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Thank you, everyone.
As you guys can imagine, this week has been
horrifying. I know it's affected everybody on their own
level.
David was my best friend for nearly 12 years, and
the last number of years, we
really watched each other go through hell,
and
our lives were destroyed.
We had extreme
spiritual warfare going on.
As a lot of you know, the people that had been cyberstalking us were
bragging about using black magic on us.
They were coming and getting soil out of my front yard, putting it in a mason jar,
and taking it to use for ceremonies.
Our home was infested with incredibly dark
and demonic beings that
want you to hurt yourself, that want you to hurt each other.
It was
absolutely horrifying to go through.
Luckily, me and my family were in the house together, and we had each other.
I know David was going through the exact same thing,
but he was sequestered in this cabin up in the mountains.
And in the last several months, he was isolating
himself more and more.
And there's a lot of speculation
about David, and I just need everyone to know,
there are two Davids. There's that
really boisterous, outgoing persona that
everyone knows.
But there was a
different David, and very few people
got to see behind the curtain, and I was very honored to do so.
He was,
believe it or not, humble and self-deprecating.
Very sweet guy. And
it's hard to make sense of this mission that he and I
did. We're supposed to be bringing all these wonderful messages to
people. We hear how the information changed people's lives.
But we had to pay an incredible price
to bring this information.
Back in August of last year, me and my family,
we had so much dark energy coming into our
house and tormenting us. We went back to church,
and we received relief from that.
Poor David, he just sat up in his
cabin in anguish, and this thing finally
got the best of him. And
it was very much a combination of the cyberstalking and spiritual
warfare, I'm convinced, that pushed him to
that point.
So,
I went back to church. I cut off all contact with this
phenomenon, non-human intelligence.
And then it decides to come back into my life.
And
before, all of the information was framed in
esoteric, somewhat Law of One-ish kind of
language and iconography.
But now I'm going back to church,
and as it's connecting with me again, it's
using biblical and medieval terminology,
very much
from my Christian base.
So I know a lot of people
out there are confused about all of my
experiences, but y'all are no more confused than I am.
Because whatever this phenomenon is,
how it presents itself to you evolves.
And
there is a strange element to it to where it sort of treats
you
like an intelligence asset. Everything's love and light and beautiful as
long as you're following the path it wants you on.
But if you step off or you start questioning and
doubting and questioning and wondering, then you start
having shadow beings and wranglers that try to get you back on the path.
At least that's how I finally interpret it after a decade of
going through this, me and my family.
So what this presentation is
really for me to
help understand myself and help other people understand
the evolving relationship and
understanding that I've developed
of this NHI. And
after all the hell that I've gone through,
what do I do now? How do I deliver this
information without bringing total chaos
into my family?
So those are the things that I'm struggling with now, and as
you
will see, the information delves into the nature of reality in a
way that further screws with your brain.
So,
buckle up. This will be an interesting ride.
When I started receiving these transmissions, it said that this information
is going to
make everyone
uncomfortable in their own personal beliefs
and their truths that they've created, and that it would do the same
to me. And I can tell you, this has f****d with my head.
All of this.
It'sWhatever this is,
we're these third-dimensional beings.
We have a subconscious, a higher conscious.
We have all of these layers of our mind.
And whatever this thing is we're dealing with,
it's whole, it's complete. It's not fractured or
fragmented like we are. And it's
from a higher dimension, and it's trying to communicate with
a lower dimensional being who is fractured.
So it's sending us what it thinks is a full conversation,
and we're just picking words out here and there out
of the conversation, or at least I was early
on in my
experiences.
So
what I've learned is that
this planet is sort of a
foundation
for a matrix to exist over it, and that
matrix is each of us.
Each of us, we are in our own
dimension that overlap each other.
We are the center of our own universes.
So we build our truth, we try to come
up with understandings of the universe and our place in it to feel
comfortable and just to know our
place. And each of
us, we have different truths.
And
it's been very difficult to deliver information from
these beings in a way that won't be
filtered through everyone's truths, and I finally realized that it's
impossible. Typically, if I
give my information to
three people sitting in front of me and then I ask them to repeat it back,
it's never what I intended to communicate or
what I thought I had communicated.
So,
I am starting to understand a little bit about the
frustration this non-human intelligence must
have trying to interact with us.
I've
received some of that frustration as well.
So how it started off is
not long, in 2020 or 2019,
my stepfather died,
and I went down and helped my mom move out of the house, and she drove up
to Colorado with me.
And for the first time, what I've been doing kind of
really came up.
All the Blue Avian, cosmic disclosure,
it came up in the car, and it's the first time she had really
talked to me about it. And it had upset the family
quite a bit. And, I told her, I
said, "This isn't new. It's something that's been a part of my life since I was a
kid."
And she said, "You don't have to tell me." She said, "You were
always seeing things." And I was shocked because she
hadn't really communicated that to me.
I knew that she knew of one incident, but apparently I was seeing things all
the time when I was a kid. And I had
an
invisible friend and all of you who have had
children who are sensitives have seen this in your
children or grandchildren who are sensitives.
So I was raised in a heavily
Christian family.
My grandfather was an end times minister.
And by the way, I might be skipping around because I haven't seen these slides
because my computer died on me. So
my family,
I didn't know this, but when I was a kid and I was having these experiences, my
family, they were having family meetings about it, and they were doing deep
intercessory prayers that
it would stop. And finally, when I was 11, I
had an incident to where
I heard my closet doors rattling,
and I sat up in bed and the doors flung open and a
shadow being darted out and came right towards me.
And
I thought I was trying to scream. I didn't think anything was coming out, but my
mom and stepdad came busting into the room and
the entity disappeared. And
that caused an incredible amount of fear in me and my
family, and it shut off. I didn't have
dead people wandering into my room anymore.
I didn't have just weird stuff that was causing chaos for
my heavily religious family.
And as I said, my grandfather, he was a World War II veteran.
Amazing man.
He was also an end times minister. So when my parents
split up when I was five, we moved in with my
grandparents. And from 5 to about 10 years old,
I heard stories from Revelations and Daniel and
the book of Daniel, and I heard a lot about the end
times. And my grandfather told me, he said,
"I think maybe you're going to be a part of it."
He
always listened to me, and he would tell me that I was
a mystic Christian, that I had
a different understanding of
things. And he said that someday he thought that that was going to be useful,
although the rest of my family was very
upset of any of the mystic part of the
Christianity.So
of course, that's my foundation. So
a lot of my interpretations of my experiences
are coming through this lens,
and that's something I've become more and more acutely aware of,
is that
even when this
phenomenon through the Blue Avians was presenting itself to me
through an esoteric framework, it still had
sort of the Revelations end times theme in it
that kind of matched my vibration.
So I ended up--
My grandfather was a Nazarene minister,
and I really didn't know what I wanted to do with my life.
I decided I was going to follow in his footsteps.
So I went to Southern Nazarene University in Oklahoma.
It's where I met Stacy. And
the mystic side of my
Christianity quickly became a problem.
They had a class called Doctrine of Holiness, and
the dean of the Doctrine of Holiness was up there teaching.
And everything he said, the kids were just writing it down.
And I was raising my hand and asking questions
and making things uncomfortable.
So they eventually kicked me out of
the ministry school.
After that, I had no idea what I was going to do, and I actually ended up finding
my
way into IT career. And I was in the IT career for
21 years. I did Citrix, VMware,
network engineering, those types of things.
And
lived somewhat of a normal life. I didn't have
really any paranormal experiences at all.
It was very
normal.
And then I was hurt on the job
installing a computer server of all things,
and it caused us to go into a financial collapse,
and we had to end up moving in with my mom and stepfather.
And then
as I was recovering, I had surgeries on my shoulder.
I went and found another job, and it was a really good job, and
I was excited we're going to move out.
And then I was goofing around with my son, and he jabbed me in the eye and detached
my retina.
So I ended up having to go through three eye surgeries.
And in one of those eye surgeries, I had
full recall of 20 and back,
my lab experiences. All of this stuff came flooding back
into my head, and
it threw me into
shock, depression,
a lot of confusion,
and it caused a lot of stress on our marriage.
And
I
was just
revisiting all of this trauma that I had no memory
of just weeks prior, and I started
withdrawing from my family. I wasn't
there for the kids. I wasn't
present with Stacy. I just started
going deeper and deeper into the
confusion of what had happened. And
I'd
been talking with
David Wilcock in email since 2009 here and there.
Hadn't met him. I was giving him
inside information that would appear
during conferences he
did sometimes. So I was happy just being in that role,
giving information quietly in the background.
And
I made the mistake of sharing information with Kerry Cassidy,
and she pretty much tried to extort me into doing a
video with her. And I told her, "No, I have a
real great job in the IT field.
I can't do anything to rock that boat." And she decided to
do a video and release my name publicly.
Freaked me out.
I didn't know what was going to happen
to me and my family.
And I went into deep turmoil for
four months. And during this time, David is
telling me, he said, "The only way to protect yourself is to go public.
If you go public, they can't take you out without
validating you or
causing a big scene."
So it took him a good four months to talk me into going to Gaia
to do a video shoot. And a lot of people out
there
try to say that I pursued David and all of that.
It was very much the opposite. I just wanted to
anonymously provide information,
and
that was it. Because you
guys see how comfortable I am in front of crowds and the camera, and
I live for it, right?
Yeah, it's horrifying.
So David finally, he talked me into
"Cosmic Disclosure," and those of you who saw my
first episodes saw the fear in my eyes.
I couldn't look at the camera. If I was
looking this way and David asked me a question, I would look over the cameras
or under the cameras because they were like black holes, and I just felt
them sucking my soul. And I was
incrediblyUncomfortable.
And
we started to deliver the information, and
once the information came out,
the public attacks started. We started,
as far back as 2017
is when the cyberstalking began.
And
it was manageable in the beginning because
most of the community just didn't
listen to him because of the negativity.
But over time, it started wearing down people in the
community, and the whole
notion of where there's smoke there is fire began to grow more and
more.
And then
out of the blue, all of these people started
popping up,
live action role players claiming that they were in the 20 and Back
program, and telling stories about how they cut a head off of a
reptilian, and gutted a
insectoid being, and there's all these crazy super soldier
stories. And you look at them, and these people cannot swat a fly.
And they're up there.
And so that started growing. And then, of course,
Gaia wanted me to start having them on "Cosmic Disclosure," and I said
no.
So they fired me and started bringing them on anyway.
And
so the information, my life story was being
taken and twisted into
a Luciferian
propaganda.
They were pushing me the whole time to turn it into
Luciferian propaganda. And of course,
Jurka, who was one of the heads, he pulled me
aside after I had done a number of shows, and he said,
"You know who you're channeling?" And I said, "What do you mean?" He
said, "You're channeling Lucifer." And
he had no idea that I was a Christian,
and I did not have a good reaction. And the way I
reacted probably offended him, and
things were different after that.
David Wilcock repeatedly was like,
"Man, I had dinner again with him, and he's proselytizing to me,
trying to tell me how that's the true
intellectual
belief system," and that Christianity and all these other
things were
slave mentality religions. All of this.
And of course, David
stuck to his beliefs and was never
converted.
So
things
got really, really bad after that.
Also during that time, I released
some contacts that I had in the military
gave me two DIA documents, one on wormholes, one on faster than
light travel. And I released those, and
it went viral in the news.
It was a pretty big deal. And after that,
not only did I have the
cyber stalkers within the community
or associated with the community coming after me, I then had
military. The CIFA. It's the
Counter-Intelligence Foreign Adversaries or something.
I can't remember, but it's the group.
Lou Elizondo was a part of it.
A few other people who are out now talking about UFO disclosure and
bringing out the truth were a part of this intelligence
program that went after me, David, and others
associated with us. So we had now
military intelligence joining in, coordinating
with, and
stoking up the stalkers even more.
And
I don't know if I mentioned this earlier because I've been jumping around, but I
had a
pretty interesting-- I was out in my front yard doing yard work, and a
guy walks by, and he has a kid with him and I think a dog, and he said,
"Hey, I saw something weird
the other day." And he introduced himself to me real quick.
He told me he lived at the next street over.
He said, "When I was walking
a few evenings ago, I saw someone get out of a car,
go into your yard with a little shovel and a mason jar and
dig up dirt, put it in the jar, get back in the car, and leave."
And I was like,
"That's weird." And I
didn't think anything really nefarious of it.
Maybe they were getting a soil sample.
But
weeks later,
couple of psychics come to my house, one of whom is here tonight,
and that's the night I ended up getting this huge
reunion with family members that passed on.
Because since
I started doing this work, we had an unusual number of deaths in our
family, and it felt like a curse. It was
really
bad.
So
I have this family reunion,
and it lasts for almost three hours. It was amazing.
I've never heard anything remotely like it.
And then one of the two psychics says, "And we see
that heavy-"... voodoo and black magic is being used on
you. Someone came to your yard and filled a coffee can full of
dirt, and they're using that in ceremonies." And
that was a major jolt because it was just days earlier,
this guy told me that someone with a mason jar had taken
soil. So,
it was at that point that I really started realizing how much
black magic was being used against us.
And,
I mean, it
caused so much stress and cortisol in the blood systems.
David and me and my wife, we started aging.
It started affecting our health. You all saw
poor David's health the way it was in the end.
My wife's health is suffering, and I have issues, and my daughter.
It's
been
hell. And,
so
all of this built up to a point to where
I'm still
having
encounters with Anshar, Blue
Avians,
this tall African
race that comes from a planet not too
far away. I was having all of these interactions.
And
something that was very controversial during the time.
I had found out, not only
through
my experiences with all of the black magic being used against us,
but my contacts in military intelligence.
We started finding out more and more about how there was a Satanic and
Luciferian infiltration into
the esoteric community. They were coming in,
dressing up things in love and light, trying to trick
people into believing certain things that were their narrative.
And they've been very successful at it.
If you can stomach it,
you can visit the Joy of Satan Ministries, I believe it
is .com.
And it's been operational for decades,
and they have the whole narrative of the Galactic Federation
laid out.
You really have to look at it to see
how things have been laid out. So,
at that time, I was telling people, "Be careful
of your interaction with these tall, blue-eyed,
angelic-looking beings." Because
I was pretty sure they're not exactly what they're presenting themselves as.
Well, when I started
delivering that message,
one night I wake up. I'm jolted awake at 3:00 in the
morning. I sit up in bed,
and at the foot of my bed are three
Nordic
beings.
Gorgeous. Look like angels. Almost had anime eyes.
And I was filled with this feeling of love, and
tears started coming down my face, and I was shaking, and their
presence was overwhelming.
And the one in the front looked at me
and, of course, very biblical framed language, said, "Corey,
why do you persecute us?"
And I
was filled with
fear.
And
at that moment, there was a glitch.
I don't know how to describe it other than reality
glitched. And all of a sudden, those
three
angelic-looking ETs were now three gray
aliens floating in the air.
And they just looked at each other, and then turned and floated up through the
ceiling and left.
And it was at that moment that I
realized
these things
can appear however they like. No matter if they're
good, evil, whatever, they can make you feel,
have emotions. They can make you feel raptured.
They can
really control reality around you and all of your
perception. So
I realized that it's not only difficult, it's almost pretty
impossible to truly discern
what
all of these different beings are.
And
it threw me into chaos.
That's when I started like
what, if any, of my past
experiences were this same situation.
And so I started having all of this self-doubt, and then I was like, "Well, what if
these things just appeared to me, and this is all a trick to make me doubt?"
And then you just start going through this.
It's a big mind screw of trying to figure out what's
happening.
So,
that was pretty jarring for me. After that, my family was worried
because I'm sitting around poking the table like, "Is this real?
What's real? What is this reality?"
It really
screwed with my head.
So I cut off all contact.
Like I said, we returned to
church.When we returned to
church, our house
was protected.
It was a battle.
We were putting salt around the house, smudging,
spraying certain oils around the windows, doing all of these
different procedures, and they would work for a few days,
but the entities would come back in.
After
we started going to church and I cut off contact with everything,
we had peace in our house.
But Marissa and I, at night, if we happened to look out the window, there would be
green orbs floating around.
Stacy, who never sees anything because of her fear,
got up in the middle of the night to go to the restroom, and outside the windows,
she sees a six-foot shadow being bat, just sitting there doing this,
looking in the window. It's like it's tapping on the glass, wanting back in.
And all of that, of course, reinforced us going to
church and protecting our house and staying away from all of the
non-human intelligence and the phenomenon.
So, I
think it's really hard for people to understand
how you would walk away from contact when everyone is
seeking contact. But
the information I was given helped a lot of people, and
I'm appreciative of that, but
it destroyed
my life
and my family, and it's taken quite a bit of healing
to come back from. And
I saw
what happened with David and a few other people.
So I tried my
best to leave it all behind and focus on our
video game and entertainment company, where I was going to just impart a lot of
this stuff in a non-threatening
entertainment way. Because when you're watching something through
entertainment, it goes into your brain, but you don't put up all
these blocks as you do when I get up and say,
"This really happened to me."
All of these blocks come up and the information doesn't
come in. It really has to go in through the back door
for people's consciousness to really have access to
it.
So that's what I have been focused on.
Then in December,
the people who--
Polyscope Productions, they helped us create
"Beyond Disclosure," the recent documentary
we released.
They had a lot of extra footage, and they had a lot of interest in shooting
a series
with us called "Contacted," and it was going to be about this.
About my evolution of experience and also
other people's experiences being contacted by this
phenomenon.
I reluctantly
agreed. I
was wanting to work on other projects, but
as I flew up there and as they picked me up, they told me that they had
hired a regression therapist. And I had avoided regression
therapy and a lot of different
types of therapies. I'd avoided
them for some time. And I finally agreed.
I agreed that I would do it. And the idea
was on camera
for me to fully
be hypnotized and understand
what happened to me, to have more clarity about the MyLab
programs and the Twenty and Back program.
At this point, I was like, "Is this a mental construct?
Are all these memories real?" I was
confused.
And
we did the regression therapy and a lot of the memories, they were
confirmed.
And it'll be a part of the television show that comes out at the end of the year.
But unexpectedly, we were supposed to just focus on the Twenty and Back and
space stuff.
Of course, I asked about past life.
That opened a whole new can of worms.
I was
just wanting some clarity on a couple of things, and now I have this whole
new
experience, and
it was strange. I was
some sort of entity in the sun, and I was coming here to do a mission
with other people, and
somehow that mission had gotten screwed up, and we're just trying to pick up the
pieces now and complete the mission, was basically the overall
information that came about that.
So, that kind of baffled me a little bit.
And that was about two and a half hours of regression.
We recorded it. They were really happy.
I went back to my hotel, and the next morning, I'm sitting down, eating
the watery eggs and the nasty
sausage, and I hear
trumpet sounds.
And I think it's actually maybe on the intercom or
something, but this loud da-da-da-da, like a king's
court announcing. And then I heard this deep voice say,
"The Order of Melchizedek."
And then I was like, "What the hell?" There were
a lot of people sitting around, and it
seemed audible to
meAnd
I was, "Okay, I don't know what's going on."
And for
weeks,
it was happening multiple times a day.
And then
I end up speaking again with a person that
is a very powerful billionaire,
33rd degree Mason, Knights Templar,
connected in a big, big way in
Europe.
And
he contacted me and said, "Hey, now's a good time.
I'd like to get involved in investing in your company." I'm
excited. We talked about the
masonry stuff and all of that. I was leery of it,
but he's moving
to be one of the positive people. He pretty much told me that people are
either really positive or really negative.
There's no in between the people that he deals with.
So
I start getting these
Order of Melchizedek
messages, and
starting to meet with this new potential investor.
And he comes to
my house
in February for my birthday.
Caressa Ayers was there, and Mike and his wife, and
a few other people, and we're sitting in the basement.
And
I'm not going to say it all, but he starts
dropping a lot of interesting information about
the information that I was delivering on Cosmic
Disclosure, that it's almost verbatim
with the information in their secret teachings,
that they'd been keeping an eye on me, that
they expected me to get destroyed for bringing out this information.
And every time they thought I was destroyed, they were like, "Oh,
I don't know if he's coming back from this one." I would pop back up.
When the deposition came out, they were like, "Oh, okay. All right.
He's gone." And then I'd pop back up.
And he said that
being that relentless got their attention, and I
guess they decided that they
were going to try to support me,
for whatever that's worth.
So
this person,
he's been a friend and a potential investor.
He's a really good guy. He really is.
The amount of things that he's overcome in his life to
still want to work for the light is
really quite mind-boggling.
A lot of horrible things happened to him.
Oops, next one.
So this is my 56th birthday. And
after he dropped that information, and he dropped a lot more interesting
information, did he not, Caressa?
That was a weird night.
After that,
contact began again, and serious contact.
I was hit with
all of these incredible downloads
and a vast amount of knowledge downloading.
But like I said earlier, now
the framework was all biblical.
And I'm going back to church now, so it's like,
"I'll talk to you in church talk."
So it really confused me.
And
so
it wasn't a willing
communication. After we had that conversation
with this new person and I had that regression therapy
and the Melchizedek thing,
it came like a
fire hose. Everything just came
rushing in. And then as the
downloads began to slow down, I started having these really
crazy and incredible visions.
Like waking dreams of being taken to
temples and different weird scenarios,
and I was having a hard time making sense of it.
And
that's when I
started to have a breakthrough
with this new information, the way it was coming in, how it was being
delivered, how I was seeing
how this
non-human intelligence changes the way it approaches you.
I really began to understand that,
like I said earlier, this is like a higher-dimensional whole
consciousness trying to communicate with all of us in
our own dimension with our broken psyches,
our traumas, our fractured
mind.
We have the subconscious and all of these different
layers of our mind that receive information in different ways.
And
I'm not saying this is the case for everyone, but what I
didn't realize is that
whatever this entity or non-human intelligence is,
I was only taking the experiencesLiterally at
face value. Just as if I ran into one of you in the street, we had a
conversation, and later on, I related that conversation
to someone else.
But this is a multidimensional being, and the
information that it's delivering
is immersive. Earlier, I said that this
reality is interactive.
I think the very fabric of this reality
is consciousness itself, and it's interacting with
us.
It's not just us having an effect on reality,
and molding and melding reality, but it's
interacting with us.
And a lot of these experiences that people are
having, we're taking just literally.
What it is, is it's really a fully immersive-- It's
like a 3D animated hieroglyphic,
except you're inside of it, and you're experiencing it,
and you're really supposed to be pulling information
about the symbology involved. The smells, the
sounds. All of the information is supposed to be
part of the communication.
But I was just taking a sliver out. This blue
avian standing in front of me, giving me information, and there was a
whole other dimensions of the information
that I was just setting aside. That
I didn't realize was all of this information
was trying to make it through different aspects of
our mind. Our
fractured mind.
And it kind of pivoted things
for me in a way because
all of these, the morphing and the changing of the way this
non-human intelligence has interacted with me
made me suspicious, and I was,
"This thing's deceiving me."
But what I finally realized is that
it
is doing its best to try to communicate with us, and I'm missing a
lot of the information because I'm not taking in the whole
ideogram or the whole cosmogram of
information. So,
I was starting to have a breakthrough.
I was understanding that there's a language here, and this
is like a 5D communication that
we're immersed in.
So I'm understanding the structure of how this thing communicates more,
but I have no background or understanding in the symbology.
I was missing a lot of information because there's a lot
about the symbology.
I don't
necessarily have the words for this because I'm not a psychiatrist
or mental health expert. But there are different
aspects of the way your mind works that this thing is trying
to figure out and get information to us through.
And if one way doesn't work, it changes it and tries to
communicate with you in a different way.
And
I was taking some of those communications as
deception.
So how did this thing-- How is it
presenting itself to me now?
Well, I received downloads that
were of the Elohim. Right out of biblical texts and other
texts.
This entity introduced itself to me.
It
told me its name.
Told me it was a member of
the
Council of the Elohim that resides inside the
Sun. And then it went on to
explain to me that
what we live
in, this reality, it's a mixture
of a daydream and a simulation.
That there is a great mind that is having this
experience,
and it's all happening within the mind
of this
being we can't fully imagine.
And
this being was communicating that each of the stars is a
conscious node of this great mind.
That they are giant, basically replicators.
Taking the intent
of the creator and pushing it out into this
realm as matter and energy,
which can be used to create this
experience. And I
was told that
each of these stars has a slightly different personality,
but they're all basically a fractal of this great mind,
and that all of the stars out there are basically
creating the construct and
the laws of how everything works
throughout the universe.
And a lot of this sounded like some things that I had heard in
the esoteric community
over the years of delivering information about the Blue Avians.
So this wasn't totally foreign to me.
But it went on to communicate that indeed, reality is
intelligent and interactive, not purely mechanical.
That there are the four fundamental forces.
You have gravity, electromagnetismThe strong and weak
nuclear forces.
And
then
it communicated that
there's a fifth force, and this fifth force
is the conscious intent of the creator.
It's a conscious algorithm
that governs all the other forces
and
manifests everything into
what we see now. All of these different forces would only
manifest chaos without the fifth force.
And
reality itself can be shifted. Time,
space, creation itself can be
interacted with and affected
by interacting with this fifth force, conscious force.
And I received a lot more information that I'm deciding--
I received very detailed information about this fifth
force, but I was warned not to put the information
fully out there
because there are people who want to harness this fifth force,
and there's danger associated with it.
So,
along with these downloads, it began showing me
how
consciousness
fields developed on the Earth.
Microscopic life that first developed would develop in little
colonies, and that microscopic life had
electromagnetic energy coming off of it.
And so there would be little pods of electromagnetic bubbles around the
planet where these different
microorganisms were growing.
And as they spread and covered more of the planet and deep
within the planet, these little fields
joined together around the planet to
this energetic life field around the planet.
And that field began to develop
personality and intelligence.
And that field
was-- There was a loop effect with life on the planet.
As it evolved, so did
this field.
And eventually, this field began to present itself
to organisms on the Earth and began to help
these organisms evolve so it could evolve.
And eventually,
this
intelligent field,
once
more intelligent life developed on the planet, it started presenting
itself to these intelligent life
forms on the planet as some sort of divine mother
or mother goddess,
and began guiding
life on the planet for
a mutual benefit between this mother
goddess and the evolving life. Because this mother
goddess, or this energy, became more and more evolved
and intelligent as life did.
At some point,
we had an intruder.
The
race that was living on Mars and Tiamat at one time were a
very honorable race,
but due to some of the practices of delving and
going into other dimensions, they attracted this
parasitic entity that ended up
devouring them. And
their whole civilization was lost.
And the remnants of them came to Earth, and
unfortunately, that
parasite tagged along with them, and it became an adversary
to this, I guess, mother
goddess-type energy that was trying to develop here on the
planet. And
so it began to
pollute the process.
So
what was described to me is that every 9,000 to 12,000 years,
there are these solar cycles that a lot of people are really scared
of. But the solar cycle, these solar
flares,
apparently weaken this
parasite to a degree to where
the
mother goddess, for lack of a better word, energy
can recover and survive.
And
this has been going on for many, many eons,
this
cycle.
It was communicated to me that our sun,
being a conscious
being,
realized that the Earth had been polluted,
and it moved us into a different part of the
galaxy
to
where it was a giant
star, ancient star, that exploded and caused-- There was a
giantDark void,
where the energy is
very different than its surroundings.
And our star supposedly brought
us into this void
as a
long-term plan, kind of like putting itself in isolation,
trying to get over a virus, trying to get over this
parasitic infiltration, and that it's been going through this void with
these solar cycles
for many different cycles trying to get rid of
this parasite.
And that we are coming to the end of one of these major cycles,
except this time it's different. We're about to enter back into normal
galactic space, out of the void,
and
it's going to change the energetics in a way to where
this
parasite is apparently not going to be able to survive on
the Earth.
It had to be weakened for a long period of time before returning
to normal
energetic space.
So I'm getting all of this information in downloads and
trying to wrap my mind around it, and
then the downloads stop, and I have these
four crazy visions. And
the first one I had had the beginning of this vision going back to
2017.
All of a sudden, I'm in
a long hallway, obviously deep underground,
and I'm just traveling down
these big megalithic bricks and the walls around you and the floor,
and you're going down.
And as I was being pulled further down, I felt that there was a
very powerful entity waiting for me at the end, and it
would scare me, and I would pop out of whatever this
vision thing was.
Well, this time, whatever this powerful entity was, it was behind
me, and it was giving me a tour of a
labyrinth in Cyprus.
And there's a whole lot I will release later on about all of the
details of it.
And this was during the time that I was learning
not to take all of these things literally.
I'm not necessarily removed from my body, brought to
this place, and was being shown it.
But
was this one of these cosmograms, immersive cosmograms, that
this non-human intelligence
uses to communicate?
So I've been reframing
how I process these experiences.
To not try to take them so literally,
but to understand them figuratively and symbolically
to
figure out what it is I've been missing in these communications.
So it was through these visions
that I received a lot more information about the
downloads. I didn't only hear and
learn about the fifth force. Whatever
this thing was, it
showed me how it wielded the fifth force.
There was a nebulous beginning
of a solar system, and it started creating planets
and
preparing life. This was all happening really
quickly from our perspective. And
while I was in this vision,
I understood everything about this fifth force and how it
made the other four forces come together to create
everything. And I had a full understanding of it that I didn't
have afterwards, but there was a knowing.
And I received a lot more information about this fifth force
and more about how this thing
communicates or how it's chosen to communicate with me.
I can't say that everyone else having experiences,
that they're misinterpreting it as well as I'm describing here.
This is just what I've learned with my experience with this non-human intelligence.
And then
I ended up having a pretty interesting dream,
and it felt a little bit like an introduction.
I was shown that
there is a
fifth kingdom of life on this
planet. It's not a fungus, it's not a
plant, it's something else that
was ancient on this planet,
even before the days of the dinosaur, one of the first life forms, and
that it had moved deep underground,
and it had spread out
across the globe.
And it was made up of spores, and I saw all sorts
of details about it, but the strangest thing
is that it has a
very strong consciousness and
psionic abilities,
and it is almost at the exact same frequency as the human mass
consciousness. So it has the ability to interact
with us.
And
it's been doing so, but
it's still unknown to me the
role it's had. It's just starting to let me know
about it. And
so, it'sThat's all I know about it at this time, but it
makes me wonder,
are some of the experiences we're having,
does it come from this? Is it something that is totally
terrestrial and ancient?
It's totally new to me, and I'm still researching
it and trying to figure it out. But that was very strange, and it
didn't seem related to all the other information I got.
It seemed like a weird, strange caveat that didn't seem to integrate
totally with all of the other information.
So it was an outlier. So it seemed like it was giving me
that thread to pull at.
And of course,
all of this, it's been very overwhelming,
confusing.
Don't know what to do with the information, because the last time I delivered
information, it
screwed up my life.
So I've been very confused,
and I cut off all contact with this thing again once I was finally able to
make it stop. And it wasn't even going to slow down until it was
finished. Once it delivered the downloads, the visions,
and then that dream. And then it's like, okay, now I'm done.
I was trying to make it stop, and then it stopped.
And
when I
made it stop and told it that's it,
it gave me a message that I don't know how to interpret,
but it made me uncomfortable. It told me
it had invested too much into me to let me go, and
that I was about to have a breakthrough.
That didn't hit me
in a positive way.
Not in a positive way at all. It really freaked me out.
So
what do I do with this?
The new book that I'm writing, it's a science fiction book,
"20 and Back: Project Moon Shadow."
I started putting all this stuff in it.
And it's amazing how it's come together.
But
is that the way to deliver this information?
And am I to put me and my family in jeopardy
again by going on a conference circuit where
we have negative people and negative entities that are
lashing out at us? What
do I do? That's been
the state I've been in
for a while now. And a lot of people, you've seen the videos I've put out,
where I am confused about all of these
experiences I've had. And it's been unsettling for a lot of people,
because you want the truth to be the truth.
The Law of One, the Blue Avians,
the different teachings, all of this
stuff, we just want it, we need it to be solid.
If it's morphing and changing,
how do you
anchor onto something like that? How do you make it--
Like I said, we were bringing in this information to make sense
of our place in the universe, and
to comfort ourselves with that knowledge.
How do you do that when this information is changing how it presents itself to you,
and
such negative things happen to you
for doing what it asked you to do?
So that is where me and my
family are right now. We are
confused. We
are starting to understand a little bit more about how this thing
communicates. I don't understand the symbolic language,
and I'm at the point now to where, do I want to?
Do I want to learn this language? Do I want to engage with this thing further?
For what purpose?
What's it bringing to my life positive for my family?
Do I just focus
on doing
the game and entertainment company, and push all this stuff
behind me?
This
has brought a lot of very interesting information into my life,
a lot of mystery, and a lot of chaos.
And
it's been going on for over a decade. And my family, we want peace.
After what happened to David and
everything, it's been very
confusing
to understand the whole purpose of our
experiences.
David is the one that brought me in, and he was there with me throughout all
of it. And now David's gone.
A
lot of it feels
hollow now, and it's hard for your heart to be fully in
something that has brought so much anguish,
even though you've had thousands and thousands of people send you
emails telling you about how much it's improved their life,
and helped them grow and awaken.
This is where we are right now,
me and my family.
So yeah, this is pretty much the last slide.
Huh?
Oh, yeah. Thank
you.So,
I pretty much covered all this.
I'm going to show a clip
that's about 15 minutes of the television series.
Before I do that, we're not going to do it quite yet.
Because
of all of the crazy stuff that's happened with David,
the information I delivered to you tonight about
my
evolving understanding and experience with this NHI,
I'm happy to answer a few questions, not for a long period of time.
When it comes to David,
I know
everything about his life, just about.
And
I know what all contributed to his state of mind, but there are
certain things that I'm not going to share out of respect for him and his
family
about what was going on.
But there are certain questions that I'd be happy to answer.
But just a few questions, and then I'd like to show the
video. That is, if anyone has any questions.
Okay.
All right, no questions?
Okay.
Yeah.
Just imagine
what it's been like for me and my family.
And
I know it's hard for people who were observing this from the outside, and they
were getting so much positiveness out of it.
And for you to now realize
that while we were bringing it to you,
both David and my family, we were going through absolute hell and
torture and torment. And I know that that's been
very difficult for a lot of people to process.
But yeah. I'm sure you're
processing what I just said, so
any questions?
Yeah, I didn't want to give up the opportunity, but like you said, the wheels are
still turning.
I guess the only thing I can ask,
do you think that the
consciousness that's creating all the suns and the
consciousness in the Sun
and the consciousness in the Earth and in us are all
linked and
part of one big, or are they individual pieces?
Yeah, I kind of had this discussion because I'm trying to piece this
together, too, guys.
If this is true,
and
we're a part of a giant daydream, mental manifestation of
a being that we can't comprehend,
it does
bring us to a lot of important questions.
A lot of the beliefs in the community is we are one.
We are God. We are a piece of God. But discussions I've
had with other people is if you have a daydream,
is that daydream you?
You're a creation of what is having that daydream, but are you
actually that daydream, or you're happening within
a space it's created of its mind?
I had developed all sorts of
different belief systems, and all of them have
been challenged
and continue to be challenged, and I'm still trying
to understand how the
information evolved
in the way it did.
And I think it's all
this language that I don't understand.
This
symbolic, immersive language experience that
I just don't have the full capacity to understand.
I got a question.
But
I totally relate to everything that you're saying,
and there's times I've just said, "I'm done."
I don't know how many times I've said that.
And I take a break for a while,
and
then I'm just pushed to get back into it again.
But if I didn't take that break, I would've gone batshit crazy,
basically.
Yeah.
But I think about what happened with Buddha.
He was trying to figure all this out, and finally, he just quit.
"I'm done." He fell asleep under a tree, and he figured it all out, and he just
woke up enlightened. And maybe you just need to take a break,
find a tree.
Yeah.
Take a nap.
Yeah.
Let's see what happens.
I'm willing to try that.
Yeah. I
walk away, and I just start planting trees or something for a while and
really get grounded. And
I just wait rather than chasing it. I let it come to me.
If it doesn't come to me, it's like
fine with that, too, either way.
A lot of people don't understand this
will consume you if you let it.
Yeah.
As somebody who's nothing compared to what you've just explained, but
as somebody who's been involved in a lot of high
strangeness for many years,
don't you ever just want to move
somewhere where nobody knows you, change your name,
and
buy a little cottage by a lake?
Yeah. Or go back in time and make a different decision.
Make something, yeah.
Yeah.
And what has kept you from doing that?
I was just curious.
I'm sorry, from doing?
From just walking away from everything permanently and saying, "I'm just going to
take my family. We're going to change our names.
We're going to go into the witness protection program," sort of
self-imposed.
It pretty much put me in a position to where I'm trapped.
Oh.
I worked 21 years in the IT field. The last three
years, I went out and tried to get a job again, and they're like,
"Huh, blue chicken cult,
eight-foot-tall blue
aliens." They're looking me up. They're not going to let
a guy who talks to eight-foot-tall bluebirds near their billion-dollar data.
Right.
And I wasn't even able to get a job in a help desk.
All of the stalkers and everything had destroyed my reputation and everything so
much that I felt
stuck pretty much in the position I was in.
That's why I was desperately trying to start
things in the entertainment industry, to have different avenues to where I can
go out of the public,
move more into an executive role like I had worked most of my life,
and
put most of this behind me. And maybe take the information
and put it into games, and get it to people in a different way that's
non-threatening, that isn't going to make them
decide to start stalking you and destroying your family.
That takes a lot of courage.
Was this new person in your life
of any help
understanding the symbology and...
The interesting thing is
the day he
left,
when he went back home, he had a lot of health
issues from the altitude here.
And for the last two months, I haven't been able to really interact with him
because he's had some severe health issues.
So that's how this thing works.
So he decides to start working with me, and
then he receives negative greetings through health issues
and
stuff. So he's recovering.
I sent him all of the document. I've documented all of this,
and I sent him the documentation, and he hasn't really been able to engage it
yet because of his health.
There are a few people that I am
thinking about reaching out to. I need help with the
symbology. I am starting to understand the
framework of how it communicates,
but I don't understand the words. The
symbology, what it means, how to interpret it,
the layers of symbology. Because one symbol can
mean one thing, but when it's coupled with other symbols, it has a whole other
meaning. And I have no base of reference for any of this.
I was raised
Christian, in church. I wasn't shown any symbols or
what they meant. I didn't learn anything esoteric at all,
or
even
to do with
ancient texts, those types of things.
So I feel like I have the framework of how this thing
communicates in this multidimensional way, but I don't understand
all the nuances.
So
I'm trying to figure out if I want to.
And that was where my question was going.
This new investor, is he more interested in your
original narrative that we all know and promoting and getting
you going into the gaming, or is he more interested in the
direction and information you're getting now?
Well-
And that's where you're kind of caught now
... I haven't had any
response from him on the information that I'm delivering now,
but he
sees the potential to make a lot of money with
the video game system that we're going to build that's basically going to be a
Roblox 2.0. It's amazing
all of the resources that were going to go behind this.
So he's excited about
bettering our lives and, of course, making money
for him and his investors.
The reason he's paid so close attention to me is because of the information,
the old information that I delivered, and we developed a friendship.
And he's been watching over the years to see
if I was going to sink or swim.
And
he said, as an investor,
someone that is relentless as I am,
as stubborn,
no matter what's thrown at me, I just kept going.
He said that's what investors are looking for.
I could add, I do feel he is a student of Corey, as I am.
He is very respectful and very appreciative of what information
Corey delivers all the time.
Yeah.
Any other questions?
I just wanted to comment on the Son and being conscious.
I was going to church very heavy quite a few years ago, and
I was asking Jesus, "Can you please reveal more to me about yourself?" as I was
driving down the highway.
And literally, the Son started telepathically talking
back to me, and I was just like, "Okay, I get it. You're the Son of God.
Ha ha ha." And I just made a joke. I didn't realize that it was kind of more
literal than maybe we know after looking at Jordan
Maxwell's work and stuff. And then I also have
seen the light tunnels that are being reopened up that haven't been opened since
Atlantis. Is that part of
the Earth's field that you're talking about?
Maybe
Maybe. Yeah. Maybe.
There's a whole lot of information from-- I was delivered years ago that had to
do with the ley lines and energetic grids.
And it's like I was saying earlier,
the Earth is this
solid
form or
foundation out floating in space, and on top of
that foundation, we have
microbes, we have plant life, animals, and
going all the way to us. And like I said,
even the animals, all of us, we are living our own experience.
We're centers of our own universe with overlapping
experiences on this planet.
We are the matrix over this, the planet, which is supposed to
be a base
layer for us all to have these experiences on.
And the ley lines and the energetic grids play into all
of that.
Thank you for everything you're doing. I really appreciate you.
Thank you.
And do what makes you feel happy. Follow your joy.
Yeah. Thank you.
Anyone else?
Claire, we're right in the open.
I'll be right there.
Oh, clearly you're not alone.
Mm-hmm.
I've been through a lot of the same things that you've been through, that David
Wilcock has been through, that Emery Smith went through before him, and
clearly, some people have also been through, and probably
Buddha also. But
are you familiar with the events of the Three Kingdoms?
It's
one of the four great classics of Chinese literature, but it's a
history. It was during 200 BC
to 200 AD.
No, I'm not. Do you mind telling me a little bit about it?
Basically, they went through the same things.
So,
there was the Northern Kingdom, which was-- They had the biggest military.
They were ruthless.
There was the Southern Kingdom, which was the most
territory and
just very rich and vast. And then the Third Kingdom
was basically three people.
So Liu Bei, he was a
very
good politician, and yeah. Very good at politics.
But the Third Kingdom, they had a lot of integrity.
Very few people,
but they were able to somehow stand up to all those other
more powerful kingdoms with--
outnumbered, like
100,000 to one or something. But anyways.
And then the second person was the
greatest warrior,
like the bodyguard.
And the third person was
a warrior, but who had
a mix of also
intellect and warrioring.
They also had help from
some other people later on
who joined.
There was the greatest strategist.
Mm-hmm.
And another person that was similar.
Yeah. But anyways,
one by one, the bodyguard died,
the politician eventually died.
One of the strategists died, too.
And
yeah.
But
it's hard to say which of the three kingdoms won, because this was a
time, the fall of the Han dynasty and
before the next dynasty. And there were just
three kingdoms fighting against each other.
It's kind of interesting history.
Supposedly, the Northern Kingdom won.
However, the leader of the Northern Kingdom, they actually died.
Their general
started the next dynasty.
Mm-hmm.
It's basically the same things, the same experiences.
Yeah. Sounds like
maybe an archetype that's been going on for a long time.
I don't know. Maybe eventually,
some of us will figure out this language.
The experience is the language is what I'm learning.
And if I don't
figure it out, maybe eventually one of you guys will, and
we'll start to have a little bit better understanding about
what it is we've been dealing with.
When you talk about esoteric symbology,
I'm just curious, what exactly are you talking about?
What are these symbols?
Well, not necessarily physical symbols, but
the metaphors, the different things that you find in "The Law of
One" and different books that are
not Christian-centered.
That have a lot of the
Buddhist
original information
through the esoteric movements that's morphed and changed and
a lot of other ideas have come
in.And it's
stuff that I have no base of reference on.
Okay. Thank you.
Anyone else?
Let me show the clip.
Yep. It's a good time to-
Cool
... check out this.
And this is only, I think,
Fabio, I'm sorry, Liam. I'm stuck on
Fabio.
Only a few of us have
been interviewed for this series.
They're trying to get Chris Bledsoe and several other people, so this is just
a very rough cut to show you the direction we're heading
in.
There's a lot of people that have been killed to keep
this secret.
I think that
even the people that have tried to destroy me are surprised that I'm still
standing.
It's not about whether people believe me or not.
It is about how they process and assimilate the
information.
One of the things we've talked about is regression therapy.
I'm kind of curious and excited in one way, but I'm a
little fearful.
I know I have a lot of very traumatic stuff from my past.
I don't trust
this non-human intelligence at all.
And it's been trying. It's been trying to get me to come back, and my
family.
Hello.
I've always wondered what is real,
what is out there.
Once, when I was a teenager walking home on a clear night, I saw
a dark, quiet triangle of starless sky above me.
After that moment, I went to the high school library, and I took out every book on
UFOs that I could find. I was fascinated by the subject.
What is it people are seeing? Are they recounting real
experiences, honest experiences, or are they seeing
hallucinations? Would we be able to tell the difference?
What I discovered was not what I expected.
It was so much more.
Here we are going to pick up the infamous Corey Goode.
It's his first steps into Canada. Exciting stuff.
Well, hello, Corey.
Hello.
So Corey's first trip to Canada, he says looks a lot like
Colorado. So.
Yeah, it looks almost exactly the same way.
It kind of feels like I flew a big circle and landed back in Denver.
I started this project to speak with people who claim to have had encounters with
non-human intelligence.
One of the most visible figures in that community is Corey Goode.
You saw the hypnosis regression invite.
I think I found the
right person.
I'll do the regression, but I have a long history of
energy workers.
Yeah.
They can be very dangerous.
Okay.
If they have entity attachments or weird stuff going on with them, and they start
working around in your energy field, it can contaminate yours and
cause serious problems.
I don't want that.
Yeah.
I'm not trying to invite that.
Yeah. If she's an energy person-
She is
... okay. Well, she can read,
but I don't want her playing with my energy.
Okay. No, no, I don't-
Not a single bit.
I don't want her playing with my energy either, so.
Yeah.
I have spent some time around this world already,
and I've heard some of these stories before, but there's something
about it that keeps pulling me back.
Maybe it's not just about what people say happened.
Maybe it's more about what it means to them.
I'm not trying to prove anything. I just want to hear them,
see where it goes.
Everyone in the military that I know,
there's rumors that something's going to happen in 2028, 2030, that these
things are going to show themselves,
whatever this non-human intelligence is.
So, we're leading up to something big.
UFO, UFO, people ask me where we go.
And the positive and the negative are kind of-
At war
... at war, yeah.
You probably haven't heard any of this.
For the last
five months,
this non-human intelligence, whatever the hell it is, has been trying to get
back in our house. It's been freaky, dude.
Now that we're back in church and
using the name of Jesus to keep our house safe-
They can't get in. It's weird.
It got to a point to where I just don't trust it anymore.
I don't
interact with it when it tries to interact with me.
It's been too much
in my family.
You feel like you're starting to become a pawn-
That's what it feels like
... in this game, right?
For the first time, radar images recorded inside a Navy ship
have confirmed the presence of several unknown objects that swarmed
around the ship for hours.
Today, I want to state clearly that this is not science fiction or creating
speculation. This is about national security, government
accountability, and the American people's right to the truth.
We're going against the wind. The wind's 100, 20 knots from the west.
The whole thing, man.
Do you think it's the same entity that you had contacted prior?
Do you feel it's the same?
I don't know. I don't know, because there's these
positive
non-human intelligence beings, and there's negative.
And the negative is very adept at
mimicking the positive. You really can't discern.
You're lying to yourself, basically, if you think you can pick out which
is which.
If you can tell the difference.
Yeah. So I've just stayed away from all of it.
Right.
For years, Corey had been part of a community built around contact experiences,
but now he seemed to be stepping away from that world.
I wasn't expecting that, but in that moment, the question changed.
It wasn't really about contact anymore.
It was about why someone would walk away from
it.
Corey, what are your thoughts on NHI?
I believe that
much of this probably comes from the same source,
and it's not off-planet. It's more likely a
different realm.
We now call them dimensions. I think a lot of this is
an intelligence from another dimension that is
visiting us like we visit the ocean, and some of these ships are
basically diving bells that they're dropping into the depths of our dimension,
and they're using them to navigate around and experiment.
Do you think it has an agenda? It or they?
There's absolutely an agenda because
I outlined my whole experience with an NHI
since 2013 with a retired NATO
general who's run a lot of intelligence assets, and
after I told him the experience,
he said, "This sounds very much like the same
method I would use if I was to cold approach
someone and try to get them to become an intelligence asset for me."
We were taken as kids, probably three, four years old.
We were taken to the oval room, and it used to have toys there.
So we used to play. But those toys, they were very
educational. We are not watching cartoons.
We were developing capabilities, psychic
capabilities, and they chose the kids according to
the capabilities.
They look for the right person. They found me.
I have the right brain physiology and all of that to where I can interact with
the non-human intelligence.
Interestingly, we tend to
think that something external to us is manifesting.
If a UFO appears or an orb, but if it's
being perceived by us because of, say, a denser cluster of
neurons in the amygdala or some part of the brain,
then it's actually an internal mechanism that allows that perspective.
Yeah, I've had discussions about that recently with people who are still in the
programs. Everyone thinks that there's a file cabinet that has
the truth in it, and they're hiding it from us.
There's a file cabinet that has all of the data in it, but everyone
who opens the drawer has a different idea about
a different interpretation. Every single person.
What's comfortable to us and what we accept, but
we don't necessarily have the same truths sitting on this
couch.
I argue all the time with people who feel like there's one objective truth.
There's this idea, like in "Rashomon," where the same event is seen from different
perspectives, and each one feels true.
You can go through the same moment as someone else and still walk away with a
completely different version of it.
So if we're all living in our own universe, and there's
a different truth that we're accepting or seeking,
and even the people in the programs who supposedly know all
there is to know are suffering from the same thing, what does that say
about our reality?
It's totally subjective.
So
is there truth, or is there just our truth?
I'm one of the people who believes there are no evil aliens, there are no evil
governments, there are no evil nations, there are no evil nothing.
We are souls reincarnating life after life
after life, and within everybody, there is good and there's evil.
You do good things. You do bad things. I do good things. I do bad things.
Whatever these NHIs are, they can
affect your feelings. They can make you cry and feel
sad. They can make you feel happy. They can make you feel elated,
scared, however they like, and they can appear to you in any
wayAnd they can fool your senses. So
when it comes down to it, I don't think it's truly
possible to discern
the positive and negative side of this,
where it comes from, or if it's just two sides of the same coin.
I have other perception. I don't believe in good or bad.
I believe in agenda, good agenda or a bad agenda according to
my experiences. So I was taken by both groups.
So when I was taken by the bad guys, it was not a good experience.
It was usually grays and owls and clowns.
When I was taken by the good guys, they were humans.
There were those spheres of light.
So it was much more pleasant experience.
I always say that science doesn't work.
They think they work on proof, but I say they work on belief.
So what you have is you have a hypothesis, which is a guess.
You do some experiments, you do some observations, you do a conclusion, then what
do you do?
Make a theory.
You make another guess.
Yeah.
Each time you get closer and closer and closer.
The difference with the experiencer and stuff is if you had the experience, like
you were talking about out-of-body experiences and stuff, people who have these
non-local experiences, they won't say, "Well, I think it was this." They'd say, "I
know."
Before every encounter,
you know something's about to happen.
How do you feel that? Where does it
emanate?
It's just a knowing.
Cerebral thing?
Yeah. I would like to say a feeling, but I
don't feel a sensation. It's just a knowing.
The hairs on your arms don't stand up?
When it's the negative side, for sure, I will get
the chills, hair on the back of my neck, and on
my scalp, hair will stand up. I just have
just a strange knowledge that something's about to happen.
I say the big problem in the world is
understanding the difference between oneness and separation.
What we're preaching in the world is separation.
It's me versus you, good guy versus bad guy, and I'm always the good guy.
So because I'm the good guy, then the Chinese are the bad guys.
The Arabs are the bad guys. And then now we've translated to the
aliens are the bad guys.
For years,
I thought I really knew what was going on, and I understood the experience, and if
anyone were to approach me and say,
"Maybe things aren't
happening quite how you perceive," I probably would've
said something in response that wasn't very
polite because I felt like I could totally
discern this experience. What I found out later is
that
whatever this NHI that was in contact with me and
others,
it is trying to create a new religion.
It seems like there's a new kind of esoteric religion being created
that allows all other religions to plug
in
to bring everyone into one religious outlook.
One to fit them all.
Yeah.
At some point, everyone will have a different trap in their
path, right?
So one of the strategy that the
opposition use is ego,
right? To make you the savior,
to make you the leader.
If the blue avian message
can help us
raise our consciousness, then we're going to be ready for this
energetic
explosion from the sun.
Thank you.
In the beginning, it was very addictive.
They give you this beautiful, loving feeling that's
like heroin,
and then you crave that again.
So what they do is they take people who are very assured of themselves, and they
say, "We're your friend. You're the smartest guy in the business.
We want to help you." And of course, they go along with this.
As you have more and more experience with it,
you begin to acclimate. Not only does it make you feel special, there's
like a high that comes with it, a spiritual and physical high.
An elation,
yeah.
An elation.
40% of all experiencers say at one point during their experience,
they knew the answer to everything in the universe, which means they had, at some
point, had been tapped into the higher self, whatever you want to call it, the
Akashic field, and then it was taken away from them.
As they come back into the physical, it's taken away from them.
The image they showed me, it looked like stars were falling.
There were so many ships coming down all over.
It literally looked like stars falling.
And so they physically, literally physically-
Physically
... take people off the planet?
Yes, they do that as well.
Mm-hmm. So if you lived 10 minutes from the water in Florida?
Not good.
Oh.
There's a reason I moved where I did. They showed me. Yeah.
I was very susceptible to it, but over time,
I had different experiences to where
I sort of caught it in the act.