot about that. Um, you know,
that treaty I had with my blood brother back in that day,
whatever things will just start happening and you'll go back and you'll remember
certain things that happened to you. And it's really powerful. It's really,
it really is powerful to go back and heal that younger child that got
hurt.
Something happened to you gotta gotta go back in the hero's journey and you
gotta go rescue them from the tower, you know? I mean, you gotta go rescue 'em,
bring them back to safety, bring them back to oneness with you. Um,
it's incredibly important cuz when we do that,
we realize before all the garbage that we were told before, the right or wrong,
the good or bad, that be a Republican, be a Democrat, love these,
love this sports team, whatever for that, you know, we're really,
this really beautiful imagination was really intact with us,
incredible beings of magic and wonder and beauty.
And you know, when you're young like that,
you're not born with hatred or intolerance, you know,
it's something that we learn, you know,
I think probably the people who are most angry at others, the people wanna hurt.
Others are people who are hurt themselves, hurt people, hurt people.
So if we go back and we can find that essence when they're a younger kid
and we heal that,
why would you wanna hurt anybody else if you're not hurt yourself?
I can't see any reason to wanna hurt anybody to infringe on anybody's rights or
their freedom. It just doesn't make any sense at all.
And when we go back to that child, we, we find that magic again.
That's where it's right as the child. Everything's magical.
Everything's incredible. Like just being here in this moment is,
is so beautiful to kids. Like they're so excited, they're so stoked.
Like look at that grass, look at that caterpillar, look at this, look at that.
Why is this the way? What is that called? You know? And, and we, we lost,
we lose that. We lost it. You know, some of us, some of us got to keep it.
I definitely lost mine and it took a lot of work, um,
to go back and find that inner child to go back and kind of rescue him,
making you know, Hey, it's okay. The things that they said really aren't true.
You just believed it. They weren't true. You just believed it.
And kids really are magical.
They live in these magical realms and they live in higher densities than we do.
And I think they really do live in like the Garden of Eden State where they are,
they naked and run around, they don't care and they're very loving.
They want to play with other people. Um, you know, and then, you know,
things happen as you get older and steps along the way kind of knock you out of
that state. But it's always there pursing one of us.
It's definitely still there.
And our imagination is more important than knowledge.
Einstein said, knowledge is limited in imaginations and circles of world,
of the world. And literally,
logic can take you from A to B and imagine can take imagination,
can take you anywhere, can take you anywhere in the universe,
anywhere in your past, in your old thoughts. Um,
imagination can take you to other worlds or the universes. Uh, and so,
you know, logic and knowledge and everything, all that stuff's limited.
And we were never really taught as children to really dive into your
imagination, go use that.
And now people are so inundated with the televisions and programs and I,
iPads and stuff. I mean, just a book alone is a magical place to be, right?
It's in a book as a kid, books that you wanna read and you want to get into
that imagination can create
so much for, I mean,
literally Einstein said he's creating the theory of relativity by imagining ways
of life. He's writing them basically.
And I've had epiphanies taking that exact, uh,
information that he gave and did the same thing. Um,
but imagination can get you to all the places that we want to get.
And it's this powerful realm where anything's possible. Anything has happened.
I mean, i I the playground with kids regularly every week,
couple times a week, and they'll like pick up a, you know,
pick up a stick and be like,
pretend this is the magical sword of wherever.
And they're like, oh yeah, sure, no problem. And the other kids don't even have,
they don't even have, there's not even a second like, all right buddy,
that's a stick. You know? And all the adults would say stuff like that, like,
you're outta your mind. But the kid's like, oh,
imagine this is the magical story. And you're like, oh sure. 10 kids are like,
okay, imagine this is a staff that can levitate people. And everybody's like,
oh, he's got, yep, he's a levitator. And it's like, that's fine.
There's nothing wrong with that. And that's how things are created.
That's how tech technologies are born. That's how we change the world,
is to use this imagination to download, um,
information into our brains. Because we're a receiver of information.
We're not cr not necessarily creating it all,
but we're receiving everything that's around us in the field all the time.
So I think it's really important to use that imagination to go back and not
let somebody think,
cuz you said something weird back when you were five years old and now I'm not
gonna use it anymore. It's stuff like that that happens
and that does literally make us lose it.
We lose that in that incredible beautiful place of,
of magic. And I think another thing that's really important,
and you know, some people might get mad at me for this,
but it's really honest to God, truth
when we're kids and the magic that the grownups are most,
uh, engulfed about is the Easter Bunny Santa and the Tooth Fair.
And we tell kids this stuff is real and, you know, make it in a soap,
hide the basket around the house and say, it's Easter Bunny.
And I don't know about you guys.
I'm sure there's a lot of people who that was a good time for you.
Santa and Easter Bunny and Tooth Fair and all that stuff.
I really wanted to believe these things and I did,
I really believe that these things were real.
So it was very jarring to me to know that my younger brother told me that he
goes in the living room and saw mom and dad putting the, the,
the presence in there that Sandra wasn't, wasn't real.
And he's two years younger than me. He was trying to investigate.
I was just like totally happy with sleeping in and,
and waking up getting those toys later on. But
we don't realize the damage that really can do sometimes when the biggest things
in the child's life,
the biggest magical things that parents are promoting end up to be false and
not true. The people who literally brought you into this world have lied to you.
And I made it a promise to my child that I will tell the truth.
And I'm not saying you can't believe in the spirit of Santa,
or I'm not saying that, um, you know,
there's not a guy over there in the Easter Bunny costume or whatever,
but I'm certainly just not gonna tell them that the Easter bunny hid this or
Santa brought these things. You know,
why not just say there's a spirit of old St. Nicholas and you know,
that spirit is definitely alive at Christmas.
But I definitely think there's other things to talk about that are more
important even so than that in those times giving and the,
the winter solstice and what that reflects and those,
there are incredibly important times for other things to go into.
And I want to train, change some traditions in my family, but you know,
I'm certainly just not going to continue
lying to my kids because that's what, that's what my parents did for me.
And I just, again, I'm not gonna, it's not that I'm not gonna buy them gifts or,
or things like that, that's fine. But I just,
when it comes to magic and it comes to children,
we should be very careful with how we talk about magic.
And I, I mean, I believe 100% that magic exists.
It's all around us all the time. Either,
either everything's a magical miracle or everything is not. To me.
Everything is a magical miracle and we're lucky to be here.
We're lucky to be in these bodies and have souls and everything else.
So it's really important to just remember sometimes,
not just to go with the flow and do what everybody else is doing,
but really have some values and morals when it comes to what I'm gonna tell my
kids because, uh,
just cuz everybody else is doing it or that's what's on tv or that's the kind of
norm I want them to have more of an understanding than that so that some kid
doesn't come to my kid later on four years old, you know,
Santa's not really real and she has to hear that from someone else other than
me. I'm not gonna have that. I don't want,
I want my child to trust me all the time no matter what.
I'm gonna tell you the truth may not be the best and not gonna try to make it
hurt and sting. But you know, I just want to be honest with him so that,
you know, hey, magic is does exist.
We can still do a lot of things that you can see on TV and the fairy tales are
real. So that to me is important. Um,
another thing I think that is
very possible when we get back in these childlike states is miracles can't
happen. People thought was magic, but it, you know, our miracles.
But it's just the understanding of everything is all connected.
And when you come into this realm that we're in with more pure
innocent vibrations, more intense, more intention, um,
you're able to move those mountains.
You're able to do the things other people weren't able to do. You know,
there's no doubt in my mind someone like Daniel's standing in the lions then,
um, because he had a pure heart. You,
you see animals like that a lot of times where they'll come in and start barking
at one person in particular, while I'm not doing that to other people, uh,
they pick up on things. They,
they feel that vibration that you give off the essence that you,
are you a kind, peaceful friend?
Are you someone that could be potentially an enemy? Someone who, you know,
has a lot of war going on within yourself,
so therefore they might pick up on those things. But I think we can certain,
certainly calm the minds of animals and calm the minds of other people.
We're in those pure innocent like states.
And that's really a powerful place to be. Uh, if we want peace,
then obviously we have to be more peaceful and more kind to each other.
And when we find that inner child within ourselves, we can dominate in life.
Like I said earlier, you unleash that inner child. Your imagination's on,
you're fun, you work well with others, people want to be around you. Um,
that to me is a quality that that sticks in. People say, you know what?
I want that.
And that's something I'm working on myself still too this day is being more
outgoing and extroverted to hang out with other people and to be that, um,
you know, person that really trying to make more friends and be more friendly.
It's, it's a task. And I feel like just cuz we're adults doesn't mean that,
you know, we're done with our journey. There's so much more to grow,
so much more to learn, so much more to heal and so much more to do.
And you know, don't just because we're all, we haven't, we haven't, you know,
lost, lost time or the only time is now.
So you can learn something at 55 or 15 and um,
there really is a superhero inside all of us.
We just need the courage to put on that cape.
Go back and put on your cape again. Go back and be a superhero again.
And to the point where like,
you don't care if anybody else sees you in your Spider-Man costume or your cave
or whatever. It's super important be who you are, who you came here to be,
to be free. Kids are free. They're much more freer than us.
They live in a much more higher vibrational frequency than we do.
And that's probably why there are people who do feed on young children,
unfortunately that feed on that pure innocence that they are because they can't
find it themselves. And they're so black hole energy inside of them. They,
you know, they're looking for any,
didn't suck it up to make them feel good about themselves, but deep down,
if they just did that themselves, they wouldn't wanna hurt anybody ever.
And now I wanna take you to some of the things I was talking about earlier with
what Christ said about how literally important it is to find that inner child
within yourself. Uh, Luke 18 Christ said,
let the little children come to me and do not hinder them,
but the kingdom of God belongs to such as these, I tell you the truth.
Anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God, like a child will not enter it.
And that's, you know, I that's a big thing.
If you don't receive the kingdom of God like a little child,
you won't get in plain and simple, you know? And he said, he told people,
he said, you know what people think they did miracles in my name and you know,
they were with me the whole time. And I'll tell 'em, no you weren't you.
This is not something that you believe in or have faith that you know,
cuz I call myself a Christian or because I said that Christ is in my heart.
All those kind of things. To me,
that's where the message was missing as a child. There, all these people said,
we're Christians in this and you, they talk a certain way at church,
but then the other six days of the week,
I see 'em out and they totally different and, you know,
prejudices or stereotypes or whatever and judgemental against people.
And I was like, that's not child. Like, that's not it.
That's why I had such a hard time in church. But this is a very,
you know, very powerful saying, you know, and here's another one,
truly I tell you, unless you change and become like children, children,
you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Whoever becomes humble,
like the child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
Whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me.
So that you love children, that you interact with them, you know,
you can always tell those certain adults and there's a couple kids around,
they get, they start to freak out a little bit. They get a little weirded out,
they feel uncomfortable. You gotta get over that man.
You gotta get over the weirdness. Just be weird. Have fun.
Join in on the weird stuff, be silly, have fun.
And then here's another one I wanna share with you guys.
This is not from the Bible, this is from the Gospel of Thomas. Uh,
so there are other actual, uh,
books from the Naka Mati library from the Gospel of Thomas and Mary Magma and
stuff. And this is one of them and his disciples. This, these are a lot of the,
a lot of stuff that's in the Bibles in this. But the more, uh,
in depth conversations with Jesus behind closed doors are in these documents.
And even Jesus has said to himself, uh,
I speak to you guys out outside in parables, but to my true disciples, you know,
I tell them behind closed doors, the meaning of the parable. So parable is a,
you know, those cute little stories of prodigal sun and those kind of things.
Um, but there's a much more deeper, you know, quantum physics and you know,
just how the universe really relates to human beings in general. Like your,
how your thoughts interact with the world. Um, and those parables.
He was telling people behind closed doors.
And so here's one of 'em that goes along with this. His disciples asked him,
when will you appear to us and when will we see you?
And Jesus said,
when you strip down without being ashamed and you take your clothes off and put
them under your feet like a little child and trample them,
then you'll see the son of man, the,
you'll see the son of the living one and you'll not be afraid.
You basically saying you, you know, if you got guilt, if you got shame,
if you got those, those wounds,
if you can't take your clothes off and be completely free in front of everybody
else, no matter what you look like, you're not getting in,
you're not gonna get there. It's that important.
It's that intense. Like you really, you can't just be like, oh yeah man,
I can play with kids. I can kick a ball around now. You really gotta be silly.
You really got to free yourself from the ego of,
I'm, I'm Jay Cox from this town and I'm no and no, you're,
you're the soul on the journey man. And
we're like imprisoned our thoughts imprison us. You know,
our feelings imprison us. We have to literally break through, um,
to this higher frequency of love, unconditional love, forgiveness, kindness,
freedom, being completely free so that no one can say anything to us and bounce.
You know, you got that big, big fat, juicy,
strong aura around you coming from that heart,
coming from your brain that blocks all those things off.
Cuz there's nothing anybody can say that's gonna get into a well lit room like
that. When you're very powerful and strong,
nobody can say anything to you that's gonna hurt you.
You're not gonna believe any of that cuz you know it's not true.
These are the things that I think are really important because if we
really wanna enter into the fifth dimension, the kingdom of heaven,
the thousand years of peace, a golden kaga a golden age,
when you really think about it, Jesus saying,
we're all gotta be like our inner child self.
When I'm on those playgrounds with those kids,
the one thing that that that I noticed more than anything else is they're all
there to play with each other. You know,
some play with each other more based on likes and things like that,
but they're all playing, they're all having fun.
There's not one person,
there's not one feeling from a kid where they sexualize other kids.
Where you can tell someone is attracted to someone else.
It's just not even in their realm. They're not even there at all.
And I think it's a higher way of being is to see people as playmates and how I
can play with you and how I can be friends with you. Not, you know,
can I have sex with this person? Can we hook up, can we do this or that.
Like finding the essence,
the pure golden essence in somebody else and being friends with them,
finding the friend with them and being someone that's loving, you know,
being a friend to them. That's, that's where they're at. They're not,
they don't care about that. So to me,
when I think about using my imagination and just thinking about what would it be
like to be in the, in this piece of kingdom,
of having a golden age and how people would interact with each other,
it would just, it would be so many people running around, jumping, playing,
having fun and getting along with each other. And I,
and people say, well, how are people gonna even reproduce?
I think it's been said, obviously Christ was not born of, of sex. That he,
that there was an immaculate conception.
Buddha was said that I believe Noah was born that way. Um,
the angels came to Abraham and Sarah and said, you're gonna have a kid.
And she's laughed because she's passed menopause.
I think sex is just the physical
creation part of something that's a higher dimensional frequency of when you
have enlightened beings together,
those beings can create physical flesh souls
without even having sex beyond there. And, and that's just me using,
maybe I'm totally wrong, but that's me using my imagination to,
to realize that there is a higher way of being that we have not seen on this
planet for a very long time.
And I would imagine that there are planets out there that have incredible ways
of being technological ways, cultural
philosophy, kindness to a level, to an extent,
and then loving each other and giving each other the freedom to say what they
want and be who they are. That we have. Like I said, again, we,
I i i I believe that we have seen that before on this planet and in some ways we
see it now. But for that, you know,
the normal everyday life that we're living,
I'd like to see it happen a lot more.
And I know that change starts with myself and how I'm treating each other and
how, how I'm loving myself. Um,
but certainly I do believe that it's time to free ourselves when we can
free the inner child within us. We're freeing that adult also.
That we all literally live in a prison and that truth will set us free.
The truth is, you are a beautiful, amazing,
incredible soul on a journey.
And it doesn't matter what body you're in, what color it is,
how tall it is, how short it is, it doesn't even matter.
None of that stuff matters. The infinite soul that you are within,
inside of you.
And to speak to that and define that essence again within yourself,
the kingdom of heaven is within all of us.
And when we find that within ourselves, it's easier to,
to bring that out and show others that it can be done and to love each other,
love ourselves. And you show people how to treat me based on how I treat myself.
If I don't hate myself, I'm not bully myself.
I'm not gonna let a bully bully me.
People let bullies bully them cuz they bully themselves and they tell themselves
they're not good enough. And they line that up, you know,
with a bully who wants,
who needs to make fun of someone to feel good about themselves or hurt someone
to make themselves feel good.
But those two people need each other to have that karma to come alive and be
like, oh,
the moment when I realized eventually that someone's taken advantage of me,
it's also the same moment I can realize that I have worth.
And to see that in all, in all things,
it is all working out for me in the end to grow,
to heal and to be that better human being. So tonight,
I just wanted to share this with you guys.
I think it's some really important to, just,
to understand how it's more than just fluff and, and feel good information.
The inner child is something incredibly important.
If that we are gonna enter this higher dimensional frequency, um,
that's gonna be in, on this planet that seems that where we're going, you know,
if you can't raise your vibration to that level,
you're only gonna get so far and you'll have to go to other plaintiff's
department to reincarnate to do it again until you get there. Um,
that's my belief, that's my my imagination and the things that I feel, you know,
lead me to believe. And so that's where I wanna be.
So tonight I just wanna say thank you guys.
Every single one of you guys here that on Ascension Works tv who are following
along and who are gonna talk about this discussion afterwards,
I'm really excited about that. Um, uh,
just an incredible platform to be able to be a part of. Uh,
so thank you guys for that.
And I just wanna say quickly to everyone else that's watching now that may watch
later, thank you. Thank you for showing up.
Thank you for being here at an incredible time on this planet. It's hard work.
This is graduation ceremony. This is not elementary easy. This is,
this is the graduation part.
This is coming in to bring swords of truth to
really change what's going on in this planet. So I honor you,
the divine in me.
Seeds recognizes and honors the divine in each and every single one of you.
And I'm so grateful now.