Following your boundaries, but also having that compassion,
but not letting others take that compassion for granted and then becoming
a, then become a doormat. We don't want that.
There's an, there's a kind way to go about things, but also doing the latter.
Okay. A hanged man. All right.
Yeah. Talk about surrenders. This is your surrender moment.
Okay. Maybe a feeling of, um,
being helpless, but at the same time, you're,
you're really trying to go with the flow and really trying to understand
what the situation is trying to tell you. And it, I feel like you already know,
it's lessons in the heart chakra, showing you how to be strong, but also be,
uh, kind. Okay. Also be, uh, compassionate,
but also taking time for yourself to really store above
and see everything from a higher perspective. Don't jump on things,
don't make assumptions. Um, trying to work your way around,
um, that point of view, for sure.
Let's see what's in my hang command? Oh, yeah, there's gold all around him.
Um, there's all kinds of things coming from now. He is in an inverted position,
so there, but there's all kinds of things coming down,
and it's kind of anomalous with that tower moment. So if you can see the,
the lightning there coming in, okay,
so lightning is coming in from the ground up,
and it's coming in from the top down, and it's, it's almost overwhelming.
So, but I see that, um,
you are really trying to keep your cool and really going for
that and your guidance,
and that is a phenomenal thing to do. Um,
Yeah. And goal, meaning this is an alchemy moment. You know, you know,
the moment that you can take control of your emotions during this situation
is the moment that you do, you know, your spiritual alchemy as far as,
well, again, you know, not letting those emotions control you, but you, using,
you controlling the emotions and, uh,
manifesting through your higher vibrational emotions,
a better outcome without expectations. Um,
but also know that, um, You know,
creator knows what he's doing,
and we ourselves are part of that creator.
And just having a, you know, it seems chaotic,
but all is well. I'm trusting I have faith.
I am not letting my, uh, emotions get the best of me this time.
And I'm putting all that I'm taking care of myself, and in turn,
I'm taking care of others because I am going, uh,
about things from a full cup,
and I am going through this. So later on,
I can show others how to, uh, go through this as well,
with the right mind, with the right heart,
with the right everything, and the right voice too. Um,
there was some throat chakra stuff that came up earlier,
having the right voice saying the, the needed words for the situation,
and not letting the emotions do the talking for you,
okay? When we are, are talking from, um, uh,
lower vibrational emotions, that is what we speak into existence.
So going in with that, that high priest this year,
and really getting that perspective
on, uh, manifesting things from a higher vibrational,
uh, existence. And, um, and yeah,
creating that spiritual alchemy from, uh, rising above, you know,
rising above and understanding that all of this has
an exact purpose, whether we see it yet or not, but, um,
that a lot of cards here are very feminine. In fact,
I think only one isn't a net is the, um, hang demand, well,
two in the tower. Um,
so divine feminine is so nurturing and
once the best for everyone, always carrying, you know,
tapping into the light side instead of letting that, uh,
the darker aspect of ourselves take control. Um,
it's a test of faith almost.
So let's do a clarifying for that one.
Yep. Okay. Small steps, asking for help.
So not being afraid to ask for help and ask for guidance. You know,
as someone that, um, does this,
does this for people quite often, I still need to ask for help sometimes,
and that is fine because, uh,
we are going through new lessons every day that tests our knowledge and tests
our ability to remain calm,
especially with all of the catalysts that is going on, uh,
collectively and individually for all of us. Um,
and what we do makes a difference for the collective.
How we manage it makes a difference for the collective.
So there is, uh, a small boy in this picture,
and he's riding a camel, so that is, you know, going through the desert,
but he is also playing a flute. So, um,
the whole situation is asking you to take on this, all the events of October,
and there's only, there's only gonna be more,
we're not done yet with these fantastic catalysts that we're
getting, but it tells you even when you're going through the desert,
you can still play music and you can still learn, actually,
you learn the most from, from these trying times. So, um,
take it as a catalyst to where we can learn to be the best version of ourselves,
um, how to process all of this and,
um, have good, come out of just a, um,
trying time travel times have good, having good coming out of it.
Okay.
And then it is okay to ask for help from and direction and guidance from
somebody. So I still have to do it. So, um,
I do wanna do one more just to kind of,
yeah, okay. So this was, again,
what in the world was going on in October and what was, you know,
October trying to show us? So I pulled this card, which is a devil card,
and that is the aspect of ourselves that really gets ourselves down. I mean,
that's a moment where we're like, um, you know, oh,
I'm just, I can't do this, and we're being negative, Nancy's, you know,
we're telling ourselves we just don't have what it takes and, you know,
what are you doing? This is too big and I can't do it,
and I'm just gonna lay down and not do anything. And, you know,
really being hard on ourselves.
So October was really showing us that shadow side of ourselves. And I,
I said before, this was a test of faith, and this is what that card is about.
It's a test of faith, because directly after, uh,
this card and the lineup of the major arcana, we have a tower card,
which was interesting that it was at the very beginning of this
reading. So when we just
go through the shadow part of ourselves, um,
what comes next is a burst of lightning.
And we can either reach for that light, okay,
whether it was the truth that we wanted or not, and we can take it or leave it.
We can stay in the shadows, or we can move on to the light, and we can rebuild.
As I said earlier, this is the beginning and this is, uh,
the end where, um,
we just spent a lot of that time really fretting,
uh, not letting go, really fretting, letting go of the attachments,
really fretting the outcome of things. Uh,
but it's our time to reach for that lightning and start rebuilding.
We can't really go back and like, change the experience, like we're so, um,
uh, focused on the experience itself,
and like we can change it or something. So we just can't,
we can make the most of it. And again,
we can use it as a catalyst to grow and learn from and rebuild.
And maybe there is an opportunity here for, um,
to change things, to move direction, which is often what this car,
the tower is about moving directions, okay?
The universe says, yeah, you know,
not really going the right way there.
So I'm gonna offer you the opportunity to change directions, you know,
and then you can take it or leave it,
or you can stay in this frame of mind. It's up to you,
okay? Um, but it's really telling you,
you should really focus on going into the
rebuilding, whether it's rebuilding your whole life,
rebuilding a relationship or not, um, you know,
rebuilding a, um, uh,
relationship with work or something like that, or not, okay?
A really big theme this past weekend I noticed was that,
um, well,
people just really, I,
I noticed that a lot of people are saying, oh, I, I quit my job, you know,
and then I don't know what I'm gonna do, but it, but like,
the right thing to do, and I really just wanna do what I wanna do now.
I didn't feel like I was making a difference. So, um, so that was a
Really big thing. The other big theme this past weekend was,
uh, being stuck in repetitive cycles, you know,
recognizing that we are in repetitive cycles, which often comes with a wheel,
a fortune card, which I know sometimes it has a lot to with prosperity,
but in my opinion, you know, the,
the wheel card is really understanding that we are going
through repetitive patterns,
and that is stopping us from moving on.
So instead of, and, and really manifesting what it is that, uh,
uh, we want for the world, um,
you know, get off the wheel and create a new one, you know, a new one of,
of goodness and kindness and compassion, uh, but also strength and,
um, uh, boundaries. And being that example, um,
I feel like one more, actually,
The chariot. I love the chariot a lot going on in here.
Uh, and this is really signifying to me, you know, your spirit,
your spirit, your spirit is a chariot.
So this all is to draw strength from your spirit.
That is the whole purpose behind it. The test of faith, the test of compassion,
the testing of surrendering, uh, the, the testing of letting go of attachments.
This is all gathering.
It's making you go into your spirit and call upon your spirit
to find the answers. You know, with my priestess, you know,
that's where she comes from. Okay?
This is where all the matriarch come from. It is your spirit,
okay? Well, some from the mind and some from the body. But honestly, you know,
all the,
the major arcana is exactly what the logos is set up to
do this fulls journey, or the hero's journey, uh,
to create an evolutionary, uh, process.
So by,
so the chariot is card number seven, okay? And actually,
that's the mind, but I feel like it's, you know,
in regards to how you move around your space,
okay? That is your spirit, okay?
And it's almost like there's a flaming sword here. And again, you know,
to me that's truth. Okay? Um,
and there's some, it looks like, uh, crocodiles here, uh,
actually pulling the chariot. So, you know, crocodile skin is so thick,
so that's your cue to be so, uh,
focused on keeping the boundaries. Okay?
And, you know, it's almost like there is arrows going into one. So the,
the journey is daunting. You know, last month was, was daunting,
and you took some arrows,
which you're taking them to go through this evolutionary process.
And so far, you're growing a lot, you're learning a lot,
and you're taking the catalyst as it comes. Again,
there's light coming down from the top. Okay?
So maybe there was a lot of meditation going on during the month of October to
really process what in the world has happened?
What is going on? How do we fix, how do we not fix?
I said earlier, you know, instead of pointing the finger,
maybe you understand that it's,
maybe it's nobody's fault and that maybe the universe is just trying to show
something to everyone, okay? That we're all learning lessons
and we're all getting a catalyst to learn and grow from,
and maybe we should stick to kindness and compassion a little bit more. So
yeah, I hope that helps. It actually helped me.
So I hope it helps others. I plan to do these a little bit more often.
Uh, I just kind of wanted to see how this one went. Uh,
let me know if you have any questions.