Okay, I'm Niara Rela Isley.
Um, I'm doing a talk on the Consciousness Initiative, um,
which is about using consciousness
for positive change on the planet.
And, uh, let's kind of get moving here.
So these are pictures of me.
The one on the left, of course, is me, uh,
my military picture from bootcamp.
And the one on the right is, uh,
me is a little girl in first grade.
Um, the military me is the one that most people are familiar
with 'cause I've, uh, had my book out there
and, uh, uh, told my story
several times over in interviews
and appearances and things like that.
And, uh, the things that happened to me in the military, uh,
to make a long story short,
'cause I wrote about them in my book.
Um, so if you wanna know the in depth story,
uh, read my book.
And, um, one of the things that, uh, you know,
I'll just kind of recap it a little bit.
So back in 19 93, 19 94, I was talking with a friend
of mine and we were talking about my military time.
And I discovered that I had three months
of missing time from the military that I couldn't remember.
And with that coming over me, I had this sweep of nausea
just kind of went over me and, and,
and like, oh, I can't remember three months of my life.
And the people that really know me know
that I have a really good memory.
So not being able to remember three to four months
of my life during the military, uh, was very startling
and very disturbing.
Um, probably within a year
after discovering that missing time,
I was at the whole Life Expo in Las Vegas,
and I ran into Bud Hopkins.
And at the end of his presentation, I raised my hand
and I said, well, I have this weird experience from
childhood and I have this other strange experience
that happened here and then, and,
and then when I was in the Air Force in 1980,
there's three months of my life from January to April
or May that I can't remember anything.
And he said, talk to me afterwards.
So I did, and he did a hypnosis session on me that night,
and a chunk of my missing time came tumbling out.
And it was like, uh,
being Alice thrown down the rabbit hole in a very dark
and disturbing way.
Um, I was scared, you know, suddenly I was scared.
I'm looking behind myself all the time wondering
what the heck happened.
You know, what is this all about and being me?
Um, which I'll tell you about the child me,
in a few minutes, I had to know, I had to know
what happened, what the heck is going on here,
and if this kind of stuff does happen in what political
and social context can happen in a country that I grew up
to think was a really great country.
Mic came, oh, sorry. I'm sorry. Should be good.
Okay. So in,
so in the, you know, in the aftermath of that,
I'm like trying to figure out what's going on.
So I did tons of research.
Um, I met a wonderful lady who's here at this conference,
and I'm so one, one, so happy to reconnect with her
after a period of time where I was kind of outta commission
for a while, Misha Johnston.
And she was a tremendous help to me
and trying to put the pieces together of what happened.
Um, so basically what I remembered under hypnosis
with Bud was being taken out of my motel room in
to upon Nevada and taken out to the radar range where I did,
um, radar, uh, radar work.
It was surfaced air missile
and anti-aircraft artillery radar.
And what we did, what our, our main daytime job was,
was teaching pilots to fly against radar
in a simulated wartime situation so that they would,
it would increase their survivability flying against radars
in a real wartime situation.
And, uh, so we took, we were taken out in the middle
of the night at gunpoint.
We were given fatigues to wear with no rank insignia
and no name tags or identifying marks of any kind.
And we were told to run the radar on these special aircraft.
So we did it, the aircraft could not be tracked.
Then afterwards, um, it went out on the deck
of the radar van with, uh, two other guys
that had been pulled out there with me.
And we were, we were told on, in no uncertain terms,
by people with guns, do not talk to each other.
Do not, um, have any conversation
with each other whatsoever.
You're out here to do this and that's it.
So we stood there silently watching these disks
that were in the sky that we had been trying to track.
We didn't know what the aircraft were
until we were out on the deck of the radar van.
So, uh, we stood out there and I saw one of the craft there.
And it was, um, I focused on the closest one
because I wanted to see as much detail on at least
one of them that I could.
And it was glowing orange on the bottom.
It had, uh, lights on the bottom
that were like lighting up in sequence,
and it, it made the, uh, effect
that looking like it was spinning on the bottom.
So I'm, I'm watching this and I'm really scared
'cause I'm thinking I only have a secret security clearance
and, uh, this has gotta be classified way above top secret.
So I was really scared
and, uh, for good reason, uh, they put us on a bus
and took us to what I believe was either area 51
or another underground facility that William Pollack spoke
of in his interview with Steven Greer.
Um, and he didn't even allow that interview to be released
until after his death.
So that's when I found out
that there was also an underground facility at Tonopah.
Anyway, I was taken someplace out in the middle
of the Nevada desert in the middle of the night.
We were taken to something that looked like an old
military medical dispensary,
and, uh, sat down in this waiting room.
The lights were off in the waiting room.
Everything was very carefully done from the fatigues
with no rank insignia
or identifying marks to, um,
being isolated from the people I was out there with
by not being allowed to talk to them.
Uh, and then the medical dispensary, even the waiting room
that we were seated in had the lights off.
The only light coming into that room was from double door.
Uh, that was a hallway
where the lights were on in the hallway,
and the lights were shining through the windows
of those double doors.
One by one, they called us by name
and we had to go in this little side room.
It was my, when it was my turn,
I went in the little side room.
There was a soldier in there
with a sidearm standing at parade rest.
And I had to lay down on a stainless steel examining
table and just wait.
And I waited a little while, uh, getting more
and more scared by the minute, wondering
what was going to happen to me.
And then finally a guy in a white lab coat came in
saying, stay calm, stay calm, stay calm,
this really deadpan voice.
And, uh, when he got past the security guard, he walked up
to the right side of my head,
and with one smooth move, like he'd done it a million times,
um, he injected me in the side of the neck
with a hypodermic needle.
And there was some chemical
that just rushed straight to the brain.
My body was immediately put into trauma,
and I didn't, you know, I kind of lost orientation of
where I was, kind of,
because my body was dealing with what happened.
And then suddenly there were two security guards on either
side of me lifting me off the table
and taking me out this other doorway down a
long flight of stairs.
And it didn't seem like switchback stairs.
You know how the kind that go like that.
This seemed to go straight down.
And at the bottom, I was shoved in this little room
and the door was shut behind me.
And I, I kind of noticed
that there was like a mirror on one wall,
and it had a strange look to it.
And I thought, oh, that's a, that's a, like a two-way
like mirror on my side and then glass on the other.
So they watched me go through the effects of that injection,
um, a few years ago, several years ago,
I guess now, I saw the movie Lucy,
and, uh, it's very triggering movie
because the stuff in that movie was kind
of a fluorescent blue.
The stuff they injected me with was fluorescent green.
And, uh, so in that little observation booth room,
um, I went through the effects of the injection
and it felt like my body was coming apart
at the molecular level.
And it was, it was terrifying.
Um, the way I've described it is feeling like my body turned
to soda pop was turning into soda pop fizz,
or beer foam, something
that might just run down a drain on the floor.
And, uh, of course it didn't happen,
but that was the intense sensation
that was just all over my body.
So I, I just laid on the floor
and screamed until the effects of it began to wear off.
And, um, then from there,
they, uh, they took me out of the room at that point.
And even in Lucy, they, when they had her open the briefcase
where the, the blue stuff was in it, they all hid
behind shields.
So it might be that there was something, something about
what they injected me
with might've spilled over onto the people around me.
Um, so that's why they had me in the room and,
and stayed outside and watched through the window.
Um, so, um, the next thing
that happened while I was dragged out of there,
and while I was still shaking from the results of,
from the effects of that injection,
I was sexually assaulted
by the two security guards while eight people watched.
One of the people was a gray extraterrestrial.
Um, so basically I disassociated, um,
I just kind of went someplace else while
this was happening to me.
And, uh, just gimme a minute.
And I kept, I know. Thank you. I love all of you too.
Thank you.
I haven't told this story to an
audience in a very long time.
So anyway, um, I kept a little shred of my attention
on the guns in the room
because I thought if somebody drops their guard
for one second and I get near enough to one of those guns,
everybody in this room's going down,
because when I went through bootcamp, I was a crack shot.
Um, anyway, that didn't happen.
And thank God didn't because I didn't need that karma.
Um, so anyway, that was done.
Then I was injected with some other kind
of drug to put me to sleep.
And, and
because of the sheer trauma of it, that kind of trauma,
your mind says, okay,
this is not something you can handle remembering.
So it kind of breaks that piece off
and sticks it in the deep subconscious
where you don't get it.
So I woke up in my motel room the next day, got up
and did my job just like usual.
Probably had some kind of hangover from the experience,
but I just attributed it to being tired.
And they were very careful not to leave marks.
So, um, that, that was the first chunk of memory
that I got back in the hypnosis session
with Bill, with Bud Hopkins.
And there's much more that happened during
that three month time period that I'm not going
to go into right now
because I wrote it in my book,
so I don't have to say it anymore.
But I wanted people who aren't, aren't familiar with me at,
in this audience to have some idea of what happened.
Um, so I went through these experiences
and I spent, uh, probably 14, 15 years doing all kinds
of research again to find out
how does this happen in the United States of America
and what political and social context.
And of course then I found out about the shadow government
and the, the, you know, the group that they call the cabal.
And, uh, really learned a lot.
And once I felt that, you know,
I kept researching all the time,
but then I thought, you know, well, what do I do with this?
You know, I gotta try to live a normal life.
So that's what I tried to do.
I just tried to go out and live a normal life.
Um, didn't work too well. Uh, there's still stuff.
Um, and
before I got the memory back, I was living a life, uh,
after getting out of the military in, in 1983.
Um, I had PTSD and I'd go back to my conscious memories
and it would be like, why do,
why do I have all this stuff going on?
I didn't really even name it PTSD, I didn't know it was PTSD
because why would I have PTSD?
What, what would happen to me that caused PTSD?
'cause I didn't have the memory. Um, but I did have PTSD
and it did affect my, my relationships.
It affected my relationships with my children.
Um, I really, you know, paid a price and the anxiety level
and the stuff that would come up was just intense.
I call PTSD today, like
living in a cement mixer,
and you just kind of tiptoe around in your life
and hope nothing turns that cement mixer on
that's just gonna buffet you around, uh,
with these intense survival emotions of PTSD.
So finally, when I got the memories back then, some
of my past with the anxiety
and the stuff that I would experience
started to make some sense.
So, okay, so fast forward to where I was,
and I'm trying to, to find a way to live a normal life,
even though I have a chunk of these memories back.
And I wasn't in any shape
after getting those memories back to do any more hypnosis,
because I was afraid there were worse things in there.
And indeed there were, um, again, I direct you to the book.
I didn't write this book to make a billion dollars.
I wrote it to put truth out there
to help others like myself.
Thank you. Thank you.
Um, so, um,
I just tried to get on with a normal life.
I worked with a business coach for a while, first trying
to get my life coaching business going.
'cause I got certification from Gay and Kathleen Hendricks
and Body Centered Transformation Therapy.
And, uh, that didn't work.
Worked on that, trying to get
that going for a couple of years.
And then I thought, well, this isn't working.
So I talked to my coach
and I said, I think I'm gonna try
to focus on an art career, 'cause I do art as well.
And I tried that for another year
and nothing really took off.
And finally, I and my coach said, I don't understand.
You're doing all the things I'm telling you to do
and nothing's happening,
but it's working for my other clients.
And I said, I don't know what's going on either.
So I finally stopped working with her and I just went quiet.
And I said, okay, universe,
what is my thing to do in this world?
And before I even got that sentence finished in my head,
the answer came, you need to tell your story.
Oh, you mean that one I've been avoiding for 14 years?
Yes, that one. So I thought, okay.
So in, uh, December of 2008, um, I put an article out.
Um, the first thing I did was I wrote an article in support
of an article written by Edgar Mitchell in the Institute
of Noetic Sciences magazine.
And I wrote, and I, and
that was my first little tiptoe out into the public.
And then I thought, well, I, I need
to come out with this more.
So I wrote a couple articles that went on the web,
and then suddenly everybody's emailing
me and wanting to do this.
And I started getting interviews.
And, um, but everybody in the interviews was all hung up on,
you know, woman raped in Black Ops project.
And I, and I've been spending 14 years with this
and continuing to do my spiritual seeking
and my spiritual practice and, and,
and just being me who I was as a little girl, you know,
who grew up to be a spiritual person, you know?
So, um, after a while, people were getting
so hung up in this, this horror story,
and I thought, there's so much more to this.
You know, I've come a long way since that horror story,
and I thought, I gotta write the book so that people know
that there's more to this than just that.
And so I wrote the book,
and people still in the UFO field, they seem
to want to keep me in this box.
Woman raped in Black Ops project.
You know, I'm kind of trotted out like this little victim.
Yes, tell your story. Okay, now go sit down.
And everything else like that, it's, see the kind of stuff
that happens in black haw projects and stuff like that.
It's like, okay, this,
there's gotta be more meaning to this than that.
So now I'm gonna go back to the little girl picture. Okay.
This little girl that I was
and still am, um, she was born a spiritual seeker.
She's been a spiritual seeker.
I've been a spiritual seeker from the cradle up
before I even knew the word spiritual, you know,
because I was raised in the Lutheran religion
and I saw a lot of hypocrisy in the Lutheran religion.
That really bothered me as a little girl
because my parents ended up getting divorced
because of my dad's alcoholism.
And then the church, uh, community ostracized my mother.
And my mother was excommunicated from the Lutheran church
for divorcing my abusive husband,
or her abusive husband, sorry.
And, um, I didn't think that was right
because she was trying to protect herself.
So I went through, just in case there was something
to Lutheran beliefs, I went all the way through to catechism
and took my first communion.
And no great secret was revealed.
So after that, I just kind of made a break with the church
and went my own way and got into things like, you know,
astrology and meditation.
And I read Parma Hanzi book, Parma Hanzi Yogananda's book,
uh, autobiography of a Yogi, which was life changing
and many other things.
I studied metaphysics.
Um, just really went into all that stuff.
So that's basically who I am and, uh, still am today.
Um, of course I've gathered a lot more knowledge
and now I wanna do good things with that knowledge.
Woo. So, thank you.
Uh, so I remember when I was a little girl,
I'd be reading all these books about science
and, and history.
And I read a lot of biographies
of famous people like explorers and statesmen.
Uh, 'cause I really wanted, I I didn't just do
what school put in front of me.
I wanted to go the extra 10 miles
and really learn about this.
'cause I wanted to know everything.
I wanted know everything about the world.
I lived in the universe, uh, about myself
and what my place might be in the universe.
And this was really important to me.
It was really a passion for me.
It was really a passion for me.
And so, among other things that happened in school, um,
as a early Indigo child, which I definitely claim to be, um,
we had standardized testing, you know,
where you fill in the little bubbles
with the pencil, number two pencil.
And, uh, so the science stuff was a breeze
'cause I was studying science all the time.
So got a good grade there
and reading, got good grades there.
And to read mathematics not so good,
because that's when the,
the domestic violence in the home was the worst was when I
was learning mathematics and arithmetic.
Otherwise, I would be a really formidable physics,
science, quantum physics, science scientist about now.
So, but I, I lost the mathematical ability because of that.
So I'm filling out the things, and
whenever I came to a part of the test, usually mathematics,
um, it was like, well, I can't do this,
and they've got a clock on me and I, I can't get it done.
So I thought, well, I'm just gonna sit
here and what can I do with this?
So I filled in the bubbles, in the prettiest pattern
that I could imagine on the page.
Oh, that's nice. I make to go this way and this way
and that way, and this, and this sort of thing.
And the other thing about me
that my teachers really didn't like was my wool gathering.
You know, she's a million miles away out the window.
Never her mind on what's going on, you know, well,
it's just me, you know, I can't be different.
It's just me. So I, I got shamed a lot
and told I wasn't, you know, doing
what I was supposed to be doing.
So anyway, that's a little bit about who I was as a child,
and I'm really glad that I was that way
because I think it protected me from
Gideon really deep indoctrination,
which I'll be talking about here pretty soon.
So I'm very grateful that the little girl that I was stuck
to her guns and just stayed her, stayed
who she knew she needed to be.
So thank you and thank you. Thanks.
So, let's see. So I wrote the book, um,
because Spirit wanted me to write the book, um, wanted me
to tell my story, wanted me to get it out there.
The other thought that I had about writing the book was
that, you know, one day
after all these years, this idea just shot into my brain
that by staying silent
and not speaking out, I was allowing the kind of abuse
that I went to went through to go on for other people.
And once I had that thought, there was no going back.
Because I'm a person with a heart who loves, you know,
and I don't wanna see people go through what I went through.
The things that I went through have made me into a person
that believes kindness.
To be unkind to someone is a cardinal sin.
Unkindness is a cardinal sin.
And on Facebook, I see all these attacks and everything.
And, and when I get back home,
I'm probably gonna put a post up on Facebook
that's gonna say behind every profile picture, as long
as it's not a fake profile, there is a human being
with a heart and a soul and feelings.
And you can't just be screaming at everybody
without causing pain.
So,
So I, I designed this banner, uh, to put up on Facebook
after the book was published
or during the publishing process.
And I came up, I thought I wanted to come up with something
that would let people know, you know,
might be an interesting read.
So sometimes breaking into a million pieces can take you
places you never dreamed possible.
And that's very, very true.
So with that, I have something I wanna read.
Um, and it's called,
it's from We Are All Shamans in Training,
which was published by Paul Levy in 2010
on his website.
Um, trauma is a normal healthy response to an insane
and intolerable situation.
There is an intimate correlation between being traumatized,
abused, and wounded, and having a shamanic initiation.
Spiritual awakening trauma is an experience
that is overwhelming to the ego in
that it can't be assimilated by the ego.
In the typical way, the trauma initiates
and catalyzes the deeper process of the archetype
of the shaman to begin to formulate
and crystallize itself in the unconscious of the future.
Shaman. This precipitates a deeper part of the psyche
to become mobilized as the shaman journeys deep
inside themselves, flying on wings
of their creative imagination to address
and become acquainted with
what has gotten activated within them.
The shaman's descent into darkness can be agonizing.
A veritable crucifixion.
Part of the archetypal shamanic experience is
to become dismembered, which is a cooking
and smelting of psychic contents
that have become rigidified ossified,
and have outlived their usefulness.
To quote Carl Young, the shaman's experience of sickness,
torture, death,
and regeneration implies at a great, at a higher level,
the idea of being made whole through sacrifice.
The goal of the shaman's death
and dismemberment experience is to ember themselves,
which like su true soul retrieval, brings all
of their disassociated parts back together into a more
integrated synthesis.
And this has been my goal all these
years to come back to that.
And I'm glad I didn't remember the experiences at the time
they happened, because if I had, um, I have,
let's just say I have a very powerful belief knowledge
that suicide is not a, not a way out,
but a way to make your soul's journey
through the universe much, much worse.
And to get stuck in places you don't wanna get stuck in.
And so, I, I'm very powerfully knowing that
that suicide is not a way out.
So, but if it would've been very hard
to avoid suicide if I had had
to remember those experiences at the time that they happened
because they were so intense and so shattering.
So the most vital thing I have
to share today is not about my trauma, it's about
how unified consciousness can take back our planet.
Because thank
You.
'cause one of the things, other things I've discovered
through the years is that I, my soul ancestry,
beyond going back to, uh, the great,
you know, ocean of, uh, consciousness
that we all come from is Rin.
I'm a larin who has taken, who's been like one
of Dolores Cannon's volunteer souls.
I came back here and I really realized
that the experiences I had in the military were part
of a soul contract to come back here and to go through that,
and then to recover from it and do what I'm doing today.
So, whoops, we got a thing there, here.
So, so anyway, so with these experiences, um,
and recovering from them
has come out a whole bunch of other information.
So I had the spirituality piece from earlier,
and then with the shadow government stuff and,
and things that I had to process there, I really understood
and put together that consciousness was the way
to really go with this.
How's it going? Got anything back here?
Mm-Hmm mm-Hmm.
Okay, great. Okay.
So the, um, that's a little bit, I have
to kind of catch my place here.
But, um, so anyway, being Laren, those memories started
to actually emerge when I was 17 or 18 years old.
Um, my first memory that came back from the past was,
was dying in the tidal wave that took out Atlantis.
And I was a, uh,
like a young priestess initiate in temple in Atlantis.
And our priesthood was corrupt.
They were working with, uh, the government people.
And, And I was
like a, uh, person that had clairvoyance.
I was able to see what was going
to be happening in the future.
And I began having these terrible nightmares
of a cataclysm hitting Atlantis.
And, um, so I went to my, I went to the elders
and I said, this is what I'm dreaming.
And, um, this is coming. I know it's coming.
I feel it in my, in my gut. It's really coming.
And they, and they, and they, and at that point,
they forbade me to leave the temple
or temple grounds anymore,
because they didn't want me to say anything to anyone else
that would cause a panic in the population.
There was another young male initiate in the temple
that I was, uh, really close with,
would've been a romantic partner,
had we been allowed to engage in that.
And so I told him,
and we became, you know, we kind of confided in each other.
And then one mor and then one morning I had the,
the knowledge that this was coming, it was eminent
that the tidal wave that was coming was eminent.
And so I went and talked to him
and I said, it's, it's really coming.
It's, it's going to be very soon, like within 24 hours.
So we both made our plan and,
and we snuck out of the temple at that point,
and we went down to the ocean.
And I remember it so clearly.
There was this, uh, high cliff up here
and the ocean spreading out over here.
And there were tall cypress trees growing
at the top of the cliff.
And he came from one direction, and I came from another,
and the tide had gone out, you know, in that big tide,
the way the tide goes out before a tsunami.
And we met and we held hands,
and we just looked at each other in the eyes,
and then we saw the wave coming,
and we just held each other and let it take us.
And it was a moment of intense pre crushing pressure.
And then we were both out
of the body in a place of pure light.
So that's the first past life memory
that just came spontaneously without any hypnosis.
And then there were other things that came, um, you know,
doing, I was doing a group meditation with people,
and I saw my ln home world,
and it was a beautiful place, um, in some ways similar
to Pandora from the Avatar movie.
And, um, the Reptilians invaded and destroyed our planet,
and they began attacking the people.
And we were not warriors like the ones in the movie.
Um, we, we had never even, we had never conceived
of anything like war at that point.
We were a fifth dimensional race,
and we were living this beautiful existence.
And then these beings came in
and they said, you know, our planet is in trouble.
We need to mine some, uh, some minerals
that you have in abundance on your planet.
And so the elders said we wanted to help.
So we said, okay, you can mine in this one place.
But we were very guarded with these beings
because we couldn't read them
the way we could read each other.
So there was like this guardedness, you know, like,
why are they shut off from us?
You know? And then it turned out
that they were there as invaders.
So, um, these memories have a lot
of emotional resonance for me as well.
My parents and my uncle got me on a ship
that was coming here to Earth to La Maria,
and they stayed behind to cover our getting away.
So all of us young people were put on the,
these ships going different places.
Some went to the Pleiss, some came to earth,
some came other places.
And, uh, they stood behind
and sacrificed themselves so that we could get away.
And when we got to earth
and we landed in La Maria, I remember as a young girl,
just throwing myself on the ground and grabbing it to earth
and the plants because I was
so wounded from being ripped away from Lyra
and my par my parents and my whole life.
And I was a teenager of maybe something like 70
or 75 years old
because we lived so long there, you know, um,
I could be 75 years old in l years
and be, still be a teenager.
So we came here and we helped, uh, humanity
to be created here.
So in some ways, I'm kind of like a mother of,
of earth humanity, and that's why I care so much.
And then service to self ones came later,
which is later in my presentation.
And they did things to destroy
what we had tried to put in place.
Um, so let me go ahead and, oops, let's do that.
So this is where I'm going to try to shift the energy,
um, into something else.
Um, and I'm going to sing some channeled singing for you
to help kind of move us through the rest of the, uh,
the rest of the presentation.
So we'll just do this.
And the word, the energy
of the word I'm gonna focus here is awaken.
So let's,
Oh,
Okay.
Next slide. This isn't, oh, there it is. Okay.
So for me, uh, this part of my pres presentation
and the information that I've wanted to share
for the past three years, and thank you to Corey
and all the people here
for giving me a voice back to the public.
Thank you so much.
So for me, it all started with the Serenity prayer.
And my version is Great spirit.
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
So what is the Consciousness Initiative?
The Consciousness Initiative is a broad-based
approach to world change.
Through the power of unified consciousness, we are learning
with more certainty than ever,
that our thoughts do indeed create the
world we see around us.
Oops, got word word, wrong word.
Um, but how do we get stuck in a mind prison,
in a control matrix in the first place?
Indoctrination a trap of mind and emotions.
Indoctrination is a tool of the ruling classes
who have a set of beliefs
or a worldview they want
to enforce on those, governed by them.
When and how does indoctrination occur?
Okay, so indoctrination
and prehistory, physical indoctrination,
it was manipulation of DNA.
So we have this picture here showing some kind of ET
that has the elongated skull.
And he's got this, uh, if I can get the pointer here.
He's got this shield here in his technology,
and he's working on this woman in this tube of fluid,
and he's manipulating her DNA,
you can see he is got the DNA right in front of him,
and he's, you know, taking certain,
he's disconnecting certain parts of it.
And then in this other picture here,
this looks like on Anki,
and they're working on a proto humanoid, uh, doing something
to manipulate, uh, the physiology there as well.
So this is, uh, physical,
what I call physical indoctrination
that happened in our pre-history.
Um, indoctrination in history, tools used by the few
to control entire populations, physical, mental,
and emotional trauma passed down through genetic memory.
It's control of information.
Make sure that people only get little shreds of truth,
not the whole truth, because then they'd awaken
and oh my God, we don't want that.
Um, suppression of genuine truths.
And a critically important point here is when a conquered
pe, when a conquered people are made to fight
with each other, they're far less likely
to rise up against their conquerors.
Let's see. Okay.
Oops, I have that one. Maybe I don't need that one.
Okay, so this one kind of shows people being enslaved
and hung.
I mean, you know, back in the olden days,
like in the reign of King Henry viii, you know,
people were beheaded and it was public.
You think that's not a form of indoctrination.
It absolutely is. It absolutely is.
It says, if you don't do what we want you to do,
this is what's gonna happen to you.
And, and that kind of trauma lives in the body,
and it gets absorbed into the genetics
and it gets carried down.
So that was one image that, uh, shows that
I need a drink of water here.
And this is just meant to be information to enlighten all
of you and give you the power of choice.
So are you gonna, so the, the thing is here,
are you gonna choose to continue to be let, allow yourself
to be indoctrinated?
Or are you gonna take the steps to learn the truth?
So you can choose what it is you want in your life
and what you don't want in your life?
So information and truth empowers you with choice
to make your own decisions and make your own choices.
Woo.
Okay, next here.
Mm-Hmm mm-Hmm. Paint it there. Yeah. Okay. There. Okay.
Oops, we went too far Back. Okay.
This is the most infamous example that I think we know
of is the Spanish Inquisition, which was primarily,
you know, it was perpetrated against both sexes,
but it really went after the women, the herbalists,
the intuitives, the midwives, those people that had special,
uh, maybe psychic gifts to may to be able
to see into someone
and see what they needed for their healing.
Um, the church said, oh, we can't have this.
We have to have everybody bringing their riches
and their wealth to the church.
We have to have them coming to us.
So they, they did this to try to stamp out any truth
that was still living out there for, to,
to put in their own programming.
Let's get rid of that nasty thing.
Okay. Okay. One more time here. Okay.
Is that okay? There we go.
Um, Okay.
So this is a quote from John d Rockefeller.
I don't want a nation of thinkers.
I want a nation of workers indoctrination.
Part of the great dumbing down
that we've had in this country for the last maybe 30 even
to 50 years, um, is about
quashing out any free will.
And, um, replacing it with, uh, indoctrination
and the kinds of things they want us to believe.
Because look at it this way.
Um, in the Matrix films, how many
of you saw the Matrix films?
Okay, cool. So you're gonna know what I mean.
In the Matrix films,
our human bodies were plugged into a great machine
as a battery to keep the, keep the great machine running
and, and fuel the virtual reality
that they had us plugged into in our minds.
But what's, what the real battery is.
The real battery is our consciousness manipulated,
indoctrinated, controlled, programmed
to keep spinning out a version of reality that works
for the ruling classes and keeps us subject to them.
But we are the ones that actually have the power.
It's just they've made us forget if they've made us believe
that we're weak individuals, we have individuals
that have no power.
They're the ones that have all the power
and they've managed to make this work.
Okay? So now we have to take that back. We have to learn.
So clear, pure truth is seen as dangerous
to the ruling class.
And the great dumbing down has been through education,
I think primarily, but it's done a lot of ways.
It's, it's begun in school,
and then it's reinforced through the media, newspaper,
print, media, all kinds of other, uh, things
that were inundated with in our daily lives.
You know, radio, tv.
So here you have a bunch
of very individual little children,
and they get put through the educational process,
and then they come out this cookie cutter, all sameness.
And this one was kind of cool, modern education,
creating people who are smart enough to accurately repeat
what they're told and follow orders
and dumb enough to think this makes them
smarter than everyone else.
So uhhuh. So anyway, there's the educational piece.
And then once we have this kind of indoctrination,
then we have science.
You know, science isn't what it used to be.
Used to be something really good,
but it's for sale, you know, to the highest bidder.
And this thing here, corporate science on demand, excuse me,
from 2009
to 20 13, 4 major trade associations spent more than
600 million to defend and promote pesticide biotech
and industrial food products.
And so we can't, a lot
of people can't trust science anymore,
and then in a dumbed down population,
or they don't know anyway,
they don't understand scientific method,
they don't understand, uh, hypothesis to theory to fact.
They don't understand any of that anymore.
So they just take, oh, it sounds good. So I'll believe it.
You know, that's the problem
with dumbing down the population.
And what it's leading to is a breakdown in civilization
and society at a very fundamental level,
because people are not well educated enough
to really understand what's happening or what's going on.
And here's another picture I don't wanna have up there too
long, but population control, choline, the human herd.
What do you think it's about?
You know, there's chemtrails, there's GMO foods,
there's designer drugs and pharmaceuticals.
There's so many things.
Vaccines, yeah, it's just everywhere. False flags.
Agenda 21. There's all this stuff
and all these faces here are, are some
of the perpetrators of this.
And, uh, I didn't put a Georgia guidestone slide in here.
Um, but on the
Georgia guidestone, it says that
the human population should be reduced to 500 million.
So why keep a human population like a domesticated herd?
Why not just wipe us all, all us troubling humans out?
If they're that scared of us
and us of us, you know, 7 billion
of us rising up against them, why not just wipe us all out?
I know they have the technology from my experiences in the
military, I know they have the technology.
Why not just wipe us all out?
Because our collective con,
our collective unconscious human thinking
and emotional energy carefully indoctrinated
and programmed over the ages is the engine
or generator of the control matrix.
It takes a certain number of us
to supply power for that engine.
That's why.
And arcons, they're the overlords of the ruling classes.
Okay? And I pulled these pictures, uh, from the internet.
Um, this one I really like.
It's, uh, a blog about arcons that really, uh,
had some great, great things to say.
This is a picture from Stargate ssg, one of a statue
of go old Symbiotes.
And the thing about I like about Stargate SSG one
is these go old symbiotes.
They're very much like icons.
They invade a human host just like these energetic, uh,
extra dimensional creatures attached to humans
and try to influence or even possess them.
And they've come extremely narcissistic.
So I think the explosion
of narcissism we've seen in our culture in the last 20,
30 years just grow and grow and grow, is because more
and more people that want power
and control fall under the influence
or the possession of these creatures.
And then, and then they, they just kind of run with it,
even just to mention the, uh, the manual used in, uh,
psychiatric and psychological, uh, work.
The DSM manual, DSM five, you know, there's a lot
of therapists that have kind
of really revolted against the DSM five
because it's invented so many disorders
that are specious
and ridiculous, like oppositional defiant disorder.
That that would, that disorder in
that book could allow people to forcibly medicate someone
who is standing on their own two feet
and saying, I'm not gonna buy your crap.
You know?
So really, it's really pays to be aware of this.
And, and all of this,
I go into much more in depth in my book.
So here we have, uh, these, uh, gal old symbiotes,
which are very Aon, like this is a statue of a reptilian.
Um, here's a reptilian, uh, drawing that, uh, was good.
And this one is, this is on the cover
of John Lamb Lash's book, um,
about not in our image about the gnostic aons.
And is, I mean, is that the face of the new religion
for masses of humanity that you want?
It's not what I want.
Okay, point at the right direction.
Er oops, don't go too far.
Okay, so then there was this crop circle, you know, again,
it's a gray et and I'm not saying all grays are bad.
There may be good groups of them,
and there may be good groups of reptilians.
I don't wanna paint them all with the same evil brush.
And, um, you know, there is a way
to tell the difference if you can go into yourself
and be quiet and
and sense the incoming vibrations of what's coming at you.
So let's see. I go back here.
Back, back one back one, okay.
Okay. Be, so the message came from Paul Viga,
who deciphered it using asci computer code.
Beware the bearers of false gifts and their broken promises.
Much pain, but still time there is good out there.
We oppose deception, conduit closing.
So, so I think that they were trying to warn us
with this crop circle of the,
our con influence on our planet.
I really believe that. So
humanity's chance to take down the control matrix,
we're imprisoned by our own collective unconscious minds.
From the energy of our programmed thoughts
and emotions we've been made into our own jailers,
but this also means we have the keys to our freedom.
We need to question everything about our entire reality.
Everything,
Just like it was mentioned, um, I think with Gerald
and his presentation of, or someone or,
or Jay, I think he was talking about the ether.
It's like this, uh, like we, we swim in the ether,
like fish swim in water.
We don't question it. We don't question the water we're
swimming in, you know, it's just our environment,
but we need to question it
because it's filled with programs
that are keeping us locked in the control matrix.
And what we wanna do is take down the control
matrix and replace it.
Like, uh, like defragging a computer, maybe, you know,
have you ever watched a computer defra?
And you watch the little blocks change color
and everything goes back to a nice state,
you know, it's kind of like that.
You know, what we have to do is just take it over bit by bit
until we make it into a matrix of love
and of light and of unity.
So,
okay,
And here's emotions.
Now, emotions, I'm gonna tell you
'cause I have a good analogy from, uh, being a radar tech
and working in electronics in the air force.
And when we first went in the Air force at technical
training school, we made these little things
that they called pinger detectors.
And a pinger was a newcomer to the, uh, training base,
which I was for a while.
So anyway, so we built these little things
and you get resistors and you solder 'em in here,
and you get a capacitor and you solder it in here.
And the goal is to make a little circuit board
that when you put electricity to it, it lights up.
Well, our thoughts create the framework,
just like on the circuit board.
So think of thinking and dreaming
and imagination as creating the circuits that you want
to work in a particular way.
And then emotion is what supplies the power.
Emotion supplies the power to the thoughts that we create.
And that's why it's become so crystal clear to me that
through the indoctrination
and the programming, uh, through school
and the media of all kinds, that our brains, our minds
and our motions have been programmed
to keep spinning out the control matrix from our
consciousness in an unconscious state.
So we need to make that unconscious, uh, material conscious.
And we need to be, uh, once we learn what's been done
to us, then we have choice.
When we, when they keep us in ignorance,
then we don't even know we have the choice.
What I'm trying to do with this presentation is
give you back choice.
So, And
this, uh, the top, uh, drawing there is, uh,
representation of DNA and the emo
and the emotion of fear is a long, slow wave,
and it moves through the DNA
and it doesn't make many contacts with, uh,
the codons on the DNA, but,
but the energy of love down here has
a much higher frequency.
And so it makes contact with many more codons,
turning them on and energizing them.
So this is why it is so important
to keep our emotional state in, in love
and harmony and, and all of that.
And a lot of people will say, oh, you have to shun the dark
and, and don't think of anything negative in everything.
So, but the thing of it is, is there's so much negativity
that we're confronted with all the time instead of trying
to, to not look at it, it's like,
well, we need to look at it.
We need to understand that it's there.
Um, and what I've done is I take all of my worst, deepest,
darkest fears, and I do kind of a, a visualization
where I, I walk myself through each one of those fears,
okay, well, I, I have a real fear of this.
So I walk myself through it in my mind
and see myself coming out the other side
in a successful way.
And even if it's, even if somebody was to kill me,
I know it's not the end of me.
I'm not this stuff. I'm soul.
I'm something that's gonna survive the death of the body.
You know? And hopefully nothing ever
that extreme would happen.
But if you're afraid of something
and that fear has a hold of you trying
to hide from it isn't going to work.
Facing into it
and seeing yourself moving
through it successfully is the way to release the power of
that fear that we will have on you.
So, um, that's what I really recommend. Mm-Hmm.
And fear is deliberately.
Fear is deliberately being used by those in control
to keep our evolutionary process from unfolding.
We can see it by all the fear porn spun out in the media.
They really are just wanting so much
to keep us in fear because they're afraid of us.
They're terrified of us
because so many of us are waking up now.
They're really terrified, so they're really pouring it on
war and everything else, you know, they,
they're really pouring it on.
So it's good to just face into it, find a way to handle it,
see yourself moving through it successfully,
and those fears will lose their grip on you.
Okay? And here we have what I call the physics
of interconnectivity and the double slit experiment.
And, um, how many of you have seen what the bleep do?
We know many, many, I would say watch it many times
I even saw it at the theater eight times
'cause I just loved it so much.
Um, but, um, it's really important.
So to get those principles, I would recommend watching
that film several times.
The basics are of the double slit experiment was when
subatomic particles are not being observed, they exist
as waves of probability.
When subatomic particles, such
as electrons are being observed,
they arrange themselves into forms
of seemingly solid matter.
But what we know is that this stuff, this stuff,
all this stuff, the thing I'm standing on,
it's mostly empty space.
It's mostly empty space.
So in that empty space is magic, folks.
It's magic because that's
where our consciousness can make the shift.
Okay? The quantum reality,
physical reality is a surface impression.
These are my words, uh, put together here.
Physical reality is a surface impression formed by energy,
which is responsive to consciousness, thought
and intention, directed by awareness
and powered by emotions.
And this is, uh, from, oh, what is the movie?
I can't think of it right now. The 13th Floor,
that's a picture from the 13th floor where one
of the denizens of the 13th floor tried to go to the edge
of his reality and ran into this odd looking stuff
that is mostly empty space.
And he could say, wow, this is the edge of our world.
What am I in here? You know?
So this is kind of the borders of reality that many
of us in this room are facing today.
You know, we're starting to see through that, we're starting
to see the lies that we've been told
and the underlying truth of what's really there.
And energy fields, energy fields connect.
All of us, all of your energy fields in this room are
mingling together and interacting.
And the knowledge that one
of you has is being somehow
transmitted to everyone around you.
And, and we're gonna walk away from this event,
knowing a lot more
and understanding a lot more just through energy
that we didn't understand before is really cool.
In a few decades, sciences have gone from the conviction
that there is no such thing as an energy field
around the human body
to an absolute certainty that it exists.
Moreover, science is explaining the roles
of energy fields in health and disease.
And this was by James Oshman PhD.
And here's, oops,
Look back there.
Hello. One more book.
Oh, here it goes. Finally went back.
So this is just a picture.
This is from, uh,
Barbara Brennan's book, which I really love.
Um, And it shows this one on the left
shows seven layers of the, uh, human aura visible.
And you know what all those layers mean, those re
that's really a representation of what multidimensional
beings we really are.
Because we exist, not just here,
we exist on all those other levels, all the way up,
you know, and they all exist in the same space.
It's just our attention, like, uh, a radio dial set
to a particular station.
Um, all of our attention is riveted right here in this
stuff, right here in the forms that we see around us.
But we actually exist on all the other
dimensions simultaneously.
We truly are multidimensional beings. And that's a truth.
And that's something again, that's going to help free you
to imagine something better,
to imagine something more beautiful and more loving.
Oops, Pointed the right way. Oops. Too far. Okay.
And this is some pre quantum physics wisdom from, uh,
Pierre te de Charin, who he said this quote,
this beautiful quote, and he was a Jesuit,
and he's just a, he's one of the examples
that even within an order like the Jesuits,
which have really been frowned on in a lot of ways,
that there are still enlightened individuals
who join the order so that they would have a chance
to devote their lives to a particular area of study.
Someday after mastering the winds, the waves, the tides
and gravity, we shall harness for God the energies of love.
And then for the second time in the history of the world,
man will have discovered fire.
I'm gonna read just a little bit of this.
Um, I found this on the internet as well,
but I think it's worth sharing here.
Um, the noosphere can be seen as the sphere
of human thought being derived from the Greek noose,
meaning mind in the style of atmosphere
and biosphere in the original theory of vernadsky.
The noosphere is the third in secession of phases
of development of the earth
after the geosphere, inanimate matter
and biosphere biological life.
The word is also sometimes used to refer
to human consciousness emerging from
interactions of human minds.
This is the view proposed by theologian Pierre t
thar deShar Chardon de Chardon became enthralled
with the possibilities for human ki humankind, which he saw
as heading for an exciting convergence of systems,
an Omega point where the coalescence
of consciousness will lead us to a new state of peace
and planetary unity.
Long before ecology became fashionable, he saw this unity
as being based intrinsically on the spirit of the earth.
Te dein passed away a full 10 years
before James Lovelock ever proposed the Gaia hypothesis,
which, which suggests
that the earth is actually a living beam,
a colossal biological super system.
Yet de Chardon's writings clearly reflect the sense of earth
as having its own autonomous personality
and being the prime center
and director of our future, a strange attractor,
if you will, that will be the guiding force
for the synthesis of humankind.
So a very great man, I really enjoyed studying about him.
He really had vision, love,
and the consciousness initiative.
So what kind of love is needed here?
And I said, agape, A Greek word for the highest form
of love, pure, unconditional, non-attached divine love.
The practice of the practice
of an accepting non-attached form of compassionate love is
as part of the consciousness initiative is vital.
With the practice of this type of compassionate love
to possibilities exist, love could open the hearts
of those in control,
or those are who are,
who are incorrigible will flee from the wave of love.
But we can't use, we, I'm sorry,
we can't lose If we use love
and we use that wave of love
that we can produce from our collective hearts.
We can't lose
Imagination used with the energy
of divine love is truly a creative divine gift from source
creator that can remake our world, fueled by the power
of our incredible emotional energy.
Again, our emotional energy.
That's the power behind our thoughts.
So when we use our imagination to envision the world
as we want it to be a loving, kind place
where we would be happy to have our children grow up,
then we use our, our emotional energy
to infuse those thoughts with the energy to make it real.
And love is ever so much more powerful than fear.
What we must do is become adept at observing our world
and through imagination turn what negatives we see
around 180 degrees to visualize something positive we wish
to see in its place defra that machine,
The two sides of the law of attraction.
The first side, keep your focus as positive
as absolutely possible.
Generate as much positive emotion as possible.
Hold steadfastly to your vision
and emotional resonance of what you wanna create
with absolute steadfastness.
This is just half the process as I've learned.
The second side is our environment is continually giving
us feedback in the form.
Oops. Our environment is continually giving us feedback in
the form of what we see around us that we do not like.
So we can look within and clear
what we might be holding in our unconscious minds
that is thwarting our attempts at manifestation.
And that's the important part.
That's the part that they didn't wanna give out in,
in that movie The Secret.
Um, they just, they, they barely touched on it.
They showed a boardroom of, you know,
powerful looking men in suits
who were making all these
decisions and everything else like that.
And they had the secrets,
but they didn't want us to have those secrets.
They just wanted to give us the one half
without the other half.
And we need both sides of this to make it work.
We really do. So facing our
collective shadow, the okay, the fearful things we see
around us are the very material we could be using
to face our inner unconscious shadow sides.
The things we fear are the parts
of us programmed from ages past and in our current lifetimes
and personal experiences in the here and now.
And I have the picture of Luke Skywalker there,
where he went into the cave
and cut off the head of Darth Vader, who he saw in the cave.
And Yoda said, you don't need your weapons in there.
I remember that. Uh, but he took his weapons in anyway.
And then when he saw Darth Vader, he thought, that's the guy
that killed my father.
You know, I'm gonna get him.
And so he went and he fought 'em and he cut off his head
and then the mask exploded off.
And his face was in there.
His face was in there because it was a shadow part
of himself that he needed to confront in
that energetic environment that Yoda asked him to go into.
And the lesson that he learned from
that helped him when he faced Darth Vader, found out
that he was truly his, that Luke's father.
And then in the final battle with the Emperor
and Darth Vader, and Luke was brought
before the Emperor by Darth Vader, his love for his father,
understanding what had been done to his father,
to turn him to the dark side.
It was his love that redeemed his father.
And then his father saved him from the emperor
and killed the emperor.
And balance was restored to the force.
That's, that's the work that is
before all of us in our own hearts and minds.
And I ask you, please, to undertake it. Please,
Thank you.
So if you're scowling at a hazy, chemtrail sky stop,
acknowledge that some part of you allowed this to manifest.
And you don't have to analyze it, you know, just say, okay,
some part of me allowed this to manifest.
And then love that part of yourself back into the wholeness
of you, of who you are.
The next visualize beautiful, healthy aspects of the sky.
And feel with your heart, with your emotions as much
as possible, how much you would love to see that kind of sky
for the rest of your lives.
Woo. That's the way to change it.
Mm-Hmm. Emotions.
What are they and how do we handle them?
I go into emotions, uh,
quite a bit more in depth in my book.
So we have all the colors of love.
There's love and fear,
and the love comes in many, many colors and,
and so on and so forth.
And then fear, I call it, there's lots of shades of fear.
So there's with love, there's contentment, joy, uh,
happiness, um, fun.
And with fear. There's rage, grief, depression, anger,
you know, those are the shades of fear
and the colors of love.
And then emotional neutrality.
Um, the last three years
of my life have been extremely difficult.
Um, where one ugly, nasty, disturbing thing
after another kept coming at me.
And because of my PTSD,
it really had me spun outta control for a while.
And I was like, you know,
what in the heck is happening to me?
I mean, really disturbing things. The most disturbing thing.
The one that really let me know
that something was happening was, um, I was trying
to buy a house and I'd worked really hard on this
and was trying to make it happen.
And some woman showed up when I was outside, uh, playing
with my dog at my apartment in a certain area.
And she drove by and my dog kind
of leaped at her car barking.
'cause he was, she was still a puppy.
And she just kept driving.
And I was trying to flag her, no, stop, stop. You know?
'cause I didn't want her to hit my dog.
She didn't hit my dog, but it was kind of a scary thing.
And I asked her, I said, why did you do
that when I was trying to get you to stop?
And she just went on attack.
You know, she just went on attack towards me.
And I had never seen her before in my life.
I had no idea who she was.
And she said, you'll never get that house now.
You'll never get that house.
Now I didn't even know who she was.
How could she know that about me?
Just a lot of weird things happened.
So I learned during that time that I've come out of now
that emotional neutrality is really important.
And during those three years
where PTSD really had a grip on me, I learned
to recognize when it comes up
and when the anxiety starts to come up,
it comes up like right here.
And so it comes up. I need to stop whatever I'm doing.
I need to get out of whatever situation I'm in
and go take care of myself.
I need to go quiet. I need to breathe.
I need to recenter myself before the,
before those, uh, survival,
PTSD emotions really take a hold.
So that's what I've really learned.
And I'll tell you something else.
I really have a lot of compassion
and heart now for veterans that suffer from PTSD
and those that actually are driven to commit suicide.
I know what drives them to commit suicide
because I lived it for the last three years
And they have all my compassion.
The other thing is non-attached desire,
which I differentiate a little bit between desire
and wanting, wanting is like this needy thing.
You know, desire is like, okay, well I would really like
for this to happen, but you don't want to, to grasp at it
because then it kind of slips away.
So non-attached desire is a very
important thing to cultivate.
And I'll probably be writing more about that
or sharing more about that, um, in the future, not today,
but, uh, non-attached desire is a very important thing.
It's, it's kind of like, oh, I'd really love
to see those blue skies
and just release it to the universe without attachment.
Um, and attachment brings anxiety, which then leads to fear
and then leads into polarizing and divisive words
and behaviors that tear apart
and destroy the unity that could save us all.
Um, the Aons
and their, the ruling classes, they want
to destroy the unity.
They fear us coming together.
They fear seven, a population of 7 billion
and growing on this planet ever getting the knowledge
that would bring them together.
So they do everything they can
to keep us divided and conquered.
And that's gotta stop, um, to save our world.
Non interference, a personal prime directive.
So create and strengthen your own inner connection
to divine spirit until your light shines brightly.
Inspire other just to join you rather than convincing them.
Freedom and taking self responsibility are the gifts we give
to ourselves and to each other.
And really, this is about not being codependent
because the essence of being codependent
and codependency is to try to control another person, either
for your own ends
or if you're, if you love the person like a, a child
or a husband or a wife
or something like that, you might wanna control them
for their own good as you see it.
But sometimes when you do that, you interfere
with their soul lessons.
So be an example.
Make yourself into the most loving, conscious, aware example
possible and invite people to be in, you know,
let people be inspired by your example
and want to be with, want to be like you rather than trying
to reach out and try to control them
and get them to do a certain thing.
Practicing the Consciousness Initiative.
Um, creating unity is not about giving up who you are
or what you think or feel.
It's about agreeing to disagree on particular points
and moving beyond disagreement
to finding the common ground we all share as human beings,
we all have hearts that love and feel emotional pain.
Let's agree to disagree
and focus on what brings us together.
Woo. Crisis brings out
our divine creativity.
It may be a time of crisis,
but it doesn't have to be a time of catastrophe.
It's in times of crisis
that human beings are often most creative and ingenious
and they, that they pull together most effectively
to solve their problems.
That's where we are right now.
And this is from the Great Transformation
by Thomas Homer Dixon in 2009.
Okay, Chaos theory.
I wanted to throw this in
because small actions yield big results.
So we have this little conference going on here,
which is very tiny on the face of planet Earth,
but a whole wave is going out from here,
an entire wave consciousness and light.
And knowing it has been said
that a flutter of a butterfly's wing could cause a typhoon
halfway across the world.
Chaos theory. So we want, we want a wave of love.
We don't want a typhoon, we want a wave of love to,
to sweep over the entire planet
and bring us all together in that vision.
Te deShar saw of the Noah Sphere where we're all
individuals, but united in our love and our consciousness.
Okay? Connecting with the energy
of earth herself, our mother.
So I have earthing sandals on today
with little copper things in 'em to keep me connected
to the earth, the earth herself, I believe
because everything in the universe is alive, rocks, plants,
birds, all the, even the inanimate objects
that we look at is just the thing.
It's all alive. It all has some level of consciousness.
It all has some place in the hole.
And so if you go out from here and you have maybe one
or two friends that wanna practice this kind of energy,
that wanna practice the consciousness initiative
and envisioning a new world
and a new space, then take your shoes off
and put your feet in the earth while you're doing the work
because the energy of Earth herself will help us.
And she's right under our feet.
Freedom and responsibility go hand in hand
with greater freedom comes greater responsibility.
This simply means understanding the divine law,
that freedom cannot be used to limit
or curtail the freedoms of others.
All life is sacred in the eyes
of the infinite loving multiverse.
All life generally lives in a synergistic
or symbiotic balance with all other life.
Even though a predator animal takes another animal as food
or human beings and other animals harvest plants for food
in a non-harmful way to both plants and animals.
And when they do that, divine law is still served.
So this is what we want to do.
We want to make sure that we are taking that freedom
for ourselves, but not abusing it
by trying to control other people.
And we have nothing to lose and everything to gain.
By practicing this consciousness initiative,
we will make an impact.
And by practicing the Consciousness Initiative on a daily
basis and some of the ways shared here today,
we can show the benevolent
and spiritually evolved off world civilizations
who have been monitoring Earth down through the ages, many
of whom are our star families, that we are ready
for full disclosure and contact.
And now I'm gonna sing a little bit more
and then we'll close.
So, and the word I'm focusing is freedom.
Thank you.
So
From my heart to yours, thank you very much.
Thank you.
I just wanna say in closing that, uh,
we speakers are nothing without all of you.
You guys are the wind in our sails.
And I am honored to be before you today and very humble
and uh, and I've been so,
so energized to see the young people
that have been speaking here, Jordan, and Justin and Eric
and uh, and others
and other young people that I've met
who are part of the audience.
Because I know that when I pass into the great Beyond, um,
the Earth is gonna be in really good hands.
Thank you.