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A little time for it to go away.
Um, I'm, uh, a native New Yorker,
been here for this this weekend, 31 years.
My accent is still a little bit there.
I don't think it'll ever go away.
Um, but I got into sound,
I guess it was really about 2007.
And it was with drumming, African hand drumming.
And, and it was a surprise that it happened.
You know, we didn't know what was going to go on.
And a guy came in in this big, uh, it was a week long.
I want seminar, I guess it was.
And the one important thing about the whole seminar was
that you weren't allowed to know
what was gonna happen in it.
It was all word of mouth.
No one was allowed to speak about it.
And they said, if you think it's worth it, tell people.
And there were 260 of us up in British Columbia camping out
under a, the edge of a glacier, which we couldn't see
for the first three and a half days
because of monsoon rains.
And we were sleeping in two man pup tents,
let's just say we were soggy.
Um, but one of the nights they came in with a
individual who had all these wagons were about six feet high
and a tarp over 'em, and rolled them on in.
And I thought it was a petting zoo, you know, I was like,
wow, we're gonna look at animals.
You know what I mean? They, they had people carting 'em in,
and they were, you know, they were about six feet long.
I thought. They were like, just something bizarre.
And they uncovered it,
and it was drums stacked all the way up.
And he had about 200 drums
and, you know, about maybe, maybe more than 200 drums.
And the rest were rattles. And he split us into sections.
And when he did this, he, he, this section,
he would give us a little piece.
'cause almost everybody, he never played drums before.
And it was simple here. Simple, simple.
And he put it together and it was sounding really amazing.
Then we would, you know, he said, this group sing this.
And when I do this, this group,
and we were singing African songs and everything,
and I felt this energy rushing through my body.
And then my hands started doing their own thing, you know,
with the rhythm, but adding to it.
And people turn around and saying, are you a professional?
I said, I don't know what's going on.
I'm, I'm channeling a drummer somewhere,
because I, I bought a drum like only about a, a month
before, because it looked really cool.
It had dock painting on it,
and I didn't know how to play it.
I tried to play it and I was horrible.
So I just put a coffee coaster on it,
and it held co well, tea and beer.
Um, and it sat that way for, you know,
those few weeks until that drumming came up.
But when I got back from it, I said,
I gotta start a drum circle,
even though I didn't know how to drum.
So I put it out there
and I started full moon drumming at Garden of the Gods,
which is no longer existing since they kicked me out
of the park two summers ago.
Um, but I did it from 2008 until two years ago,
2023.
And, uh, it was an amazing time
because it brought all community together,
and that's what music and Sound can do.
But it can also separate us depending on how we use it.
But that was the inspiration
that I could do something musically.
I collected instruments, but I couldn't play any of them.
I took lessons. I was horrible.
You know, they would hand out, you know,
earplugs when I tried to play.
That's how bad I was. Uh, glass had to be plexiglass.
Um, but, but something happened.
And so I started that drumming.
And then, um, a friend of mine was taking,
did do lessons in Denver from an aboriginal who's in the
country for six months.
And he tours the country, uh, doing, he's a music.
Amba was a music ambassador for Australia.
And for two years I was hearing about him
and my friend trying to get me to meet him
because I also used to rent, uh, unity Church
and bring in different artists that were different,
you know, like Tibetan throat singers
and all that type of thing.
And so I did this,
and then I finally, some something fell through an event
or something that I was doing, fell through.
And my friend goes, you know, uh, Ash,
his name's Ash Jargon.
The, uh, aboriginal guy said, why don't you, um,
come on up to Denver?
He's playing tonight. I said, I got something.
I go and I go, wait a minute. No, that canceled.
I said, alright. So the guy goes, I've been bloody waiting
for two effing years to see you,
and you know, I'd like to play in Colorado Springs.
Can you arrange it? And I said, sure.
And he wanted to teach, um, a find a place to teach
a class on the did do and, and flutes.
He was a master flute player of every type,
know you could hand him a flute from anywhere
and he would be playing it.
And so I did this,
and I, he did a class at the house,
and this was,
this one over here was a ditch that he was using.
These are, it's not from, uh, you know, uh, Australia.
This one. He got it here
because all his dig dues were getting broken from the dry
climate here.
It was, they were cracking. So he found a maker here.
And so that was when he played in concert.
And he would sell 'em. So he had a deal with a dig maker.
He'd go around and bring a ton of diges with him
and sell them after he did the classes.
And so I bought one of them and I couldn't play it.
I made fart noises. That's about what I did for a while.
But I had the same energy run through me as when I drummed.
'cause every time I'm with a group of drummers,
I can drum when I'm by myself, I can,
I can drum by myself now.
But it took a long time. All of a sudden, I bringing
that to the drum circle.
So I'd hand out all the drums.
Lo and behold, I'd bring my ditch.
No one would hear me make fart noises,
or I'd point the finger at that guy.
So, so the ditch came in,
and then we started playing with another individual who,
who had a set up, kind of like what I have now.
That was the inspiration of it. And we played several times.
And then he quit when we were gonna
go into a recording studio.
So I said, God, we need that in it.
So I, I had a flute, which I didn't know how to play,
and I'm, I was shown how to hold it.
And I called someone up
and said, I'm trying to look at the chart
and learn how to play it.
And I couldn't do it. I was having a hard time.
And the guy goes, you're know how to hold it. I go, yeah.
He says, it's a hard instrument. Close your eyes.
You don't play the flute. Let the flute play you. All right?
So I closed my eyes two weeks later, I was on the first cd,
and that's how music started getting more into my life.
That guy quit. So I bought crystal bowls.
That strange noise is, it's a shrudy box.
It's meant for being on your lap.
But I play with my feet so I can do the other things.
And it has different keys on it that I adjust and so forth.
But these are the things that inspir inspiration came from
and why I do what I do now and why sound is so important.
Um, everything we do has a vibration, a frequency,
a resonance, right?
You tap the chair, you can make drums, noises,
everything can do it.
Depending on how you hit it depends on
what you're gonna feel within your body,
depending on the intention.
It's going to shape exactly what
is happening in that moment.
But when you close your eyes,
you hear the different sounds, right?
And they, they create different effects on the body.
Like, now, if I hit, uh, say close your eyes,
and if I hit this bowl,
now, what did you feel?
What, what did you see? What did you sense?
And you felt it in your heart. Okay?
And that's perfect
because that was the f that was the heart.
Now when you combine them,
Now, what did that do?
You felt it in your heart and your alright.
And that's what sound can do for us, right?
When we're feeling down, put something
that is either uplifting
or matches your mood so that you can get
through whatever that is.
If you're hurting and you want to cry, put on something
that's not uplifting,
but put something on that may allow that energy
to flow completely through you, right?
Not judging it, just saying, I think I need to cry today.
Whatever it is, right?
And this is part of the healing process that sound can do.
But sound can have. Its opposite effects too.
The, the sonic weapons that have been developed now,
you know, in, uh, anti-piracy on, on the oceans
with Somalia, they have different sound cannons
that they put out that thwart the pirates from taking over.
They use that same technology in riots where instead of,
you know, trying to shoot rubber bullets
and all the tear gas, a lot of times they're now trying
to use the sonics
and, you know, so there's, you know, positive uses
for negative tools and, but you can also turn around
and use 'em for whatever purpose is in it.
But it's up to us from our heart
and from our spirits, what is right and wrong, right?
Not what we're told, but what our,
what our heart is telling us, right?
And where sound is one of those important things
that can bridge the gap between the brain and the heart.
Or do you ever hear of heart coherence?
You know, heart brain coherence?
Well, there's a thing called HeartMath.
And like, if you've watched Dr.
Joe Dispenza, and
although he does, he practices HeartMath,
he's a big proponent on it.
Um, one of the other big speakers that are out today,
he also is a big HeartMath individual.
I've studied heart math and everything else,
and it's literally breathing in into the heart
and then breathing out.
Alright? And if we're troubled, you picture something
that's supportive of you, like you've won a, a trophy
and the family gave you all the accolades
and you felt fantastic, you picture that
and you breathe that in and it goes into every cell
of the body, right?
It starts imprinting into it so
that when you start breathing,
practicing the breathing technique in
and out through the heart, your brain is gonna go into more
of the coherence with the heart.
'cause the heart and the gut work on say, quantum field
of energy, right?
It's not by data, it's by resonances
and flows of energy, which is timeless.
It works on a quantum field.
So when you're troubled, when you have different things
and you can put on certain sounds and music
and then start breathing it in
and picture when you felt the most loved in your life,
or when you've, you know, when you felt great.
And if you hadn't, imagine what that would be like.
'cause there are some people who have had horrendous lives
that never experienced any of that,
but dream of something like it.
Well then look into the dream, right?
And put on the different sounds and the resonances
and frequencies that help you,
that make you feel at peace with who you are.
Like I have, um, multiple bowls here, crystal bowls,
you know, obviously you see the Native American flute,
I showed you the shrudy box that's down under here.
And, um, I have a lot more instruments.
I didn't bring them all today to, I, I was stuck in, uh,
Texas yesterday.
I was supposed to be home Thursday
and I didn't get home till Friday afternoon.
And, uh, so I just grabbed as much
as I could 'cause I had to sleep.
Um, but I have these Native American flutes all in,
in different keys over here.
I have the gong. Um, down below I have some my,
my loop pedal where I've prerecorded some
of the stuff which I did before.
You've heard a little bit or background stuff,
where the hums are.
Um, now
before I start the actual sound, I'll, I'll call it a bath.
Do you have any questions about sound, vibrations,
coherence, um,
or anything spiritual?
'cause I do psychic readings. I I'm an energy healer.
You know, I built houses, I did roofs, I,
anything at all I can talk on, um, maybe
after, when a lot
of times I do guided sound meditations
and sometimes I just give intentional
where we set an intention in the beginning.
But for all of you that are here right now, set an intention
on what you want to say manifest
or let go of in this time period.
Alright? But start it with the self-forgiveness
for all the would've, should've, could, as if only.
Alright? Because that's the past.
And it's about, you know, we we're, we're working
to live in this moment, not what might happen.
What we're told is gonna happen
because we get swayed by all these different influences,
how they do it, and, and how we like try to look at life.
We get pulled and twisted
and then we get tied up into someone else's ideas
and we're no longer free within our own beings.
But when you start practicing that, breathing
through your heart and listening to things that, you know,
strengthen you, uplift you,
support you in whatever you need in that moment, you start
to think right through that quantum field of energy,
that heart, brain coherence, energy,
where you're not gonna be pulled in such far directions.
Because I mean, look at, look at the world today.
The, the countries are all ideologies and beliefs.
And this is, this one's a Nazi,
this one's this, this one's that.
They're all words, they're all sounds,
they're all frequencies that take us out
of our own balance points.
And we have to find our own balance points.
And it first starts with self-forgiveness. Self-love, Right?
Calling down the energy of peacefulness.
And you know,
do you wanna live in your highest and best good?
And that would be for everybody too.
If you're living in your highest and best good, right?
That means you're tapping into your higher self.
That's gonna be a benefit of the people around you,
Right?
Um, my dad always said,
leave a place better than you found it.
Leave yourself better than you found it. Alright?
We all can make choices that make a huge difference.
So close your eyes, take some deep cleansing breaths
and find that place within yourself
where you felt loved and supported.
And breathe that in through the heart.
And picture a golden light completely surrounding you.
And it's the golden light of unconditional love.
And breathe it in. Let it ignite.
Every cell, every atom, every subatomic particle
of your being
and concentrate or not on
that golden light flowing in
and out in through your heart, circulating
not only the physical body,
but the spiritual, the energetic.
Who do you need to forgive?
First, start with yourself.
You deserve to be forgiven.
Breathe in that love
and energy that allows forgiveness
to take hold and to root.
And who do you want to forgive you?
Who are they? See them in your eyes.
Apologize.
Tell them that you love them
and surround them with the golden light
of unconditional love.
And can use the forgiveness saying, I'm sorry.
Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you.
The opponent, pono.
And see a light blue light descend upon you.
The light of peace. Let it enter your heart.
Let it meant your spirit.
Tell yourself I love myself. I forgive myself.
And to those that you may have caused harm, to send out love
and forgiveness
for the past.
It's the past. It's this moment
that makes the change.
Tell yourself, I am free to live in this moment.
I let go of what was
I gather the tools from those experiences so that I let go
and release those things that have held me back
all these years.
Whenever you get a charge of this energy,
remember forgiving the self, asking for forgiveness,
loving the self, loving the others.
And see your crown chakra like French doors swing open.
Feel this divine energy, your connection with source,
your connection with your higher self.
Be cleansed. A pure white light descends down
and enters the crown chakra, enhances your connection
with source, with the divine.
And feel that it like electrical energy moved down
through every chakra, igniting them as they go.
Flowing out through that first chakra, down to the very core
of Mother Earth, who supports us, gives us these bodies
And see her energy rise up.
Who grounds us, allows us to work with source.
You are a conduit between heaven and earth.
The perfectly imperfect
feel, the energy flowing in
and out of your solar plexus, your power center,
drawing in the white golden light.
Feel it flowing through you, strengthening you,
supporting you,
enhancing your ability to love
and to forgive, to have compassion.
And fill that more and more with the golden light.
'cause we tend to protect ourselves
through our solar plexus.
So the forgiveness that we've practiced through the heart.
Send it through the solar plexus
and let the sounds
and the vibrations that you'll be hearing to shake loose
any of those emotions, those fears, those worries,
those hurts that have been trapped.
And create
those boundaries that are no longer
needed that we release,
Get breathe. They don't
out. They don't out. They don't out.
They don't out. They don't out. They
don't have, they don't have, they don't have.
They don't have. They don't have.
They don't have, they don't have, they don't out.
They don't out. They don't have, they don't have. They
Begin to feel the energy of mother earth rising up.
A grounding energy flowing up
through the soles of your feet.
Feel her strength, her support,
moving up through every chakra.
Your crown, moving through the universe to source,
to the point of creation.
You are one with it. It is one with you.
You are the quantum field. And the quantum field is you
begin to breathe deep.
Feeling yourself centering back into this body,
strengthened, freed,
loved, and supported.
Take one more deep breath right from the belly and hold it.
And when you exhale, gently open your eyes.
Welcome home.
Now what do you feel now?
And when I first started talking and then
after having the different sounds
and the vibrations, where, what did that do for you?
Where did you go? What did you experience?
You know, and there's no right or wrong answer to it.
It's sometimes there's not even a word to describe
what you may have experienced.
'cause I, you know, this is limited,
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lovely thank you.
Anything the first time I,
I felt like possible energy in hands.
That's probably one of the things that the intention,
that subconscious
also, you know, a lot of times we, we, we expect to
feel things when we're, you know, doing energy work.
And when we're even just communicating with people,
we expect responses or we even within ourselves.
And, and you know, so many times teachers have taught me
and they said, E even if you think it's not working,
if nothing's happening, keep doing it
because you don't know.
Um, I've worked on plenty of people where I felt
so much energy coming through my hands
and they felt absolutely nothing.
And, you know, you get disappointed
and it's like, God, I felt it though.
And I said, well, they got what they needed.
They didn't have to feel it for it to work.
If they felt it, then their mind would go into thinking
about it instead of just receiving.
So a lot of times when we think we're ineffective,
we might be our mo in our most effective mode.
It's, it's our self-judgment that gets in the way.
And, you know, we're all masters at that.
I think we were all black belts at that type of thing.
Um, and it's, you know, like the, the Chinese,
when you became the, the master,
you put on a, a new white belt.
So when you've mastered something,
you generally don't know it.
So it's, you know, part of it is allowing the sounds
and the frequencies and the energies to, to flow through us,
even if it's sometimes feels uncomfortable
or, you know, we go into fear.
Um, it's, it's part of our human nature.
So it's not, you know, bad so to speak.
It's, you know, we came here to experience
life and its energies.
And sometimes it, it doesn't feel good,
but it doesn't mean it's not important that it doesn't have
value down the road from us.
So when we do these sound things, and,
and I ask you to what you need forgiving and forgiveness,
and you can put your own subjects in there and,
and without judgment, what pops up?
Who shows up, what face, you know, oh, I,
I guess I didn't let it all go,
you know, that type of thing.
Or I thought I was forgiven and or I forgave.
And then you found a little bit more
that was still hidden in there.
And it's not just embrace that
and say, okay, I've got some more to work on.
I happens to me every day.
You know, things I thought I completely finished with, all
of a sudden it hit me from another angle.
It's like spiral. Yeah, it is.
It circles around us, it spirals around us and,
and it only it resonates
with us when we are ready for it.
You know? And another term of frequency, you know,
the resonation and stuff like that.
There were subjects
that I was completely dead against years ago
that now make sense to me because I've had other experiences
and other teachers and, and,
and talks with people that made me
look at it from another perspective.
And I was like, Ooh, I really,
I thought I was really wide open.
I was very limited in my thought process, you know?
Um, because there's always something
to learn about anything.
Even if we think we've mastered it,
when we think we're mastered and we're done with it.
It's that what the Kansas song, it surely means that,
I don't know, have I claimed to be a wise man?
It surely means that, I don't know.
I, I think that was one of the greatest things
I ever heard in a song.
And, and it's never left me.
When I think I'm all, I'm the s**t.
I know that my ego is, is taking over
and I'm not allowing myself to flow
and to learn and to grow.
And we all have those moments.
Some can be really big
and some can be tiny, but they're there.
But embrace them and look at 'em
and say, okay, I've got work to do.
And the work is by living and experiencing and forgiving
and loving even the unlovable.
And most times that's us looking in the mirror.
'cause we think we've done something wrong.
We could have done it better. If we did the best we could in
that moment with what we, the tools we had available,
then you did fine.
If you got any new tools from it,
and the same experience happens again,
and you handled it differently, then you grew.
But if you handled it the way
that caused the problem in the first place, you're,
you're the record's skipping.
And it's just a reminder when it skips, pay attention
and start moving the stylus on that record album.
Any questions?
You in the front row?
No?
Yeah. Is it on video? Just camera
Video. Yeah.
Thanks bro.
Okay, let's see how this works.
All right, check, check. Can you hear me? Yes.
Everybody hear me? All right, we ready
for a little presentation?
We wanna do this feel, feel good?
All right, I'm gonna invite us,
we're gonna just center the energy for a moment.
So I wanna invite you, if you can hear me, to open your,
your palms out towards the center of the space here.
So we can center our energy and we're gonna tone together.
So we're gonna create like a collective field of energy,
a field of presence so that we can share, share this space,
share this moment together, and, and center that energy.
So I'll do four tones, it'll go, hey, slowly
and we can bring our voices all together and do that.
So taking a deep breath
in and together.
Hey,
hey
All. Let's try that
one more time
so we can really open our voices so you can hear each other.
If you can only hear yourself, you can't hear anyone else
to maybe bring it back.
But if you can't hear yourself,
you can only hear everyone else.
Maybe bring yourself forward a little.
So taking a breath in.
Hey,
hey, hey,
Great. Thank
you so much. That was beautiful.
So thank you Jacob for inviting me to be here today.
Thank you everyone for showing up for this beautiful
gathering and this live streamed opportunity
to study metaphysical topics, which is, which is a fun one.
Uh, my name is Yasha Yasha Wagner.
I'm a PhD researcher in the field of yang psychology.
Just finished my dissertation PhD work this year.
And my research topic has been alchemy, uh,
the topic of alchemy.
So it's kind of aligned with the metaphysical
theme of this conference.
And I'll be sharing a little bit about my
doctoral work today.
Uh, the work I've been doing is really about pushing the
bounds of how we define alchemy and what alchemy means.
Because in general, western academic
fields, even including alternative fields,
like y psychology, tend to define alchemy in terms
of this narrow strain of alchemy, which is medieval
European alchemy, essentially western alchemy, um,
which I will speak about today.
Uh, but really alchemy is this timeless global
tradition since the beginning of time, as far back
as we know, as old as fire keeping,
perhaps older than the species.
So, uh, and it, it pops up everywhere.
We already know there's Chinese alchemy,
but the same alchemical principles show up in the Americas,
and, you know, all over Asia and all over Africa as well.
So it's a, a really fascinating universal pattern to notice
that these alchemical principles show up all
over the world throughout time.
So let's, uh, let's explore basic introduction to
what alchemy is all about.
In modern context, we generally talk about alchemy in terms
of hermetic teachings, which originate
with this character thought.
Hermes Therese Magus, sometimes associated
with this caduceus symbol of a intertwined snake on a staff.
And Tehuti,
which is an original Egyptian name for this deity known
as th now, uh, existed in a time in a golden age
that in the Egyptian scriptures is known as Zep tepi.
So Zep tepi is this legendary golden age
that the ancient Egyptian scriptures explain, uh,
happened perhaps over 10,000 years ago
before a great flood towards the end of the last ice age.
And the way that these scriptures in Egypt explain it,
there were these God-like beings roaming the earth at
that time, and thaw was one of them.
And they were imparting the knowledge of how
to create civilization.
And thaw was seen as a messenger, an ambassador,
or someone who brought that knowledge to humanity in
that prehistoric period.
Um, and it said that th knew there was a great flood coming,
and that th put these alchemical teachings into these
pillars, encapsulated them so
that they could withstand the flood.
When these waters ravaged the land
and destroyed everything else,
the the alchemical teachings would survive.
And once they were found
after the flood, they became known as the Emerald tablet,
and they were attributed to this character
that in Greece became known as Hermes Trees Magus.
So this is, uh, image
of an Egyptian scene weighing the heart
after death against the feather of Maat of justice.
So it's related to the embalming rituals
and mummification, which are sometimes considered
to be the origin of al chemical operations, is the,
the advanced chemistry
and careful science
of the ancient Egyptians in their mummification process.
So in Greece, the name Hermes is basically a,
a new term for the same deity as th
and later in Rome, uh, thought becomes a mercury.
And so there's many different parallel deities
and different civilizations,
but essentially this mercurial messenger, this traveler
between the worlds, between the realms that can kind
of transmute shapeshift, et cetera.
And, uh, Hermes treese Magus is seen as an avatar,
like an embodiment
and incarnation of that divine quality of thought.
The name trace Magus means thre greatest in Latin.
And some people say this is
because Hermes was a master of the three arts,
three hermetic sciences of astrology alchemy,
and the, which is a form of magic, ceremonial magic
for self-improvement.
And, uh, and another interpretation is that Hermes was able
to apply these alchemical operations to all three realms,
the physical, mental and spiritual dimensions.
And so alchemy, the teachings of the hermetic practices,
they're all about what we call transmutation.
And I like to define transmutation as transformation,
except with the understanding that when you
transform something, when you change it,
thing A becomes thing B.
Except in transmutation, you understand
that there's only one thing there, thing A
and thing B, we're always each other all along.
And thing A is just thing B and potential.
And thing B is a manifestation or an expression of thing A.
So it's that there's one phenomenon that's being changed,
and that's what transmutation how I like to define that.
So an example in biology would be pearls where a grain
of sand is causing this pain in the bottom of the ocean,
inside of a clam shell.
And the sensitive soft insides of the clam start to squirm
and try to avoid that pain.
And as they're squirming, it's coating this grain of sand
that's scarring the clam, and it's coating it in this mucus,
and gradually it becomes this beautiful pearl
inside of that clam.
But that pearl was already there inside of that painful
grain of sand was a potential pearl.
So that's an example of transmutation in a biological sense.
Diamonds cooked under pressure, butterflies, hatching.
These are all examples.
Um, flora and fauna would be what we excrete our manure.
What averts us, what disgusts us,
our waste becomes the food, the delicious nourishment,
the compost to for the plant life,
what the plants excrete their fruits, their excretions,
their, uh, oxygen that they're breathing out that feeds us
as, as humans and animals.
So it's another example of transmutation.
Um, and there's many others we could go into psychologically
transmutation could look like, am I just a victim
of my circumstances?
Am I just a predictable reaction to my conditions
and what's happening to me?
Or can I take that difficult situation as an opportunity,
a challenge to grow, to learn, right?
So that's transmuting a challenging circumstance
into an opportunity for psychological maturation.
Let's say it's another example of transmutation.
Spiritually it could mean, you know, death is a gateway to
rebirth or an ego.
Death is a gateway to eternal life.
Uh, and it goes on and on.
So today, we don't have time to go through all the examples,
but I just wanted to give a taste of how I relate
to this idea of transmutation, uh, in alchemy
and how I think it goes
beyond just changing base metals into gold.
Now, the word alchemy, most researchers agree, begins
with the word ChemE.
And ChemE is the ancient Egyptian name for the land of Egypt
and the nation of Egypt.
And ChemE, uh, through the Arabic prefix, al the
the ChemE amet, uh, then becomes alchemy, che and Greece
after that and so on, and chemistry.
Now. So, uh, that tri continental
root word for chem relates.
Some people say to the people, some people say to the soil,
but it means black in the Egyptian language.
So fertile black soil, the first matter pri aria, um, it's,
it's like the origin of the work we're gonna do.
And one way to think of that is literally fertile ground
that we're planting something into.
Um, so that's like the starting point
of the alchemical process is ChemE.
So most of us think of alchemy as this,
and some people believe it's real.
Some people think it's a pseudoscience or whatever,
but most people incorrectly assume
that it's just about changing lead into gold,
making gold out of other metals.
That's not really what alchemy is,
but that's a part of alchemy.
And the traditional way that that's pictured in alchemy is
that the, the metals are actually associated
with seven different planetary energies.
So lead is associated with Saturn,
and then it's transmuted into tin at the level of Jupiter
iron at the level of Mars, copper at the level of Venus,
Quicksilver at the level of mercury or mercury.
Quicksilver is another name for mercury as a substance,
silver for the moon, and ultimately gold for the sun.
So that's the transmutation
of base metals into gold could be seen as
an archetypal code, like a cipher that might parallel,
for instance, the chakra system.
It might parallel the energies of different days
of the week, the qualities
of different sacred plants and so on.
So it's, it's not really saying we're just changing
physical metal into gold.
It's saying we're transmuting these base energies from their
potential into their highest possible expression in life.
That's what it means to make gold.
Um, so it's an illumination,
a solar illumination path ultimately.
And in the tradition, in the alchemical traditions,
each metal was seen as a seed, right?
So like a seed has this blueprint,
it has this genetic potential to become something.
And each metal, it was like the seed of lead, the seed
of gold, the seed of mercury.
And that seed was seen as being planted inside of the,
the black soil, the fertile ground,
and growing naturally towards
the golden level of energy, right?
The sun, the sunlight is shining on these seeds
and is bringing them up from the dark soil into the light,
into the air so that they can blossom in the sunlight
and connect with the sun, the power of the sun.
So that sunlight is already cultivating inevitably
everything, right?
Not just plants, not just metals.
The alchemists believed everything was being cultivated
towards this luminous potential by nature inevitably.
And then the work of alchemy is about
applying pressure, applying heat to
what is already on the path,
already evolving towards its spiritual destiny so
that it can happen faster.
But it's a tricky, dangerous process,
and you have to be very careful.
And if you start, then you gotta make sure that you follow
through because otherwise you just leave it spoiled.
So you're, you're intervening
with your human consciousness in this inevitable, natural,
spiritual evolution, and you are accelerating it,
and you're making it stronger and more powerful.
And the way you're doing that is you're looking at the sun,
you're saying, wow, the sun is heating up these seeds,
it's heating the soil, it's sending the water to the ground.
The elements are feeding these
seeds, and that's how they're growing.
So we're going to take these elements
and apply them to the matter,
the material we're working with.
So you would take fire, you would apply it, let's say
to lead, and you would heat it up,
then you might moisten it,
then you might blow dry air onto it,
and then you might moisten it again and put more fire
and boil it and steam it.
So you're applying the natural elements to the material.
You're using fire as this way to take the power
of the sunlight and apply it to the material so
that it evolves more quickly.
Now, ceremonial fire keeping for
that reason could be considered the origin of alchemy, and
therefore it would be according to even the mainstream
academics, like at least one
to 2 million years old, most likely.
So that's, that is a lot older than
how old they say alchemy is, and the pyramids and so on.
It's very, very old, 1 million years.
So, uh, fire, fire keeping is at the origin.
And even today we're continuing that che that legacy
of chemistry that started with creating chemical changes
and foods and medicines with fire and so on,
and became metallurgy.
We're continuing that with modern chemistry now.
So fire keeping is a very interesting thing to study there.
So the elements in general earth, water, fire, air
and alchemy, sulfur, mercury and salt also play a key role.
And then ultimately there's this idea
of the four basic elements.
And the fifth element are quintessence ether.
That the alchemical operation is meant
to extract this essential oil, this quintessence, this pure
etheric energy that all the material
elements are made out of.
So there's sic
and vulgar interpretations, different ways to interpret
what it means, if it's just physical
or if it's a metaphor for something deeper, more esoteric.
And we won't go into all of these operations,
but usually there's a crucible
within which the work happens.
The magnum opus, the great work,
and there's all these different operations that are applied
to the material in that crucible, such as separating it out,
cutting it apart, then putting it back together.
So again, metaphorically, that could mean the pain
of the illusion of division that's then followed
by a wholeness and reintegration and so on.
Oh, something happened.
I don't know how I did that, but let's go back here.
Okay, so the, the magnum opus,
the alchemical work tends to happen in four basic stages.
So again, this is like a metaphor.
Picture some metal and picture that as you're heating it
and as you're applying pressure
and you're, as you're trying to change
and transmute it into gold, it's changing colors,
it's changing textures, it's becoming translucent.
If you, if you put something on fire like metal,
it might turn black, it might turn white
as it gets hotter and harder.
And so those four stages are represented by this color wheel
of the negredo.
The albedo. So that's the blackening.
The whitening citris is like an in-between phase called the
yellowing, and then ultimately the rudo, the reding,
which is the goal is to get to that red glowing color.
That's when you know the gold is,
is ni the gold phase is near.
So this is also sometimes represented as a transmutation
of a shape-shifting figure called mercurious from being a
serpent into becoming a lion that becomes an eagle.
So that's another way that the phases
are sometimes pictured.
And ultimately it's all leading towards
the success of this operation.
And one, one of the goals
that's sometimes described in the alchemical process is
to create a panacea.
So panacea is an elixir.
It could be an all healing medicine, it could be a fountain
of eternal life, of eternal youth.
Again, many interpretations of what that could mean.
If it's literal, if it's the awareness of who you really are
as an immortal soul, and the remembrance
and identification with that dimension of your being,
that could be the goal of the work to unite with that part
of you, right?
So, uh, another way that it's sometimes described is
by the creation of homunculi.
And this is still at play. The alchemy never disappeared.
It's actually at the origin of all modern science,
it's probably still influencing
humanity as much as anything else.
And so, for instance,
artificial intelligence would be one example of
how people are still playing with this idea of
how can we create artificial life
that the cobbles were playing
with when they were creating Gollum and so on.
So the homunculi are basically
animated clay.
They're like, can we make little people
that exist and have life?
Can we make an, can we give life to something?
Can we abbu imbue something with life?
So that like life giving spark the capacity to make life
is another way that the, the alchemical goal is pictured.
Sometimes, sometimes it's a coronation, a royal wedding,
a romy, the union of opposites, masculine
and feminine principles.
That's why you see a man
and a woman together with the square encompass here
and all the seven planets leading up towards the sun,
the gold at the top where the two become one,
and so on, uh, in this image, I forgot.
There we go. Yeah, we see it right here.
Um, similarly on this side,
you see a Tibetan representation,
the squaring the circle, right?
So this is the round principle coming together
with the straight or right angled principle.
So opposites coming together into one.
Um, and these are all,
and then rubido, that's an interesting one
because the idea of the color red as one of the goals is
that it's like a stain where you put a drop, a tincture
of red color into a glass of water, it spreads everywhere.
So the idea is if you come into your highest potential,
you awaken your own consciousness,
you illuminate your chakras,
however you want to call it, then you as a being will spread
that energy all around you,
and that'll ripple into the surroundings,
into your home, into society.
And then all together we can enter that, that vibration,
that frequency, because there's like this stain
that's spreading that red color everywhere.
Um, so yeah, the lapis, this is another one.
The, the idea of a, a sorcerer, a stone,
the philosopher's stone, a wish granting jewel.
Um, this is a magical stone that the alchemists were looking
for, and it's said to be able to float on water.
So some people say that's a symbol of chic consciousness
of entering the fourth chakra
because it's moving out of the dense elements
and floating on water, even though it's made of rock.
How does that happen? How can you walk on water like that?
What about gravity? Right?
So it's a mystery, it's a paradox, but it floats.
Say they say it might float because it's oily.
That's how you know, you found the philosopher.
So this, the stone is floating on water, maybe it's oily
'cause of that quintessential extract that it's coated in,
then you could apply it to anything,
and it can perfect that material,
it can make it gold, it, et cetera.
So everything I just introduced in alchemy is called the
prisa, or pri, which means primordial
or primeval knowledge.
So this science
that I'm describing here is in the alchemical traditions
considered to stem from the one, the origin,
the mystery, the beyond before, the before, before time.
And then it said that it, it was passed like a transmission
through a direct train chain of initiation
through different teachers
and people chosen for that training all over the world,
throughout history since the beginning
and spread directly from that mysterious origin everywhere.
So that's what prisa Sia means, the primordial knowledge.
Um, and these, you know, are said, the figures that held
that transmission can include pagan figures,
all the great teachers and avatars
of all the different traditions around the world.
Okay? Uh, we kind
of already talked about ancient influences,
so we'll probably skip that one.
And now we have an option. Let's do a little time check.
Uh, how we doing on time? Can time you can keep going.
All right. Um, I don't know if I have time for both.
So I wanna leave it up to you.
Do you want to start with, uh,
detailed deconstruction of the meaning of this visual
engraving, or do you want to jump to the text
of the Emerald tablet
and compare it to an Irish poem that's really fun.
Like understand the meaning of, of the text there?
That's more of an original study that I've outlined.
Do both. Do both. Let's try.
All right, let's try to do both. Let's go for it.
So this is called the Tabular Marina,
and that means Emerald tablet.
This is an engraving that was made by mate, I,
I have to double check the name.
You see it disappeared there,
so I'll figure out the pronunciation later.
But this Tabula Mardina engraving, um, is,
uh, considered to hold the secrets
of the Emerald tablet text
and of alchemy in general inside of it.
Have any of us seen this image before? Stefia Jacob?
All right, psychic friend over there, Laurel. Cool.
Uh, maybe saw it in a vision, I don't know.
Um, but anyways, we're gonna,
do people have a sense of what it means?
Are there any, anyone wanna volunteer a guess
of like some basic symbolism you see straight off the bat?
Just yell it out. Go for it. What do you see here?
Quick interpretations.
Well, obviously in and out of dark lights.
Exactly. And The marriage between
Exactly right.
So you've got a woman here in the nighttime
representing the unconscious or the mystery.
We've got a man here in the sunlight
representing the everyday egoic mind, let's say.
And this polarization,
this duality becomes one up here in this higher plane
where they're no longer separated.
That's a great observation.
So we can do a little bit more detailed analysis
here if we'd like.
So in this upper plane,
there's two different suns you might notice.
There's these sun rays on the inside
and on the outside, the sun on the
outside is called the great sun.
And this is in the world above
and in the great sun, it's considered the divine mind
that illuminates the whole universe.
This is universal consciousness.
This is not just your mind, it's the, it's not the ottman,
it's the brahman, let's say to borrow, I'm sorry,
but to borrow the, the Hindu term, right?
It's the completely universal mind.
It's the consciousness that makes all of reality.
But then inside of that, we have a second sun, a smaller sun
with these little rays.
And this is called mind.
The maker takes that universal consciousness
that is the universe, and makes it into
something, makes it into form.
This is like, this isn't thought, it's just mind itself.
It's not just universal consciousness.
It's your mind, but it's your mind beyond thought.
It's the mind that creates.
So that's the second son, that's mind, the maker,
inside of mind, the maker.
We have these cherubs, these cherub being the angels.
And these are considered thoughts.
The thoughts could also be called divine words.
They're, they're words inside of the divine mind
that manifest realities.
So these angels are like thought forms
or magical words inside of that mind space.
Then we've got these three symbols inside of that.
The first one says in Hebrew, which is the Tetragrammaton.
Uh, and, and in terms of the Christian Trinity,
it's also the father.
And in terms of alchemy
and the hermetic elements, it would be sulfur.
So this is like the transcendent, the ineffable principle.
Then we come over here, we see a lamb
inside of another little son.
So there's three sons, there's five sons up here.
It's a lot of suns. There's big sun, little sun,
and then three smaller suns.
So this sun is the sacrificial lamb, Christ, the sun.
In terms of the three essentials, this would be mercury,
the messenger between worlds, the the one that comes from
above to below and back up again and so on.
Then we have the holy dove, the Holy Ghost and alchemy.
This would be salt, the salt of the earth,
the imminent presence, the shana, the felt presence,
the tangible manifestation of that
transcendent y in all of time and space.
In this very moment, in this very room,
in even your darkest moments, it's always there.
Then we go to the world below.
This is the horizontal plane of the world below
on the horizontal plane over here,
there's a character called Luna.
This is the divine feminine and alchemy.
And from her breast, you see this stream of starlight,
which is the Milky Way galaxy.
And she contains the sun on one of her two breasts.
So her organs are covered by moons, and,
and she holds a moon as Luna.
And yet she has a sun inside of her, just like the yin yang.
And she has these chains connecting her arm
to this barrier, this veil here
that keeps her from the world of unity above.
These are called the clouds of unknowing.
So both sides chain to this kingdom of duality
and polarities cannot access the unity.
So they're, they're in this lower, this lower manifestation.
It's nighttime. And the background is not
just nighttime, it's nature.
So like, if you have a dream and you're in the forest,
or you're by the ocean, it's likely deeper in your
unconscious, the material
that you're encountering if you're in the city
and the daytime, it's likely closer to your day-to-day mind.
So this is a alchemical symbol for the deep subconscious
that's buried beneath the surface.
Acton the stag from the Greek myth of Artemis is
holding the moon together with Luna Aquila.
The eagle is holding the two denser feminine
elements of earth and water which go together.
And then on the other side, we have soul, the king
divine masculine with the seven rays.
Um, and that's the seven rays of this sun he's holding,
or the seven pointed stars that cover his foot and so on.
That's the planetary ladder
that we just looked at a few minutes ago.
The seven levels of transmutation
or initiation also chained to the clouds of unknowing
polarized into one side, as opposed to including both.
Leo, the lion is handing him the sun.
So this is connected to the constellation Leo,
and that, um, masculine solar energy.
There's a village in the background if you look closely.
So this is the conscious mind, the ego, uh,
and then the phoenix, which represents air
and fire, is holding the orbs with the air
and fire elements across from the eagle on the other side.
So then we come to the center where we have a vertical axis,
where the two are integrated together inside
of this hermetic alchemist
or magician here, it's the pathway of ascent from below
to the above the union of fire
and water to create the elixir.
Um, and
so what's really interesting here is you can see these axes
in his hands, and those are there to cut these chains
of illusion, cut the chains of separation, and, uh,
and then it goes up through the different planets,
through these different herbs
and trees, to these rungs that connect
to the different archetypes of the zodiac and so on.
Different elements, different steps in the process.
Moving up towards the center where everything is integrated
with this Monas hieroglyph emblem,
and that relates to illumination.
And it's kind of like the center of a Yara.
Like you could just sit and meditate on this image like a
mandala and stare at the gaze at the center like
that as a meditation.
Okay? Was that fun? Do we have time to go into the,
the next part I've asked about?
All right, let's do it. Sweet.
So some, now what I'm about to share, everything I've shared
so far is known in existing
scholarly texts and among different societies
and orders and researchers.
So it's out there.
What I'm gonna present now is a little bit more
of an original finding in my research.
Um, and we're gonna start by
understanding the Emerald tablet,
and that's an important background,
and we're gonna compare it to a Druidic I
and I believe Dtic blessing.
So this is a very popular, famous Irish prayer blessing.
Um, but when you read it carefully, you see that it's a,
a cipher, a cryptic code inside of the poem that
describes each step of the alchemical formula
that's in the Emerald tablet could just be a
even better translation
of the same ancient Egyptian knowledge.
So who's seen this, this Irish prayer before?
A lot of people, great. It's pretty popular, right?
It's all over the place. People don't think of this
as some sort of esoteric thing.
They think it's in every other gift shop.
It's engraved in, you know, gravestones.
It's, it's very well known. May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face
and the rain fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
may God hold you in the hollow of his hand.
Beautiful. So, seems innocent enough,
you know, take a closer look to really start
to deconstruct what is in here.
And perhaps the reason it's hidden like
that right under our nose is it's so simple and pristine
and obvious that we don't notice the code that's in here.
And the reason might be
that these alchemical traditions were often persecuted
by the dominant powers that be at the time.
So, for instance,
the Celtic traditions may have been suppressed
and they had to hide their knowledge
inside of poems like this.
Just like indigenous people today still weave their symbol
systems and their alphabets into their textiles
and so on, so that it's preserved there.
And then someone tries to kill all the,
all the wisdom keepers as if they had the knowledge,
but it's still inside the very clothing they wear.
So, um, I think the Irish did the same thing here.
Let's see if we can, if I can convince you of that.
So on the right here, we have the famous Emerald tablet.
This is considered the core text of alchemy
and hermetic alchemy in particular.
And it goes, I'll just read it as we leaf through it.
So I'll, I'll keep scrolling here.
But we're gonna read through these seven rubrics,
the seven stanzas of the Emerald tablet of thaw of Hermes,
the cortex of alchemy.
So the first rubric, truly without deceit certain,
and most veritable, meaning this is agnostic text.
It's not a conceptual philosophy. We're not here to debate.
This is we're gonna transmit some knowledge, right?
Direct experiential truth that we want to share here. Okay?
The next thing is the next rubric.
That which is below corresponds to that which is above.
And that which is above corresponds to that which is below
to accomplish the miracles of the one thing.
And just as all things come from this one thing
through the meditation of one mind,
so do all created things originate from this one thing
through transformation, everything is consciousness.
Nothing exists except that one consciousness.
Everything that exists is that one consciousness.
This is where we get as above, so
below the law of correspondence.
Okay? Its father is the son, it's mother of the moon.
The wind carries it in its belly.
Its nurse is the earth, it is the origin
of all the consecration of the universe.
It's an inherent strength is perfected if it is
turned into earth.
So a code, the elements, father, son,
fire element mother moon governs the tides water element.
Wind carries it in its belly air element.
Its nurse is the earth, earth element.
Fifth element, ether, quintessence, prima aria potential.
It is the origin of all the consecration of the universe,
alpha Omega, the beginning
and the end, what all the other elements are made of.
And yet we have some work to do on it.
What's that gonna look like?
It's gonna look like this separate the earth from heaven,
the subtle, from the gross, gently,
and with great ingenuity, separate the subtle and the gross.
It rises up, ascending from earth to heaven,
descends down again to the earth,
thereby combining within its within it, the power
of both the above and the below.
So this is a map for the operations.
The first four elements were certain alchemical
operations you're conducting.
Now, there's the next few steps which are to separate
and reunite sio, perhaps and coio.
There's different, uh, interpretations
of the operations here.
But the point is that separation
and reunion is an alchemical operation
that's embedded in the text here.
Finally, thus, you will obtain the glory
of the whole universe.
All obscurity will be clear to you.
This is the greatest force of all powers
because it overcomes every subtle thing in penetrates every
solid thing, okay?
The magnum opus is complete.
We've extracted the quintessence in this way,
the universe was created.
Okay, that's interesting, huh?
I wonder why they say that from this will come many wondrous
applications, because this is the pattern.
Okay? So reality was created this way
originally by the mystery.
All of nature functions this way,
but now we can do the same thing
and create worlds in realities.
That's interesting too. All right, I like it.
Therefore, am I called th rice Greatest?
Hermes having all three parts, the wisdom
of the whole universe.
Herein, have I completely explained the operation
of the sun transmutation, applying
that sunlight to the material.
So all three parts,
the same process repeats whether in physical matter,
psychic, plain spiritual reality,
back to the Irish blessing.
Let's see if we can get some more out of it this time.
I believe essentially in a even more eloquent,
simple, pristine way,
everything we just found in the emerald tablet is right here
in this Irish poem.
May the road rise to meet you so earth.
Well, first of all, let's go back.
Well, I can't go back, but I can't hear.
Let's do it this way. Okay.
Right here in the first few lines, what,
does anyone have a guess as to
what might be encoded there?
In a pretty simple way?
What are the things that are showing up in
these first few lines?
The element, the elements. That's exactly right. Thank you.
So we've got the road, we've got the wind,
we've got the sunshine, we've got the rainfall.
That's cool. So the rain is made of what?
It's made of water. The sun is the fire.
The wind is the wind is the air. What's left? Earth. Earth.
The road is the earth,
But it's not just the earth.
What is the earth? The earth is a road. Okay.
We're walking on a path. And what is the earth element?
This road, we're walking on this path,
we're walking, doing it's rising.
Rising from below to above. That's interesting.
Were you about to say something? No. Okay.
Alright. May the wind be always at your back. Okay.
So the road was rising, the earth was moving up.
Where's the wind coming from? From behind.
And it's at my back. It's moving me forward
on this road that I'm walking.
That's interesting. So we're cre we're starting
to notice directions here.
We're building a medicine wheel. Okay.
So the earth element was rising up from below to above.
The wind element is moving from the back forward.
The sun. May the sun shine warm upon your face. Okay.
So if the sun is shining warm upon my face,
that means I'm facing the sun.
It's in front of me, shining back onto my face.
This is the direction I'm headed on this road.
Where does this road lead Towards the sun?
Towards illumination. This rising road.
Now we've got three different legs
of the medicine wheel happening.
We've got the road rising up from above
below the wind blowing forward from the back,
the sun shining back from the front.
What's next? And the rain
Fall Soft upon your fields from above,
below, from a higher plane
down onto your fields, the rain is falling.
We got the full cross right there. Okay, that's cool.
So the elements are now embedded inside of a cross,
and you, the main character are the center of this entre.
You're walking and you've got all four elements
around you in every direction.
Pretty neat. Okay?
And this is where my favorite part of the poem comes in
because you think, well, that's already pretty cool
that they put all of
that knowledge in the little innocent poem.
And until we meet again, what, what, when do you say,
until we meet again, what does it imply?
Any thoughts? Separation, and what else does it imply?
Coming together. Coming together again, reunion,
those same two operations at the end
of the Emerald tablet that we just saw.
And even less words.
I kind of think this is a better translation to be honest.
It's really, really simple
and clear until we meet again, separate and reunite.
And lastly, just like the Emerald tablet celebrates the end
of the magnum opus, the divine potential manifest,
may God hold you in the hollow of his hand.
And this could be considered a conjunction, the the kenchi,
which is the goal of the, the great work.
Because one way to think
of it is God is holding you in the hollow of his hand.
But another way to think of it is like fingers
on the hand of God.
So it's this reintegration with the divine body
that is the universe becoming one with that.
All right. That's my time. Thank you.
Uh, that's hopefully, thank you very much.
Hopefully a convincing proposal of this new, uh, you know,
parallel and taste.
Yeah, it's a little taste. My dissertation will be published
probably later this year if
you're interested in reading that.
And then there'll be a public book version of
that published, uh, next year.
So if you're interested in reading the text, um,
I am just gonna briefly wrap up.
So what I really like about this traditional chemical
engraving is for some very weird reason,
the Alchemist here is the one inside
of the Crucible, Right?
And where as, as modern scholars, they're even the,
even the Jungian psychologists,
they're a little bit, um, what's the word?
Arrogant. They're like, oh,
those alchemists didn't realize what they were doing.
They were like hallucinating.
But it's actually a, a metaphor
for the psychological growth.
It's like, but it's right here in the engravings.
The alchemist is the metal.
So my hope is that that can convey this message
that the inner transmutation that we're doing on ourselves
is something that is meant to also benefit the world,
transform our surroundings.
The work that we're doing on the world
to benefit others is meant to transform us from within.
It's not just like a savior thing, right?
So that's my hope is that this alchemical knowledge,
the personal and collective transformation is somehow
applicable for you.
And not just theoretical.
Um, we have an eco village, we're developing an academy.
We have in-person retreats, online programs,
all kinds of guest teachers.
Our next big gathering is for the Equinox.
If you happen to be interested, uh, just here's my number.
You can shoot me a text or talk to me after.
Got flyers here. If you wanna learn more about it,
it's gonna be a wellness retreat.
Um, amazing musicians. Blue Morian is playing Monday night.
So we wanna bring this, this vibe
and this culture to the springs area.
Come support, register.
And yeah, the first day, by the way, is an opportunity
for local organizations, holistic facilitators
to network and connect.
So come on Friday, if you'd like, uh, to meet other people
that are organizing in the area.
And yeah, we do. I work with people one-on-one.
All kinds of opportunities to get involved.
So let me know if you're interested. And thanks again.
Thank you.
This Kelly is a good friend.
Kelly has been working in
functional medicine for over 20 years.
She's the author of a book called Nutrition Diagnostics.
You can find out on Amazon
and she'll be speaking on the awesome subject,
the GR brain connection, which has been, you know,
probably something Edgar Casey brought
up over a hundred years ago.
And it's now becoming more mainstream
that science is proving this is a super important subject.
It's almost mysterious
how important it is. Here you go, Kelly.
Well, everyone, I, like Mike said, I'm Kelly Calabrese
with Optimal Wellness Solutions.
I'm an integrated biochemical nutritionist
in functional medicine.
And before I start talking about the impacts
of the gut brain connection, I wanted to share with you
what truly functional medicine is.
And I've been doing it for over 20 years now.
Functional medicine is just nutrition.
And when we think about nutrition, we think about food.
Well, nutrition is not just food.
And especially in our country here, we don't have the
nutrients in our soils anymore.
So we have to do other support
systems to heal.
And we're in a, a traditional society
where someone will have symptoms, they'll be ill,
they'll go to the doctor,
and the doctor is trained fabulously for trauma care.
And we're number one in the world for trauma care.
But our traditional system did not learn
prevention and proactive care.
And so patient goes to the doctor,
the doctor will read a lab, minimal, minimal lab,
and the doctor will say, well, you need to take this drug
or that drug, or we need to cut out a body part.
Well, there's other choices we have
and we have those choices.
And it's about education.
And we as an enlightened community here,
we seek out other sources so we can heal in a different way
so we don't have to lose body parts.
So we don't have to be on medications.
And yes, there's a place for medications, absolutely
for a minimal amount of time.
If someone stays on medications for a very, very long time,
they go down the rabbit hole too far
and they don't know which way is out.
And the reason why I am sharing about medications is
because this is an endocrine disruptor.
We have endocrin disruption,
endocrine disruptors all over the place.
Our EMF waves are endocrine disruptors.
Our foods are endocrine disruptors.
Pharmaceutical drugs are endocrine disruptors, tobacco use,
alcohol use, thorough endocrine disruptors.
Stress is an endocrine disruptor.
So when we have endocrine disruption,
that's when we'll have an impact
to our gut-brain connection.
And when we have those impacts,
the traditional system is not looking at the root cause.
So when we address the gut
and the brain, we're not only addressing those endocrine
disruptors, we're also Addressing
the biophysiological
and the bio environmental toxic exposures.
Your biophysiological are gonna be your viral,
bacterial, parasitic, and fungal.
And then your bio environmental are gonna be your heavy
metals, mercury, pesticides,
organic solvents and petrochemical.
And here in this town, we have
six military installations now,
and a lot of people who have served our country has,
they have that endocrine disruption.
They have those petrochemical toxicities
from being overseas.
And what happens is when you have those impacts,
you then start having impacts
to your cognition, to your brain.
And so it becomes a vicious cycle over and over again.
And people stay on that hamster wheel
and they keep staying on the hamster wheel.
And they keep trying to fix what's happening to them,
but they're not hitting the bullseye.
They keep going around the bullseye
and not hitting the bullseye.
And so we have a lot of different practitioners in our town
calling themselves functional medicine practitioners.
A lot of them have been trained in the traditional system
first, and then they started taking classes to learn more
of the functional medicine piece.
But they're still looking at the labs
in an allopathic way.
And so again, we're not addressing
truly the gut brain connection, which also involves
your endocrine system, which is your hormone system,
your immune system as well.
So when we start looking at all four systems,
and we address health from that standpoint
of really trying to balance those four systems,
and we have many other systems, your kidneys, your liver,
your lymphatic, there's cardiovascular, there's a lot
of different systems we have.
But those four systems, your brain, your digestion,
your immune system, and your hormone system.
When those four systems are strengthened as one unit,
then the other systems of the body will strengthen.
So we have the powerhouse of our cell, the mitochondria.
Our mitochondria is there
to support all the energy systems of our body.
And if the mitochondria is not getting enough energy
or oxygen to produce what needs to be produced in the body,
that's when you start having a breakdown.
And there are six fundamental defects for disease.
It's how I read blood chemistry.
And I use an 80 marker blood test that I designed
with Quest Diagnostics.
And I use those six markers.
So if someone comes to me with a label
that they received from the judicial system,
I'm not gonna look at that label.
'cause I'm not putting a pharmaceutical drug.
I'm not cutting out a body part.
So what I'm doing is I'm looking at those six fundamental
defects to then come up with a program
to help the body heal.
'cause the body's made by design, it's made to win.
It's made to heal itself.
So those six fundamental defects are acidemia.
When the blood chemistry
and is an acid state, usually most of us will have an
an acid blood and alkaline gut.
We need to switch it. We need to have an acid gut
and an alkaline blood chemistry.
So when we are in an acid state,
then we start leaching mineral out
of the bone causing excess free calcium.
So now we have all this floating calcium
happening all over the body.
And when people take in more calcium in a supplement form,
now they have more excess free calcium.
So they're, it's becoming a vicious cycle
and they're creating more chronic inflammation, more of
that inflammatory response.
Inflammation is positive when it's on a a minute scale,
but most of us are living in a very toxic world.
So it's be, be, become chronic chronic inflammation.
And then the fourth fundamental defect is oxidative stress.
Like our rux, our cells are rusting,
like when you cut open an apple, not
that the apples today are ru are getting brown anymore,
'cause it's a GMO food.
Um, avocado is still turning brown.
I don't think they've messed with the avocado yet.
But when you end up oxidizing a fruit,
that's what's happening to our cells.
And the last one is connected tissue degeneration.
And that's when you have bleeding gums
or you go to the chiropractor
and your chiropractic adjustments not sticking.
So you have loose knee,
you're walking and you twist your ankle.
That's connective tissue degeneration.
And I had started with the first one,
which was anaerobic metabolism.
When the mitochondria
of our cell is not getting enough oxygen
to produce, produce the energy.
So when you have these fundamental defects,
it, it applies to our gut brain
and how we're not being able to
create the energy to be healthy and well.
So you're gonna have symptoms of fatigue, sleep deprivation,
weight issues, anxiety, stress
imbalances in the body can be diagnosed
with an autoimmune disease like Hashimoto's.
There's cancer, heart attacks,
strokes, Alzheimer's.
It's all related. So when someone comes to me
and they say, I have this, that,
and that, it's all coming from the same place.
And we're gonna go back to those bio environmental
and bio physiological toxins and then the nutrient deficits.
So we eat organic,
but our organic foods are cross contaminated now.
We can't win in this country.
It, it is just a terrible thing that's happened.
And Big Ag has been doing this for decades.
We started with genetically modified foods
back in the 1960s.
It didn't start taking a bigger
impact in our food system until the eighties.
But we have so many genetically modified foods,
modified foods now, and people don't realize zucchini,
tomatoes, potatoes, apples,
citrus, salmon, these are all good foods,
but they're genetically modified.
So we have to do 'em in organic.
And so we're gonna get a little bit better with the organic,
but still, it's not completely
the clean food that you see in other parts of the world.
And a lot of other countries are fighting Monsanto,
which is now General Mills and Proctor and Gamble.
And because Monsanto went bankrupt,
because of all the legal impacts
that Monsanto was doing, Mexico is banning all
GMO products now.
So their, their corn is now getting better
and how long it's gonna take to get the corn,
which is our number one GMO food back to a state of health.
But We just don't, we just have
to make better choices in whatever we have here.
I mean, I guess we can move
to another country if we're allowed to go.
But, But anyway,
the gut-brain connection is a very important
connection to have.
And once you have a strong gut, you'll have a strong brain.
So addressing the dysbiosis of the gut, addressing sibo,
small intestine, bacterial groat, um, addressing,
um, gerd, uh, just addressing the different impacts
to the gut and,
and creating a clean gut where we're killing off those viral
and bacterial and fungal and parasitic infections.
And a lot of people who have pets, I never say get rid
of your pets, you're just gonna have to do products, um,
herbal support systems to help clean out the gut
because our animals carry a lot of
disease that we don't realize.
And a lot of people will kiss their pets
and sleep with our pets
and they don't realize, um, those kind of impacts
that you're gonna have to the gut and then to the brain.
Any questions?
You have a practice Here.
I have a practice here for over 20 years now.
We're moving to the area.
So we're just trying to learn more about what's your,
Well good. I'll give you
my card and I have my book.
I brought just a couple of books
and yes, like Mike said, the book is on Amazon.
Uh, this is my second edition now.
I wrote my first edition of this book
and published it in 2021.
And then I just published a few months ago.
Uh, my, it's called Nutrition Diagnostics, healing
through Empowerment.
And this book, what I've done, what I'm doing
for the reader is I am offering
a very comprehensive approach to one's health.
So the first section is about micro and macronutrients
and the foods that apply to the micro macronutrients.
The middle section of the book is the Science
Behind Digestion.
And the last part of the book, my baby
is talking about the six fundamental defects for disease,
but allowing the reader to understand how
to read their own blood chemistry
so they can be more informed when they go to their doctor.
So they don't just listen to the doctor
and the doctor says, you need to do this, this, and this.
Well doc, what about this, this, and this?
Doctors hate me
because I will challenge them every step of the way.
'cause knowledge is power. Any more questions?
Would you say your name again? I'm Kelly Calabrese.
Kelly Calabrese.
And Calabrese is spelled C-A-L-A-B-R-E-S-E.
But I'm happy to give you a business card. I have them.
And so you'll have my business card
and you can get onto my website.
My website has my blogs, my podcast, my videos.
It's a very comprehensive website.
It's got a lot of information right
there at your fingertips.
You have any favorite probiotics?
Yes. So there are a lot of probiotics out there,
and they all have their place.
So I ha I carry on my shelf two different probiotic, uh,
formulas, uh, that will, that will entail between six
and eight different strains of bacterium.
And so when you do an antibiotic, you need
to do a probiotic to counter that.
And really you wanna do probiotics,
but if you have those bugs
and worms, parasites, fungal in your gut, you've gotta do
herbal support systems.
I have one that's called GI Synergy
that will help kill off those bugs and worms.
And then, and then actually introducing the, um,
probiotic together.
And then if you actually use a glutamine,
and that's actually one of my systems where it's glutamine
probiotics, and then the GI synergy.
And that's foolproof to help balance the gut
and really heal the gut.
Any more questions?
Well, thank you.
Thank you for staying and listening.
It's, it's lunchtime now. It's break time.
Well, well thank you. And I'll give you a card.
You just come on up if you want my business card, I have it.
So my name is De Kinzie.
I'm here and I'm hoping to talk
to you guys a little bit about regenerative health.
Now we've heard, well,
I guess we haven't heard the last groups heard about
different, different topics on regenerative digestion
and, and other things.
But today we're gonna dive into more of the somatic side
of things, energetic side of things.
Um, so let's get this party started.
Oh, yeah, I got a clicker. So, um, two pieces to this.
Today I work with Susan Blue, who is the co-creator
of the Blue Method, and
that's the somatic side of the house.
In addition, we got Emily Nolan,
who's back there at the Purium table
to talk about the nutrition side of things,
because what we're finding, everyone knows this,
but we don't, we haven't been coming together as,
as humans necessarily,
but you can't have one without the other.
So, um, Emily's been working closely with Blue
and now blue's kind of pulling in the purium conversation
because it makes sense.
So the nutrition and the, and the, um, the somatics
and the energy work, and the reason I am talking today about
this topic and them doing
what I'm doing is about eight years ago, I found myself in
what we would call a health crisis.
I had gotten myself so sick,
and it was a combination of things like all of us.
There's this, this layering of life that,
that comes in at us.
And before you know it, we've got ourselves just buried.
Um, so after being in a very toxic job for a very long time
in the pressure cooker of life, um, very active up
until then, I, uh, I started this yoga teacher training,
which I think there was, there was energetic
or spiritual alignment there
because, um, you, I was gonna go be all bendy and stretchy
and like I was gonna learn how to do all the things right.
Um, but that same week I started that training.
I, I had a motorcycle accident
and it took me from a very active person to,
I couldn't use anything.
And so, oh, I'm clicking too fast.
Um, so the reason I'm here is
because there was a huge journey back.
I have never been a western medicine fan.
Um, would not go to the doctor.
Actually the next day after I did this,
I ran my myself into a building, um, and injured everything.
I went to Canada for work, because you can't miss work.
What would happen if you didn't go
to your job and do the thing?
So I'm in Canada for a week, um, completely injured
and they regain my process.
So coming out of that, um, was a series
of different activities of, you know, trying to figure out
what happens to the body when it's, when it gets stuck.
So everything started to stagnate, everything started to,
um, lock up, couldn't move.
All of a sudden that builds up into the systems of the body,
which then you're not processing, can't breathe.
That translates to how we're showing up in the world.
So my energy's changing how I'm interacting
with people's changing, and this is just
this constant reinforcement.
So through my, um, peeling my way out
of this, I've learned a lot.
And at towards the end of this, I tripped on, um,
Susan and her work.
It started with craniosacral work,
but then she showed me the gin jitsu, which immediately
we're gonna talk about this in a second.
Immediately started to be, provide benefit to the body,
being able to allow the energy to move through the body.
And all that stagnation was like just a little bit better,
felt so much better.
So I was like, okay, I gotta know more about this stuff.
And so I started torturing friends and family on my table
and just started going after it.
Um, but regeneration is a word that we, you hear a lot.
There's a lot of, I'm a terms fan,
but it's, it's an everything.
It's an everything. So we, we start with a conversation
with nature, right?
For us to, for things to regenerate,
we need the, it needs to be safe.
A seed can't sprout if it's the, the soil's not right
or the environment's not right.
But we have to have to have that protection.
We have to have resources, the nourishment and the energy.
And that's where having really nutritious food,
energized food is so important.
Connection. The connection to the environment,
whether you're talking about nature
or you're talking about us, we don't function well without
connection within our body, outside
of our body with one another.
And the time and space resting, pausing, right?
Being able to have the space to expand and grow and,
and have everything, um, work its magic is important.
So as we talk about these things,
I don't know if you notice, I mean,
this is a very quiet room today,
but when you walked in, you immediately,
your nervous system immediately decided whether this is a
safe, comfortable place to be today.
That's, that's, we do that in every moment.
That's what the nervous system is wired for, right?
And so as long as we're not under immediate threat,
we can feel comfortable.
We can be in here and we can be connecting with one another.
Um, the resources, the nourishment, the energy, um, we have
to have resources,
welcome time and space.
The pause, the rest, the downtime is necessary.
And then the connection. So we're not any different than
anybody else as far as, or any other aspect of regeneration.
If our body doesn't feel safe, the center point of, um,
of somatics is the nervous system.
So having the nervous system is always out, reaching out
to find out whether we have safety, whether we have, um,
any threat coming in through the senses.
And the body will then re re that will respond accordingly.
And so the safety protection
and the resourcing, the time, space
and connection is important for the nervous system
to be able to allow the body to, to function.
Um, we're not gonna do that 'cause it's so small.
So when we talk about energy,
the second thing on the slide was about how we need energy.
So we have to have a source. Everything
that is going on in our, in our existence, from outside
of us to inside of us.
Our systems require energy from the cells all the way
to the organs, to how
how the chemicals interact in the body.
Energy is, is important and necessary.
So the quality of our energy is really important.
The systems, organs of chemical reaction relies on
that energy and the quality of what we're taking in,
not only from an environmental
perspective, but for the food.
If you haven't, if you get a chance,
Emily's probably gonna bring around some snack stuff.
She's gonna bring some nutrition to us.
But the quality of the food
also informs the quality of our energy in the body.
So if there's no life force in our food, processed foods,
you know, packaged foods, all the things that we have,
have become a staple in our lives, don't have a lot
of life force in them.
They could have some nutrition, which is, it's good.
I mean, you'll get something out of it.
But the, the, the life force, the energy that
that is exists in the food is really important.
So as we energize the body
and the body becomes a more positive, energetic, the signals
of the bodies, we'll we'll inform how we're thinking,
how we're moving through the world, how we're interacting
with everybody and, and moving through the day.
So our field, as we charge this guy up, we fuel it
with our thinking, with our eating, with our being.
The field around us is informed by that.
It, we all in here generate an electromagnetic field.
And we are sharing that in every moment.
We just aren't conscious of it a lot until we are,
and that's a whole, whole nother conversation.
But that field is informed by,
by our, our energy.
And so as we go out into the world
and we are intersecting people
and they trigger us, they're not doing anything to us,
they're triggering something that's in our nervous system
that says, whoa, you look familiar.
Um, something about you makes me uncomfortable
and, you know, sets me off in some way from some nervous
system pattern from the past.
So that that's what we're carrying around.
If we, if we aren't conscious of it, the heart,
the nervous system, and the meridian pathways contribute.
So we're gonna talk about the meridians and the jiujitsu
and how that fuels the ener energy of the body.
So when we're grounded
and regulated, we have a coherent field.
And that means that, um, we have a, a wifi signal, so
to speak, that in that is more positive
and welcoming for other people, right?
Bottoms up. Shots, shots, shots, shots.
Delicious, right? It's good.
Um, so yeah, so being grounded
and regulated, um, creating a coherent field allows us
to interact in the world, allows our body to function.
Um, and it allows other people to enjoy our presence more.
Like this is how we influence the world is if we as we are,
are able to get our energy, uh, up and our, our health
and vitality into the body that informs
how we're showing up in the world.
So to my story, under a lot of stress
and unresolved trauma, you can,
you end up with that erratic.
Like when you, someone comes at us
and you're like, whoa, something's going on with
that person, even though they're probably not physically
showing you some, you know, something obvious.
You can feel, you can feel it if you tune into it.
And that is just a result
of something going on in their body.
It is not a result of us coming into,
into relationship in the moment.
So we can feel internally
and externally how we are feeling, how they're feeling.
It's just whether we register it in a healthy way or not.
So the meridians of the body, there's 12 meridians
of the body, and they, they, they support the functions.
Oh, see, this is fun.
Um, so the different systems of the body, the organ pairs
of the body are fed by how the energy
pathways are running through the body.
And this isn't a chart to study,
but it's just an understanding that, um,
if we have some things, if we're having, um,
if we've held different nervous system patterns in the body
for prolonged periods of time, we start
to hold ourselves in that way.
So the folks that are anxious
and like breathing
and their shoulders are back, the people
with lower back problems, right?
And our, and the musculature of the upper body starts
to carry that signature
because the body's trying to hold itself up
and compensate for that.
Similarly, the, the, the folded in in, in the folks
that are just feeling like the energy is seeping out
of the body, but they're feeling depressed, that energy, um,
and that, that structural tone that happens with
that shows up in the physical form.
So while someone can come to me
and say, oh my gosh, fix my shoulders, fix my hip,
fix my leg, right?
What we know underneath the surface is there's a nervous
system pattern that's creating the outcomes here.
And so once we are able to tend to these energetic pathways
and open them, it's a big loop.
I don't know if you've heard about the Chinese body clock,
but it's a 24 hour loop.
The systems of the body clean themselves every 24 hours so
that you just, it cycles through each
of these at different times of the day
and allows them to clear.
And if they can't, um, then,
then we start to see distortion.
We start to see issues with the body, um,
and the, the performance of it.
So these meridians are what's used when we talk about the,
the gentian jujitsu, which is a,
a Japanese form of acupressure, really.
And so when we are able to kind of work with these
and free them up, this whole, the whole system is, is,
is freed up to do, to do more
and clean out the way it's intended to.
So how, so how do we get stuck?
The nervous system is that intersection
between the physical form
and what's happening outside of us, period.
It's, it's that way since we were in, in the womb,
our nervous system knows what's happening
and it, it responds accordingly.
And we have spent our lives developing strategies
to, to manage through our environment.
So if you're in a toxic work environment
for prolonged periods of time,
and if speaking up is the thing that they don't like,
you develop a strategy, right?
You fold in a lot
of the nervous system patterns were developed when we were
much younger, when we were unable to,
to manage our environment and it, we had to, to survive it.
So if we were in an unsafe environment, keeping quiet,
folding in and, and staying in the corner, so to speak,
was one of the things we did.
And that's, that's important to recognize
because these, the nervous system is so, um, intelligent.
It will be efficient in developing the strategy it needs.
And it will, the reason we have, we have things trigger is
because it's all stored, it's efficient.
So when we were little, if, if we weren't allowed
to speak up or we didn't have a voice in our situation
and the environment was out of our control,
that's likely what we carry forward.
Until we recognize that, that's something we now
as an adult have complete control over.
And so these patterns, um,
that we are experiencing in our older adult life are likely
a result of something that's happened in a
much younger version of ourselves.
And so, as people go through the course with us, I,
they hear me say the thing's, not the thing.
Because when we come up against something in our environment
right now, it's not necessarily what we're upset about.
It's, it's touched on a little sensitive place inside of us.
It said, you know, this pattern is active.
Why are you speaking up? You're not,
you don't have a voice, you don't matter.
So fold in, be quiet, walk off, you know,
or explosive anger.
Like, I know how to deal with this.
F I'll just, I'll just take it out. You know?
So there's these, these patterns that were developed are,
are not necessarily who we are today.
And I would say they're not who we are today.
It's actually recognizing
that this is just a previous version of ourselves
and we're acting out of that particular phase of our life.
So, you know, you know, you say you're acting like a
3-year-old, sometimes we do,
and it sounds a little embarrassing, a little like, ooh,
but it's kind of sad too,
because that's when we learned
how we were gonna get what we needed.
And we, we behaved in a way that, that that allowed us
to get what we needed to survive.
And it's actually beautiful.
So rather than like beating ourselves up
and we celebrate that and,
and actually allow ourselves to be with that version
of ourselves, it was like, yeah, you were smart.
You knew what to do. You know how to do this.
So as we consciously evaluate our safety, right?
And, and the body mobilizes
likely we're mobilizing against something that
that's listed from the past.
Um, so awareness is key.
Awareness reveals the patterns that we carry,
and the regulation helps reinform the nervous system.
So the nervous system has no timeline. That's the good news.
That's awesome. Because when we have this like activation,
like all of a sudden I'm like, whoa,
why am I so p****d off right now?
Like, s**t, I'm gonna breathe the nut, figure that out.
I'm like, oh yeah, I feel like I'm 12 right now.
So I'm gonna sit down and like be my 12-year-old.
I'm gonna talk to her for a minute and I'm gonna breathe
through it and allow myself to experience that
and go, Hey, you know what?
We aren't in that environment anymore.
We have a voice, we have a presence.
We have all these things available to us.
Now I can be someone different.
And that just really, that updates the, the calm
and the, the release of the body naturally occurs
because you've updated the nervous system
to a current version of yourself.
You are the adult in the room now, which is,
which is the goal of the whole thing.
So let's talk about how these work.
The parasympathetic in the,
the parasympathetic nervous system are part
of the autonomic nervous system.
And those, that's what's kicking off in every moment.
These either we're in the sympathetic
or parasympathetic state.
Sympathetic means we're our tookus is on fire
and we're going, we're in an unsafe state,
and we're the nervous system is gonna choose
how we're gonna respond to that.
Now, when we're able to take a deep breath and,
and kind of get, get step away from that situation
and get ourselves into a, a restful state, oops,
then hit the right button,
then we end up in this parasympathetic sympathetic state
that allows the body to rest.
Everything's available to us.
So if you see here, right, as soon as something happens,
you know, if someone dropped a book, you notice,
if you ever notice, the eyes are gonna
go, whoa, what did just happen?
Body's gonna jump. Everything's gonna, like,
you're gonna have a little uptick in your heart rate.
Like all those systems
that kick on to say, whoa, whoa, whoa.
Are we safe? Are we safe? Are we safe?
That's your sympathetic nervous system kicking in.
As soon as we are able to take a deep breath,
assess the situation
and come back from that, then everything can come back.
The, the pupils return.
We have, we have breath, we have, you know,
the digestion kicks back in
and all these things are available to us.
So understanding that the nervous system is,
is really run by these two is so empowering.
It's so empowering because when we are not in a restful
state, we can show you how to get back
to level of regulation.
And it's so much simpler than we've ever been told.
It's so much simpler. So we're gonna talk about
that in the other direction.
So again, this is just another version,
but as, as we get a level of safety, we can relax people
with hormonal issues
and digestive imbalances, people living in
that constant constrict, constricted state.
And I hit on corporate a lot
'cause that's just my background.
As I sat with all that muck
and acid in my system, that's what was going on.
I was, I was always stuck and sympathetic,
but I'd been there so long and I didn't know how to get out.
I didn't even know that was a thing.
But that's the safety
and allowing the hormones to the digestion, the kidneys,
the body starts to just restore itself naturally.
It doesn't need that much more help.
You just clear the path, you give it safety
and you give it nutrition in the, in the,
in the, in the threat, right?
It's, it's all this stuff.
It's as soon as we get into these issues into an
environment, and it could be something
so much subtler than we realize,
it could just be a personality that reminds you of something
that was not safe in the past.
Those states of, of, um, of nervous system.
Attention can be outside of our conscious awareness.
And it's, it's just a matter of being able to sit with it
and, and be with the discomfort of that activation
to recognize more about it.
So when we can't respond,
so we have activation when we're young
or we have an activation as an adult
and we can't do the fight, flight, freeze, or fold.
Um, and we, we try to write it out.
We try to cram it down
'cause we're good people, good women, good men.
We, we don't act like that at work
or, you know, we comply when we can't respond.
The the nervous system logs that it wires it into the system
and it, it bunches it up.
It's, it's not able to fully discharge the responses
and they become embedded in the nervous system.
So I had an example the other night.
I had someone at my house, um, I'm sitting there,
all of a sudden I, my screen door opens
and I hear someone walking in.
I'm like, oh, that must be Emily.
That must be so and so, you know, I'm like,
you know, like, what, what, what they're doing.
So I looked out the people and there's
this guy I don't even recognize.
Long story short, he was out in front of my house,
like staring at the house, pacing.
And as this is happening,
what's great about this is I recognize all the symptoms.
First. My arms are lighting up, then my body's like this.
And my, my breath is just like,
and I'm, I'm, I'm a little
peaker like taking pictures out there.
'cause he's getting agitated and he's, and he's going back
and forth and watching my body do this.
And I, and, and teaching this
and being in this work, it was intense.
He stayed out there for at least three minutes.
I finally had locked, I batten down the hatches,
did all the right things, right?
I took care of my environment and I just sat
and I tried to get back to work and do other things.
And so, but it took so much time,
like at first I wanted to say, I wanna get outta my body.
I wanna outta my body. I don't wanna
feel, I can't breathe, I can't breathe.
And I'm like, I dunno if this guy's coming back.
So I was doing all the things,
and that's what we usually do.
We just stay with that. And we go, okay.
And then we tell the story and we, you know,
help other people feel stressed about it.
But after getting my s**t together
and being able to kind of be with it, like, okay,
what's happening here?
Um, I was able to get myself down
and regulated, be able to kind of get the, it's the breath,
being able to bring the breath into the body
and reinform the nervous system that, okay, the guy is gone.
You, you circled the, you circled the house,
closed the doors, sit down, breathe
and bring that down into a, a, a place.
But I noticed it starting to, like, I was, I was trying
to push it into the body and I could,
and I, you know, I could have just stayed there and,
and been scared for days.
I've had another situation where I stayed scared for days.
Like I'm checking my house and I'm like, I'm all,
I'm just constantly under threat
because I never really got myself
to discharge it in a way that, that was healthy.
So it can lead to chronic tension
or in pain, like we talked about,
like staying in that elevated state.
I mean, I can't even describe, like, I haven't been in
that elevated state in quite a long time.
But that level of, of tension in the lungs in my, you know,
the, the bracing of the body being there
and staying there for a long period
of time can really be hard on the physical body
and the emotional triggers, right?
They're, they're my, my body's reaching all the way back
to every time I wasn't safe.
And then a nervous system that defaults
to a certain survival pattern.
So always like the fight
or flight, if, if we've been under in the fight
or flight mode for extended periods of time, that's
where the body's naturally gonna want to go.
It's just, it's just wired that way.
We've got this, when we were little,
we've developed these patterns.
They've worked, it's great.
So the body's like, okay, we know what to do.
Wha and then we're down for the count,
or we're like wired, wired up.
So it's important to recognize this is
where the blue method comes in.
Shortening the distance between having an experience,
experiencing activation in our body and,
and getting to the other side
of it is a lot shorter than we've ever been told.
I'm gonna skip that one because I think I
just talked about it on accident.
So how do we clear the systems?
So we talked about the meridians, you saw the,
the energy systems that run through the body.
It's like a phone line.
If it's, if it's distorted, if we, if we're,
if it's contorted, if we hold,
hold tension on our shoulders,
and a lot of you saw this chart, a lot
of meridians running through here.
We're we're, we're scrunching down the, the flow
of energy in the valley and, um, the life force can't move.
So we, we, the tools that,
that I use in my practice are somatic processing.
This is the identification
and releasing of the stored tension in the body.
I use Chen jitsu,
which is a acupressure type energetic work, which is,
I don't bring energy to the, to the body,
but I, I invite the client
to connect their energy through their meridians.
And that that is, um, that's the way those meridians get,
um, freed up and the energy start flowing.
And then the last piece for me is the regenerative detox
and supporting the body with nutrition, with the supplements
that say, Hey, you know what, um, I used to think that
eating, I got all my energy from, from eating the food
and digesting it and that, that was the energy.
Guess what, if there's no energy in our food,
the energy in the food is the energy, the rest
of the nutrients, yes, the body uses,
but the energy that we're taking in healthy, pure, you know,
nutrition is so important to helping
as we free up things in the body
that stored those stored stuck places.
Hold the toxins, hold things that we've been carrying around
for years because it, it's, it,
it, it didn't know what to do.
It didn't know what to do with it.
And so it, it just stores it up.
And the, the, um, um, the nutrition
and the regenerative detox, doing things for the body
to help that come outta the body is so important.
So let's talk about the somatic processing.
We talked about how the body holds our
experiences and our emotions.
Um, and it's based on how we're feeling
and what we've decided who we are
and who we are is not the sum of what we've,
what we've chosen for our lives.
It's not, that's not who we are.
And so recognizing in those, those patterns that we hold
where there's an opportunity to release that old,
those old ideas, those old identities,
and, um, a free up space is, is really powerful.
And it happens through direct experience.
So there's, there needs to be an experience of, I'm gonna,
I'm gonna go into this situation that,
that had me completely activated.
I'm gonna go in and I'm gonna touch
it and I'm gonna be okay.
We, the somatic processing through the blue method
and what we teach is the ability
to be in the activation of it.
Feel the nervous system, feel that activation
that I had the other night.
Like, be in that really uncomfortable place long enough
to say, okay, body, we're gonna breathe through this.
We're gonna connect with it.
We're gonna, we're gonna look right at it.
We're gonna give it to our
awareness and we're gonna watch it.
And it's just going to allow it to dissipate.
It allows the body to go, oh, wait a minute.
Okay, I guess I'm not unsafe right now.
And so that all that activation, all of that tension
that's in the body has permission to start
to just dissipate and melt away.
And as we bring that awareness to it
and that we are with the sensations,
we tune out of our body.
I don't know about you all, but this took me so long to get,
like, I, I've worked with people like I can't get it.
I'm like, I know, I know.
It took me years to get this s**t
and I know I'm asking you to do this,
but it, it, it, we just aren't taught how to pay attention
to the sensations of the body.
It's, it's, and it's foreign.
Because if we do that, then we know we're uncomfortable.
We know how much pain we're in,
but the distance of sitting with that isn't as long
as we think it is, we don't have to stay with it.
We just have to say, oh, I see you.
The body's trying to tell me something. I see you shoulder.
Thank you for holding me for so long.
Let's hang out with that and to see what,
what's available to us.
And it allows that to release and dissipate.
So through awareness notice in the sensation,
using the breath and movement, whatever it takes to engage
with the body, give it your awareness, it allows the release
and regulation of the body.
And as that release and regulation happens, there's a need
for us to take who we thought we were, who we actually are,
and bring that together in a level of integration.
So we have the body has the, the wisdom to do this.
It's always, it's always communicating.
And as soon as we, we give it this, it's,
it's like it never forgot.
It's just been waiting for us to do it.
So it knows how to do it.
And it's not about controlling it, you know, a lot
of us having, you know, if we have pain, we have
to go do something, have to, well go to the doctor
or whatever, but go, you know, get a massage
and go get some painkillers and go effort it.
And I, I gotta learn about this
and I gotta do some things about it.
As soon as we're in that space of efforting it,
we are not in a witness state.
So it, it, it doesn't allow the body to feel
and to, um, feel in control of this situation.
And so this way of working
through this helps us move from survival into a level
of connection and presence.
So it's a bridge that's available to us.
It takes us from the unconscious surviving every day it the
states that we, we hold into another level
of embodiment and resilience.
And through this freeing up of energy
and, um, information in the body, we can,
we can meet the world in a different way.
So the blue method is, is restated
what we were talking about earlier is, is the method
that we teach in our somatic processing course.
And it allows people and the goal for the course,
and if you are interested in learning more about it, um,
I'd love to talk to you more about it.
But it, it's, it's a way of, of empowering people
to do this work a little bit at time.
It's not to, hey, say, hey,
I got all this trauma and I got all this stuff.
Let's just, let's just dive in. It's not how it works.
'cause if you do that, you are gonna tip the apple cart
over and it's not gonna be great.
But teaching the body what it feels like to go,
I can touch on something uncomfortable, I can be
with it and I'm okay.
And then you go to the next one
and you, you, you're able to be a little bit deeper,
a little bit more aware, a little bit more conscious
of what's going on in the body, um, just
through some simple steps.
If you take nothing away, the thing that, the only place
that we can interrupt that pattern, that process of, of, um,
sympathetic response is through our breath.
So the nervous system's gonna listen to it, listens
to our breath pattern, and it listens
to its old information.
So if we are able to be with, uh, the breath in a way
that's rhythmic and slow,
we can take ourselves from an activated state into a level
of, um, of regulation is what they call it.
So you can, we can bring all that down into something
that we can now have access to our faculties again.
So as soon as we're elevated, everything shuts down.
You're not thinking we're responding
and body's wanting to say, get the heck outta here, run.
But breath is the entry point.
So if you're having anxiety, if you're having levels
of depression, if you're having these really extreme
responses in your life, use your breath.
I'm not saying go do breath work, be careful
because again, the body listens to the breath pattern.
If you go out and do some really intense
Wim Hof breath pattern, you're gonna,
you're gonna get yourself in a, in a more, um,
um, activated state.
It's just the way that's supposed to happen.
So there's a time and the place for breath, the breath work,
but when we're talking about bringing the body into regular
state, coming out of an activation, the breath is the thing.
And so the course takes us, we start there,
but we also learn and we, we embody and,
and have a, a felt sense of what it feels like to walk
through this, to listen
and locate in our body
where we're holding these different patterns
and watch them as they unwind.
And what happens to us when
we, when we allow that to happen.
So there, there we have some practical steps that we can,
can relate and then integrate into our every day so that
as we go through the course, by the time we get to the two
and a half day retreat, the, the level of, um, trauma,
I'm not fond of the word, but the level
and the depth of what we're able to walk
through is, is deeper.
And the connection of the people
that are going through it together is deeper.
And so being in that place and,
and allowing people to touch on those, those things
that are disrupting their lives is life changing.
And I would love to tell you more about that.
So how much time do I have?
We'll, outta time. I'm outta time. Okay.
Just real quick, uh, in chen jitsu, um,
I did you wanna do one?
I heard that. Um, so jin jitsu is the other half
of my personal practice
and that, that's working with the meridians.
You can see these, the lineup of these, um,
touch points here are along the meridian lines.
Um, and through different types of flows across the, the,
um, energy locks they call them allows
and invites the bo the energy to move through the body.
So, um, being with the, the client
and allowing their energy, this is a, again, I,
I'm a big fan of not bringing my own stuff to other people,
but inviting the energy
to operate within the client themselves.
And so the body will, will reveal
where the meridians are weak or where they need some support
and through a different, uh, connections on the body
and waiting for that energy to say, oh yeah, I remember
where I remember you.
It starts to connect and run
and, um, I promise there's no needles,
but it supports, you know, getting that energy running
and allowing the body to refuel allows a nervous system also
to come out of activated states.
And the regenerative detox part is allowing the body and,
and supporting the body and cleansing out the toxins
and the debris of years and years and years of stagnation.
It took me so long to get through this phase of my recovery
because it just had been way too long.
And a lot of us are in that state it recognizing that when,
when, when we are not mobile, neither is this.
So we work with the body through regenerative detox
to allow the lymphatic system to run, to remove and,
and allow the acids that have been sitting there for all
that time to process.
And all those, those three tools I found were the most
productive path for me to get back to a healthy state.
And I think I'm out of time. So, or wired for health.
That's it. It it's not, it's not meant to be a challenge.
It's not meant to be a workout, it's just clear the path do.
And it could be these modalities, it could be any
of the modalities, but allowing the body, the space,
all those, those, those, those elements of safety,
connection, resources, nutrition, give it to the body
and it will take care of the rest for you.
So I really hope that whatever you're searching for,
that you're able to, to use those tools.
Um, so if you want more information on Purium,
that's Emily back there.
She'll give you another snack maybe.
But, um, she's back there
and I'm happy to talk to you about the course that we teach
for the somatic processing
and thank you for the extra time.
Sorry about that.
All right. I figure today I could talk about what the law
of one books say about metaphysical cycles and ascension
and the subject of cycles is very broad.
There's many kinds of cycles.
Um, and I should also clarify for people who are not aware
that when I'm talking about the law of one,
I'm talking about a series of books that were produced
and there was channel information that was channeled
between 1981 in 1984.
They were published under the title
of the law of one series.
Also the newest publication is called The Rock Contact.
And the rock contact books are essentially the,
the original transcripts as close as they could get
to the original audio recordings.
So this is one of the most legit channeled material I've
ever come across because they maintained, um, authenticity
with the original audio recordings.
You could hear the woman channeling originally
in, in the 1980s.
And she was go out of her body. She didn't really have a,
a conscious awareness, but they did a lot
of protection rituals and
the language was incredibly precise.
Uh, there was no, um, deviations in, in the, in the,
in the wording, the phrasings.
It was very, very precise
and very, very coherent and logical.
Um, channel material, very specific,
very specific material they get into.
So there's, there's a lot of reasons I love these books,
but I'll be, be sharing about it.
It's a little bit hard for people to wrap their heads around
because sometimes the language is a little bit obtuse,
a little bit hard to get your head around,
but if you read it enough
times, it starts to make more sense.
And it was question and answer format only.
So it wasn't like they were giving it discourse on one
subject, they would answer whatever questions this, this,
uh, researcher Don Elkins would, would have on that day.
And so he was not, uh, going from, uh, subject to subject.
He was, he was very often jumping around.
So that's why it can har become harder
to understand if you don't read it all the way
through from start to finish.
But I'll, but I'll try to distill some of the, the,
the more important subjects I feel.
So these books gave, um, sort of a, a cosmic
big picture overview of what's going on on the planet
with our evolution and with the hi, the, the history of
what happened on earth, the history of what's gonna happen,
um, for the race in general,
and the, the path of evolution that we're on.
And so the cycles are one way of wrapping your head
around what's happening on earth,
because there have been cycles of evolution, uh,
for hu for humans on Earth.
And there've been cycles of evolution for animals on earth
and for even for rocks,
because all, all of, all of all
of physical reality is representative of a manifestation,
of a deeper aspect of consciousness of, of the,
of the creator, the infinite creator, choosing
to express itself through
different densities of consciousness.
And so they, you know,
they described the first density of consciousness.
They also call it the cycle of awareness,
which is an interesting way, way of, uh, thinking about
what a rock is going through.
Uh, rock is going through growth and attempts to be aware.
And, and this is the same as,
as all the basic, um, elements.
But once awareness reaches a certain threshold
and seeks growth, then you enter in the second density,
which is the cycle of growth.
And there's seven densities.
It's like the colors of the rainbow.
It corresponds to the shockers, it corresponds to,
to different, uh, aspects of consciousness that,
that, that, that it, you could say the, the mind
of the galaxy chose to explore
through these different seven lenses.
And that's why we have seven different chakras, is
because of these different levels of, of our reality,
where the first, in, in, in terms of human body,
when we think about, um, the red chakra,
we're thinking in terms of survival.
We're thinking in terms of the foundations of what it means
to be aware as a being.
And the second, uh, density, the second chakra,
represents the cycle of growth.
And so there's long, long periods of time that animals
or plants will be reincarnating again
and again to learn, to grow
and learn, to choose to be self-aware.
And that's why the third density is called the
density of self-awareness.
And so this is also corresponding to the, the yellow chakra,
and it corresponds to the way in which we deal
with each other and trying to understand
how we fit in in a society
because we're now aware of ourselves,
whereas we're the animals will be more dealing with, um,
a, a court of a high, a Pac mind, pac mentality,
a tribe mind, where they're, where they're
instinctively going with the consciousness of those
around them to feel like a unit.
So they don't see that much of a difference
between themselves and those in their pack.
They identify completely with the pack.
And so there's, there's not as much self-awareness
as individuals until you get to the third density.
Uh, and that's where the, the baseline
of humanity is still stuck.
And this, this, this is kind of like the theme of
where we're at on this planet,
because many of the be beings according to the,
the raw material, um, I'll, I'll read this quote.
There are entities experiencing your timespace continuum,
your time space continuum, who have originated from many,
many places in the creation
for when there is a cycle change, those who must repeat
the thorough density cycles of growth, those
who must repeat then find a planetary sphere
appropriate for this repetition.
It is somewhat unusual for, for a planetary mind, body,
spirit complex, the planet to gain humans,
to gain beings from many,
many various loci d different locations
throughout the galaxy.
But this explains much for you.
See, you are experiencing the third dimensional occurrence
with a large number of those who must repeat this cycle.
The orientation thus has been difficult to unify even
with the aid of many of your teachers.
So the idea,
and I think others have taught this in different ways, is
that we're earth is basically like a place for the,
the people who flunked growth on other planets with.
And, and this is unusual, that Earth has, is an example
of a planet that has
so many different influences according to this material.
And Mars is one of the more significant examples of this
that's very clear for us to see.
Uh, you know, a a lot of what humanity is on, on earth was
genetic tweaking of the people
who lived on Mars going back over 75,000 years ago,
and they made their planet inhospitable.
And it's because of that baggage that they're bringing,
that that earth is, is in a very difficult situation.
A lot of people are still stuck in the same
energies, which are chaotic.
We don't necessarily even know what we want
because people have been doing their own thing,
but not really choosing a strong spiritual path.
Uh, and, and this is a history that goes back
to another planet called Mold Deck,
which is the asteroid belt.
Now, the planet got blown up.
And so this is a unusual, um, uh,
planet where we have many different sources.
There's at least 15 other planets they've talked about in
these books that, that brought in souls
where those planets became not capable of supporting life in
that type of evolution that those individuals were needing.
Although it could be that many of these planets,
these 15 other planets, the beings, um,
mostly on those planets may have evolved to a certain point.
And it's just those that couldn't open their hearts
to a certain degree, couldn't learn to accept light and,
and see in terms of unconditional love
and the value of harmony, the people
who couldn't see those things ended
up meeting another planet.
And Earth was the convenient choice for, for their souls
and their higher selves to relocate them.
Um, so 75,000 years ago, there were perhaps
one half of our population
were those from Mars,
and one quarter were actually, uh,
naturally on native to earth.
Um, so there, there are still a lot of, uh, like
apes animals who evolved to the point of being able
to accept the self-awareness.
And, and at least 25,000 years ago,
or 75,000 years ago, this was
what they would call three major cycles
or one master cycle as,
as the consciousness was at that stage.
And there was not that many people here on their planet
75,000 years ago.
But at that point, there were a lot
that were actually native, um,
but still only one quarter even then
and now it's, we're, we're,
it seems like we're primarily souls that, that were stuck,
uh, on this planet mal deck.
And those souls took a while to heal from the, the tragedies
and traumas of that, that plane.
Um, but one
of the reasons I'm talking about cycles is
because these, these major cycles of evolution
that happen on the, on the planetary galactic scale,
they're all essentially mirrored on
the personal individual levels.
And we all have our own cycles that we're going
through month to month.
It's most noticeable on like a monthly basis.
You'll have highs. Sometimes in the month you'll have lows.
And the reason that we're going through all these variations
of experience, um,
and a cycle represents many different types
of experience spread out over time, is
because we're trying to hammer in the lessons in,
in every different angle that we can get, get at it.
So we will have deliberately programmed conflict in our
lives that's, uh, partly engineered by a higher self,
partly engineered when we're making arrangements
with souls in between lifetimes.
Many people have spoken about this, this phenomenon of the,
the soul families and the pre-incarnate agreements
that are made so that we, we have opportunities
for lessons from people who have very different points
of view, very different, uh, personalities
and energies that they, they can bring into our lives.
But we're, we're giving ourselves cycles of opportunity to,
to experience each of these different lessons in like,
like a classroom.
And, and the more you can see your life as, as a,
as a series of lessons in a classroom,
the more you can step away from feeling like there is
something that you have to be attached to
or identified with,
because it's just whatever's gonna
be most useful or helpful.
That's what we're being given.
Um, but one of the things they said was, uh, in session 19,
those truly helpless are those
who have not consciously chosen a, a path for themselves,
but who repeat patterns without knowledge of the repetition
or the meaning of the pattern.
Those who are truly helpless are those
who have not consciously chosen like the path of love,
but who repeat patterns without knowledge of the repetition
or the meaning of the pattern.
So in your life, being able to know
where repetitions are occurring is extremely beneficial.
And doing a meditation on, you know,
have I seen this before in my life?
Where did I see this before?
That's, that's a great starting point
for breaking through blockages.
And then the meaning of the pattern
is the other layer of it.
What does this mean that I'm continuously having
this repetitive thing happen?
A a a lot of people just don't even think that it, that
life should be any different than it has always been
because we're, we're sort of programmed to be like drones
because we're useful to other people who use us for work,
use us for energy.
And if we can see that we're in a cycle that we don't have
to be in, then we can understand why we're being faced
with these experiences again and again,
and we can make, make new choices about
how we can be more aware of our own distortions.
Distortion is a word used very often in the material,
but, um, we can be aware of our blockages.
We can be aware of the positive
and negative charges that we're identified with
and attached to, and we can do more work on
self-forgiveness, self-healing,
and all the things people have been speaking about today.
Um, we have to identify where it is.
We're, we're, we're blocked.
And, and once we're more consciously working on those,
those patterns and cycles that we've been stuck in, then we,
then that's how we can liberate ourselves
by putting the right attention on it, doing the right love
and forgiveness work with ourselves
and forgiving others, uh,
because it's still just, uh, a game of learning how to break
through, um, the unforgiveness in our lives,
which is essentially what karma is.
Uh, karma is a way of looking at our lives in terms of
the energies that are, are traveling along
that have not been stopped.
And those energies that, that are built up can be positive
and negatively charged, but we're attached to them.
We're continuously coming back to the same kinds
of things when we're strongly attached to energies
and forgiveness or acceptance.
I, I see forgiveness and acceptance as kind
of being synonymous, but when you,
when you apply forgiveness to a situation,
they say it's like putting on the brakes to the inertia,
and then we can withdraw from that, that kind of attachment,
and we can move on to something else that we would choose,
which could be of a higher vibrational nature,
accepting more light into our lives.
Um, but they do say that the programming
that exists on these cycles, that happens again
and again to keep us re-experiencing things,
to help us break through, um, at any point in time,
both self and any involved other self may
through the process of understanding acceptance
and forgiveness, ameliorate these patterns.
And this is true at any point in an incarnate pattern,
thus one who has set in motion and action may forgive itself
and never again make that error.
This also breaks or stops what you call karma.
So without having to experience anything
repeatedly in our lives, we can go within
and find that space consciously apply the forgiveness,
the, the process of understanding,
acceptance and forgiveness.
Understanding can be the hardest thing if we haven't,
if we're having trouble facing something.
Um, and that's why facing your fears is so helpful.
You know, we don't understand that
fears are always illusions.
There's nothing to be afraid of.
This is, this is all a giant illusion.
And believing that there is something to be afraid
of is largely why we get stuck on, on fears
and facing that there's nothing to be facing it directly so
that we know there's nothing to be afraid of,
helps you break through that.
Um, so ultimately what we're, what we're dealing
with in the, in the major 25,000 year cycle, I,
I briefly mentioned is, you know,
we're incarnating again and again,
and we're trying to, um, get to the point where we're ready
for the ending of the cycles,
because the ending of the cycles are where,
and they, they use this trippy phrase they say at the ending
of a cycle.
It's like the clock strikes the hour,
and the gateway from intelligent energy
to intelligent infinity opens regardless
of circumstance on the striking of the hour.
And this is the graduation. This is the ascension.
This is what's happening in our,
in our lifetime it would seem, or the near future.
They gave a window of 100 to 700 years, they said,
as a transition period, the earth is moving into a higher
energy region of the galaxy.
And this started in the 1940s.
The 1940s were when these energies started
to become more noticeable.
And it's continuing to increase.
And we'll all be facing more
and more energetic push to break
through our blockages and trauma.
And all the intensity of what's going on on earth relates
to this ascension process that's happening.
And it's because we're at the end
of the 75,000 year master cycle
that there something is changing,
where the planet is being pushed energetically into this
higher density of awareness.
We're gonna be telepathic.
We're not gonna be able to maintain the current state of
some people wanting to control manipulate,
and some people wanting to find harmony
and love for whatever reason, they don't give specifics,
except that this is an energetic phenomenon.
Everyone's, everyone's being pushed, um,
and forced into this higher density of awareness.
And so because of this, um,
something has to give, um,
and the way they describe this
with intelligent energy opening to intelligent infinity is,
is a way of saying that it's like the mind
of God is becoming more accessible and more shined.
This infinity of consciousness is being shined onto all the
energy and, and the gateway which we can access at any time.
When we open up all of our chakras and kundalini
and access the crown chakra, it's like we're,
we're receiving the, the light of God that will,
will yield infinite intelligence
or connectedness to infinite intelligence.
That that opening is, is always possible, although we don't,
and it's, I think some people would call
that a state of samati.
Uh, and and that's essentially what the saints were,
were always in the state of infinite bliss.
And from that vantage point, it can be,
it becomes very aware why miracles can happen
or why miracles aren't happening.
If you wanna see a miracle of healing in that state
of consciousness, it's just as easy
as seeing why a miracle hadn't occurred.
And, you know, working with the creator to be the catalyst
that's necessary to see any kind
of change in this reality from that vantage point.
Um, but this is what's happening across the whole planet in,
in this process of ascension, is that we're momentarily
reorienting ourselves with this infinite intelligence,
which allows us to rewrite our reality to be
along the fourth density of consciousness,
which is the density of love and understanding
and compassion, and a density
of seeking towards light or wisdom.
And the fifth density is
what we'll be working to get towards.
And growing in light
and wisdom is what you would need to, for example,
be capable of even manifesting with your own mind, your, uh,
your own body, uh, at, at a later stage in fifth,
density beings can manifest anything
because of this amount of light
and wisdom that's, that's baked into that,
that level of consciousness.
But we're not there yet. We're still getting into the point
where we're just capable of opening our hearts
and appreciating the cycle of love.
Um, the phrase they used was the cycle of love
or understanding for fourth density,
fifth density is the cycle of lighter or wisdom.
Sixth density is the cycle of light love, love light
or unity when light and love are seen as the same thing.
And I think that relates to time and space and the physics
and metaphysics being connected as we see all
of reality manifest from love more in that,
in that awareness of unity.
And then the seventh density is called the gateway cycle,
which is also called the density
of foreverness or timelessness.
And this is mysterious
because the being channeling, being channeled raw said
that they didn't even fully understand that density.
Because they're in the sixth density, they're coming
to us from the sixth density and saying
that their teachers are telling them about the seventh
density, and that there is an inevitable
coalescence across time, uh, that all of time could be seen
as the same moment,
but that's not where this source was at yet in,
in delivering this information.
Um, but we can logically understand that there is a point
of consciousness where we step outside of time
and we can see all, all as one even across all of time.
But, um, other, other things I could share on the,
the subject of the fourth density.
They said the fourth density is of a vibrational spectrum.
And your time space continuum has spiraled your planetary
sphere and what you would, what will you call a
so solar system were spiraled into this vibration.
This will cause the planetary sphere itself
to electromagnetically realign its vortices of reception
of the, in streaming of cosmic forces expressing themselves
as vibrational webs so
that the earth will be thus fourth density magnetized.
This is going to occur with some inconvenience due
to the energies of the thought forms of your peoples,
which disturb the orderly constructs
of energy patterns within your earth, spirals of energy,
which increases entropy and unusable heat.
This will cause your planetary sphere
to have some ruptures in its outer garment
while making itself appropriately
magnetized for fourth density.
This is the planetary adjustment.
So there may be earth changes
that are rather intense coming.
You'll find a sharp increase in the number of people,
as you call mind body spear complexes.
People whose vibrational potentials include the potential
for fourth vibrational distortions.
Thus, there will seem to be, shall we say, a new breed.
We obviously see this in our children coming in.
Uh, these are those incarnating for the fourth density work.
There will also be a sharp increase in the short run
of negatively polarized, negatively oriented
and, uh, individuals and,
and social complexes due to the polarizing conditions
of the sharp delineation
between fourth density characteristics
and third density self-service orientation.
Those who remain in fourth density upon this plane will be
of the so-called positive orientation.
Many will come from elsewhere for it would be appear that
with all the best efforts of the confederation,
that there will still be much less, uh,
that graduate than this planet is
comfortably capable of supporting.
Um, so this means that a lot of people, it would seem
after this life, they may choose
to incarnate on a different planet.
And I don't know how long it's gonna take
before these souls stop incarnating on earth
and start incarnating another planet,
but this process might already be beginning.
And it's interesting to see that the, you know, the,
the population, uh, it, uh, growth is,
is dropping off rapidly across the globe,
almost mysteriously, like people are just not having babies
and it's just plummeting some countries.
It's below the replacement rate now
where it's like soul are just not being born here anymore on
that same level that they have been.
But this was, they were very clear that this, this, uh,
moment in time was when souls were very excited.
And, you know, pe souls were, um, trying to get in line
to get incarnated now,
because this is the most useful time to, to break
through all the blockages
and become ready to become open-hearted
and accepting of the light
that the new earth will represent, the next density
of consciousness is gonna represent.
So, um, on some level, souls are,
are really trying very hard everything they can,
I think this is why people have some very traumatic lives
that they program for themselves
because they wanna do anything they can.
Uh, and one of the quotes in the law of ones is that,
is like people will proverbially want that large board
to the forehead to try to wake them up to what it is
that they came here to learn, to break through
to this awareness of the next density
and the, that opportunities, uh, of growth
that are, that are present right now.
So I'm gonna quickly cover some of the cycle stuff, uh,
that they said is affecting humans, individuals right now.
And session 61, they said there are four types of cycles,
which are those given in the moment
of entry into incarnation.
So when you're entering into a body,
there are four cycles which you start going through.
Um, and those are what they call bio rhythms.
There are cycles of ener, energy of the body,
mind, and spirit.
And there are an addition more cosmic
and less regularized in pourings from which from time
to time affect a sensitized mind, body, spirit complex.
The four rhythms are to some extent known among your peoples
and are called bio rhythms.
There is a fourth cycle, which we may call the cycle
of gateway of magic, of the adept or of the spirit.
This is a cycle which is completed in approximately 18 days.
And this is, this may be all, all the time I have
to talk about this cycle, but this is
where most useful things I've come across in this material
because it's like we, we can, um,
feel very high on some days
and feel very low on some days in this 18 day cycle.
But, and,
and if you're not recognizing that there is a cycle to,
to your life, you might make major decisions on a low day,
not realizing that this is just you were just on a low day.
Um, but you can actually map this, uh, from the date
of your birth, and you can go to your phone and,
and put a date, uh, on your, your date of your birth
and say, um, put out, uh,
every 18 day calendar entry.
So every 18 days you can add a calendar entry
and it'll calculate it up to the present.
And you can see that's day one of your cycle
of your 18 day cycle.
And, um, this, this cycle operates with the qualities
of a sine wave where it would start out at zero
goes up to the peak.
And that's when you're most psychic, you're most
intuitively able to do things.
And so they say scheduling things on days four, five,
and six of your cycle is most helpful.
We can get a lot more done,
be a lot more productive on those days.
Um, and, and then it'll start going down again.
And once it gets to day nine of the cycle,
that will be the most intense point
because things are decreasing in your potentials of,
of achievement greatest on that ninth day.
And then as you get to the bottom, it may seem like
that would be the hardest day, but it's actually what,
like the easiest day because, um,
and I'm gonna read what they say here, um, at the na
or the lowest point of each cycle,
the adapt will be at its least powerful,
but will not be open to difficulties in nearly the degree
that it experiences at critical times
because our life is naturally throwing things at us based
on what we're able to do.
So the, the less psychic ability that we have,
the less capable we are, the less powerful we are,
the less the our lives are gonna
be throwing challenges at us.
Um, so that's kind of amazing revelation too.
Um, And then when you go back up to day one,
then things will start
to become a little bit more challenging,
but it might be a little bit more thrilling
that you now more capable of doing, doing more on,
on when you get back to day one of the cycle.
Um, and they say this cycle is helpful as a helpful tool
to the adapt, but as we said,
as the adapt becomes more balanced, the workings designed
will be dependent less
and less upon these cycles of opportunity and more
and more even in their efficacy.
So the more balanced you are in your life,
the the less and less these cycles matter.
And this is the same thing with astrology.
You'll be affected by astrology more, the more out
of balance you are because these variations in,
in the planetary alignments, and,
and this is, this is a huge thing still
to follow your astrology if you can check the, the moment
of your birth and get the, um, the readout
for how the planet's alignment of when you were born.
And the planet's alignment of today,
these are called the transits.
If you look up your transits, you can understand a lot about
what you're gonna go through, what you're capable of,
what the challenges are for
different, different seasons of your life.
You get a roadmap. So it can bring some peace
of mind when you understand the
roadmap that you've set up for yourself.
Um, And I think I'm out of time,
but I could add a a few, a few last, uh,
closing thoughts here.
Um, So the fourth
density that we're headed to, they can, they can approximate
what it is and explain what it is not.
The fourth density is not of words unless chosen.
It is not of heavy chemical vehicles
for body complex activities.
It is not of disharmony within the self.
It is not of disharmony within peoples,
it is not within limits of possibility
to cause disharmony in any way,
approximations of positive statements.
It is a plane of a type of bipedal vehicle,
which is much denser and more full of life.
It is a plane wherein one is aware
of the thoughts of other selves.
It is a plane wherein where, where, where one is aware
of the vibrations of other selves.
It's a plane of compassion
and understanding of the sorrows of third density.
It is a plane striving towards wisdom or light.
It is a plane wherein individual differences are pronounced,
although automatically harmonized by group consensus.
So that's where we're going towards
and I'm excited to see that with you guys
being born on earth, the the new earth.
Alright, thank you for listening.
Okay. So, um, I've learned
that I honestly speak better when I'm sitting down.
Um, you know, the whole stage fright is
'cause you're like above others, right?
And so I don't necessarily, uh, like that.
Um, and also we're here to meditate
and also I'm gonna go over what quantum healing is.
Um, it's, um, still kind
of in the quiet background of health
and healing and wellness.
Um, but I feel like, uh, this type of quantum healing
that I offer humanity
and I'm in service to, um, not just humanity,
but of source, uh, is going to be very profound
for the next, uh, coming of the ages
for our soul's evolution, including the evolution
of the earth and all her inhabitants.
Um, so go ahead and attach this.
Ooh, sorry for the sound.
Okay. So this is my first time actually speaking, um,
like in a conference kind of style, uh,
versus sitting in a circle or being at an event.
So this is kind of just different.
Um, so welcome and thank you for participating.
Um, again, my name is Stephania
and I run a quantum healing space
called, um, anchored Energy.
Um, and it's over here, not too far off Woodman.
So, um, does anyone have any experience with quantum healing
or know what it is at all?
Okay. And what is your experience with quantum healing?
Like, have you had a session?
Have you watched videos of Dolores Cannon?
Um, oh, okay. Okay.
And so, um, did you receive, go ahead.
Just other people are have been doing
Right, so It's,
It totally is
so right, right.
For several years. Okay, cool.
Specifically, But right,
mostly Right.
Well, it's interesting
'cause Dolores Cannon's quantum healing actually was like
the liftoff point for different layers of
what quantum healing is and what it can offer.
Um, and I feel like it's through all the practitioners, um,
creating that elevation
and expansion for themselves to learn.
And then we're out here, over here trying to reteach that
and reignite the remembrance of our soul's missions
and how to live our purpose, um, here on earth.
So, um, I'm just gonna go over something quick
that I wrote down, um, about quantum healing.
So all of these concepts we've been talking about today kind
of are gonna align perfectly well with what,
what we're gonna do, uh, in this meditation.
Um, because when we close our eyes,
we're instantaneously brought to the quantum field, okay?
It's the space of which our brains can be in such a relaxed
frequency between delta
and Theta, um,
where our subconscious awareness is available to us.
Okay? And so because we're all energy
and we learn how to open up all
of the different meridian lines, right?
So we have physical meridian lines in our bodies,
and then we have lines within our toric field, right?
Which encompass our sacred geometry.
And our sacred geometry is then sound, right?
And everything is vibration,
which makes it also mathematical, right?
And so as we realign all of these aspects of ourself
and bringing it into the knowingness here on earth,
we can exude that wisdom
or that information with our being, right?
Um, and so, uh,
so quantum healing is a technique, a a meditative technique
where we bring the brainwaves of the brain down
to a relaxed state where the subconscious is available
for us to call, then call in
that person's individual higher soul self.
So we call it the higher self for the sole self, okay?
And this aspect of ourself is, um, connected
to all of our seven somatic energetic bodies, right?
Which make up our physical body as well.
This is just the, the light aspect of all
of those bodies in the multidimensional sense, okay?
So that means that when we connect with our higher self
or our soul self, we have an opening to communicate
and, uh, gain wisdom from our Akashic records as well.
Okay? And so as a practitioner, that's how I lead a session,
is we go, we welcome the subconsciousness,
we welcome the higher self,
and then we work with the higher self, with
that individual person,
with their physical health, with their ailments.
Um, a lot of the times we're working with multi energies,
which would be entities.
So I specifically work on removal of entities
of dark energies that have attached to us through traumas,
through ancestral wounds, through our past lives included.
Okay? And so when I have these conversations
with this energy, um, we then are able to ask the questions
of how this person can heal, what it is they need
to do in this particular lifetime that they're living now
to help heal that ancestral wound
or that past life so that if we're not repeating
that particular cycle, right, so that we're not having
to reincarnate here on earth over and over again, right?
And so, um, our over soul knows all of the lives
that we've lived, okay?
And can answer any question
and can offer any level of healing
that the physical body may need.
Okay? And, um, and we do that, it's very interpersonal.
So every person is different.
We all have our own codes and our own blueprints
and our own, um, like we,
we all have the same ch chakra system that we use
to communicate with the different levels
of existence, right?
The different dimensions.
Um, and so, um,
once we bring the brain to that point
and we communicate, um, we enter the level
of multidimensional inner space.
And this allows us to connect, um,
with our personal spiritual guides as well, um,
that we've been calling upon.
And that allows us to create a deeper relationship
with ourselves
and with our guides,
which in turn is just another reflection of who we are.
Okay? Um,
and the, the human toric energy field, um, its connection
with the quantum physics, um, offer, um, uh,
the fascinating perspective of how our bodies
and our consciousness, um, is interconnected, um,
in the fundamental expressions of all nature, um,
and our realities.
So the more we get to know ourselves, the more we get
to know our astrology, our Mayan astrology,
our human design, our um, our gene keys,
like all of those different aspects of self that we learn
how to use are all keys that help open different layers
of ourselves, right?
Which help us travel through different dimensions
and different layers of consciousness.
Um, so, uh,
does anyone have any questions or comments?
You know, okay, go ahead.
This also the Qh
Ht um, so the QHHT is actually just, um,
it is past, it's, uh, past life.
Um, and, uh, so basically what the, the quantum healings
that I learned is, uh, moving forward.
So create the life that you want
so I can do a quantum healing with the client who wants to,
in five years from now set these goals.
Okay? So part of what Quantum Healing offers is
because we can tap into the subconscious mind,
we can actually reprogram some of the conditions
that are there, right?
Some of the negative conditions that we are living,
addiction, obesity.
Um, so that is, uh, gives us a way
to help make ourselves better, right?
And to, um, to bring that forth into the 3D reality,
um, as like the dance.
Okay? So, um, so I do, uh, the forward
life expansion, like what, what life I want to live
and the client gives the year they give, oh, I want
to set these goals, right?
I, I want to, um, create this kind of lifestyle.
And so we work with the subconscious mind
to basically reprogram the mind
to create those patterns, so it becomes our living, uh,
repetitious recreation of the reality.
Okay? And the other one I do is the entity removal, um,
and the implant removal, um, with the Bouie reiki.
And then to, furthermore, at the end of the sessions,
I do go through each of the chakras, um, clearing them,
making sure that they're spinning in the correct way.
Um, and if there's any tears or holes, the higher self,
and I work together with the angels to kind of heal that so
that up, um, with some light frequencies.
So there are some commanding words, um,
just like ywa speaking about alchemy, right?
And it's the words that we use that help create the alchem
of what's happening.
And so through the sessions we, I,
we use some alchemizing words to help activate those things,
um, and to help clear them as well.
So, um, I've been getting to know the angels more personally
because they've been coming through on the sessions.
And so it just makes my my studies to go even broader so
that I know how to utilize that energy, um,
in different ways for, for each different individual
that I am in service to.
So, so yes and no. My teachers learned from Dolores Cannon.
Um, but they took what they learned from her
and they made their own quantum healing.
And so that's what I was saying
before, it's like still kind of in the background,
but it has a foundation
and now it's expanding, um, into the kind of, uh,
quantum healing that I offer today, which is very impactful.
Um, and, um, so, so yeah.
Does anyone have any other questions or comments
before we get into the meditation?
No. Okay.
Um, and how many
of you guys do you guys all have meditated before?
Okay, so, um, like I said, I wasn't sure
how this was gonna look.
Um, so if you wanna make yourselves as comfortable
as you possibly can in your chairs,
you can even, you know, lay on the floor.
I'm pretty sure they clean the floor regularly.
I was gonna bring some pillows and blankets,
but I, again, I wasn't sure.
Um, okay, so let's just make ourselves comfortable.
I don't know if, um,
We can turn some lights down just to kind of
help set the mood.
And so I'm using smudging sprays
'cause we can't really burn anything.
I'm, I didn't ask permission for this,
but it's, um, the candle just helps, uh, with the light.
And, uh, when I call in the angels, it's kind
of not just my own beam of light calls them in.
This will help also the spirit of the fire, okay?
Because the fire is representation
of the spirit within us all.
It's the spark of life within each of us.
Um, so let's go ahead
and just, um, get comfortable.
Um, so this offering is a subtle body,
DNA code activation, um, that is a multidimensional journey
designed to kindle your sovereign creative power.
Um, awaken and restore dormant codes within your DNA
and your personal divine templates.
So, um, part
of your awareness will still be here, present with us.
'cause I will ask you to, um, make a few statements so
that we're using our throat chakra to activate the energy
around us as well as within us.
Okay? Ensure you're comfortable so you can relax your body.
Now let's begin.
Close your eyes.
Just take a few deep breaths here,
telling your body that it's okay
to trust what is happening, to
trust where you are.
Repeat after me either in your
mind or out loud.
As we set this clear intention.
I am open to receive
the highest frequencies angelic light,
and to activate my divine
DNA codes for my personal sovereignty
and to help birth new
realities here on earth
Realities.
Now just relax your bodies where you are,
trust where you are.
Trust the process
to unfold as it should.
I call upon the archangels guardians of light.
I invite your presence now I ask Archangel Michael,
Archangel Jeremiah, Archangel Israel
to surround me in your loving embrace.
Envelop the space in the purest radiance
of unconditional love.
Guide me as I embark on the sacred activation.
I may awaken to my divine sovereignty
and illuminate the path for all humanity.
I call upon Yeshua and Sophia Christ frequencies
and ask that you bless us all with the grace
of your presence with the combined assistance
of the archangels.
I ask that each individual receive the gifts of your light,
your teachings and wisdom
through this activation.
And as they walk their path of soul alignment
and multidimensional alchemy,
weaving heavenly solutions here on earth.
Now begin to visualize a column
of shimmering white
and golden light pouring from
source energy down,
down through the celestial realms
and anchoring in your heart center.
As your heart fills with this divine liquid light.
Sense the warmth and tranquility
as angelic beings gather around you,
their wings and folding you
and see in safety and love.
Now draw your awareness to the base of your spine.
Imagine thick, strong roots
of radiant light descending from your spine,
going down deep
past the soil all the way
to the center of the earth.
This is connecting you to gaia's nurturing energy.
Feel her pulse and her
unconditional support.
Breathe deeply now, allowing earth's strength
to rise through your body,
harmonizing your energy
and grounding you, you in the present moment.
Now, envision your physical body
being enveloped in a crystalline
cocoon of this light.
As you breathe in, imagine
the light intensifying
shimmering ring with every spectrum of color,
seeing the outline of your body
dissolving into pure luminescence,
merging with the quantum field of creation.
Say within your mind,
I am a vessel of divine light.
My body, my light, awakens
and expands
bridging source and earth.
Now, gently bring your attention to core of your being,
the cells of your body,
all the way down to your DNA.
Visualize each strand glowing
with golden light,
spinning and dancing
in this luminary light.
As ancient codes begin to awaken,
you may see sacred geometry,
symbols or colors
activating within yourselves.
Whisper to yourself
or think within your mind
With grace and purity.
I command the clearing,
healing, and restoration
of my birth monatic
and human records.
To help me move
into new dimensional space.
Let me retrieve my
authentic template.
Activate codes within my DNA
as every cell in my body
remembers its divine blueprint.
Allow yourself feel
the waves of energy
moving through you,
reprogramming and upgrading
your genetic template.
Trust in your body's intelligence
and to know that only what is meant
for your highest good is
enabled at this time.
Allowing you to let go
of old patterns.
As your DNNA illuminates
and breaks down into fragmented pieces,
all that no longer serves you.
The light consumes limiting
beliefs or
inherited energetic imprints
that no longer serve your sovereignty.
Now bring your attention back
to your heart center.
Feel these codes,
restorations and
activations,
anchoring them into your field.
Affirm to yourself,
in your mind, or out loud.
I honor my divine sovereignty.
I reclaim my freedom,
my voice, and my sacred purpose.
Visualize yourself standing tall,
radiant, and empowered,
carrying this new activated
light within you.
Now imagine this light,
this light that is you
radiating from your center.
It's radiating outward,
touching every soul
With your presence,
awakening humanity
to peace, to its
collective sovereignty.
Slowly begin
to come back, pulling
up those energetic roots
all the way back up to your feet,
wiggling your toes
all the way back up to your body,
wiggle your legs
and your fingers, feeling
the physical body re-energized
and harmonized,
opening our eyes,
greeting each other around the room, witnessing
the spirit within each person as we make eye contact,
recognizing the sovereign creators around you.
Let us thank all higher beings of light,
the angelic guides for gracing us
with your presence and assistance.
Let us thank our beloved PAMA Earth, Gaia Sophia Christ
for holding us today,
and thank your higher self for their guidance and support.
One more affirmation.
I am fully integrated in my energetic,
subtle bodies and my divine sovereignty.
I walk forth as an awakened pillar of light
uplifting humanity with my presence.
Thank you for receiving.
And so, uh, there's always that option for everyone
to journal about your experience.
I know I often have, uh, experiences I wanna write down if I
receive a guided meditation.
So, you know, just a little reminder,
You know, We own it in a different way when we write
it, it's a different form of using our throat chakra,
right? So,
Um, yeah, cool. Thank
You. You're welcome.
Mm-hmm. Okay, Thank you.
Well, um, I know we're kind
of ascension metaphysical conference,
but what I have
for you doesn't normally fall in those categories.
Normally I want to make it normal
for those categories though,
because I feel like
what this guy was saying was not just religion.
He didn't want himself to be put up on a pedestal
for people to worship him.
That's not what he was doing. Not at all to me.
And so I think it's really important for us to kind
of go back to the past a little bit for us
to understand the now and then the future as well.
Am I a little loud, Mike? Good.
So I want to thank everyone for being here today.
First and foremost, all the great presenters.
The alchemy, the quantum healing, the law of one.
I think all of those things are great.
And I, and I'm a fan of almost.
I mean, I'm a fan of all of them.
Um, I I, I study all of them.
I feel like if I want to
reveal the mysteries of the kingdom
of heaven, I've gotta do it all.
I gotta un, I gotta look under every rock.
I gotta look at every, every book, try every modality
to really find out what is the truth, what's the deep truth?
Because when I was in college and I got outta college
and I got this diploma for $45,000
and I was sitting there thinking, man,
I don't feel any more, uh, intelligent.
I don't wanna feel any more
Completed.
I don't feel any more that I
have anything better than anybody else.
I don't have a, I don't have this understanding now what,
what I'm supposed to go do with the psychology degree.
And, and so there's a lot of things I was just like, man,
this doesn't make any sense.
So I remember just kind of saying out to the universe
to God, I was like, I really, I have no clue.
I just spent I eight years
in college for a four year degree.
I just spent eight years here and I got nothing.
I have literally nothing.
I, I don't know what I'm supposed
to do, where I'm supposed to go.
College was really fun,
that's why I stayed there for so long.
But what do I do with this degree now?
I I, I don't have any idea. I don't know anything.
And I just told God. I was like,
I don't know if Christ is right.
Buddha is right. Atheism is right. I have no idea.
But I, I need to find something.
You need to help me find something
that's real so that I can follow that.
'cause I'm willing to follow anything you got.
But all I know is going to school
and doing all the things I've been told
so far hadn't gotten me there and right
after, that's when things really start to go crazy.
I would say 2007 for me
is really 2000 5, 6 7 is when things
really start to heat up.
The internet was big and I was able to get online
and read things and read books
and try out these new modalities I'd
never heard about across the world.
And I was open to everything.
I was open to anything and everything.
So that's where my story began.
And starting to look out and try to find what's going on.
'cause I went to, I went to church every week,
sometimes twice a week.
I went to the Bible studies. I went to church camps.
And I remember being in a Pentecostal Holiness church
where people are speaking in tongues, running up
and down the hallway being like, I just don't believe it.
I don't believe it. I don't believe you guys
are speaking in another language.
And these were my cousins people.
I had family members who were doing it,
and I had the utmost right respect for them.
But something was still up. It was still missing.
The message was still not there for me.
And I knew that I couldn't confront anybody about it.
But deep down, that sent me on a path of confusion only to,
to be that literal parable of the lost son, right?
The prodigal son to go out and just figure it out, you know,
and do all the sin and do all the things and come back.
And the father still glad to see you. I'm glad to have you.
I'm glad you're back. And I think that's where I'm at now.
So I wanna share that
because to me, 2 billion people who claim to be Christian
or are talking about the messenger and not the message.
So my my intention today is to bring you the message
of Christ today in a way that makes sense
with quantum healing, quantum physics, the understandings
that he was trying to give people
and why he had to talk in these parables.
Because obviously you couldn't just say
whatever you want to back then.
You couldn't just say anything you wanted to out
and about you would be murdered for.
And almost today, you can't say anything you
want to anywhere.
'cause you'll be canceled, you'll be cut out, you'll be,
you'll be misogynist, you'll be this, you'll be that.
And you can't say anything anymore.
Um, so I hope you guys will let me speak freely today
for just a few minutes with you guys.
So that being said, I have spent a,
I have spent the past 20 something years trying
to figure out what's going on.
Why is Christianity hi hijacked?
And I believe it's crazy to think that 2000 years ago
that these people all
of a sudden knew what he was talking about.
This guy had to die in front of people,
come back three days later and hang out for 40 days.
Some dude who didn't, still didn't believe it.
Thomas had to stick his fingers in his hands just
because he was like, who are you?
And they, and people still didn't get it.
How do we think all of a sudden, 2000 years later,
we know exactly what he was saying.
We know exactly what it means.
We know exactly what he was talking about.
He's it, he's the all in all being.
As long as I believe in him, I'm saved. That's crazy.
I, I think it's crazy. Like, that's it. That's all.
No, there's a whole lot more to it.
So all these modalities and everything I think are great.
All the, the metaphysics, all the religions,
all the cultures have a lot of answers.
All the ancient sites are incredible.
But eventually, I feel like if you study all the things,
all the books, all the modalities,
you eat healthy, you practice meditation, you do your yoga,
you start to unionize
with yourself, you start to become one again.
At that point, then I feel like narrow is the gate
that you can do all the things.
And that's great. But eventually, if you want
to be like this, there's one, there's one path.
Narrow is the gate. It's a small little window
that each of us must get through.
And I believe this starts with the personal
relationship with Christ.
And that he was here telling us what to do, how to do it,
how to understand who he is.
And, and, and for me, I, I remember
I have had visions, I've had dreams.
I have feelings of being these guys,
being someone like Judas, being someone like Matthew, being
absolutely mesmerized by this person.
And the Judas is the one in particular
that I'm talking about that I remember and have visions and,
and feelings of being Judas, of, of, of not just standing
with him and hanging out with him,
but being behind closed doors with him
as he revealed these parables
and teachings to the true disciples,
to the things he could not say out in
public to the, to the people.
And people would tell it's me. You can't be Judas.
You know, at most it's a complex, maybe,
maybe it's only complex.
But if you don't think that this book offers you, um,
reincarnation, I would beg to differ even in the book
where people are asking, you know, Jesus, who are you?
He goes, who do you say I am? People say, you're Jeremiah.
You might be Isaiah, maybe you're Elijah.
They're literally saying,
we think you're a prophet who's come back to us again.
That's reincarnation, right?
He says, he actually even says many times by many
of the gospel's accounts, they asked him, you know,
we thought Elijah had to come back first.
And he says, well, who do you think John the Baptist is?
And they've done all the things to him that they wanted to,
but they still gotta do stuff to me too.
'cause you guys won't even see it.
John the Baptist was Elijah reincarnated, I believe Jesus
was Eisha incarnated, Elijah and Elijah Elisha.
Elisha was basically Elijah's, you know, apprentice.
He was learning from him, teaching him.
And then Jesus comes back
and now he's the, now he's the master.
He is become the master. He is had that 13, 18 years
where he is gone around India
and all these places to figure out who he is
and how to do all these things and the works
and the understandings and the quantum physics.
He's done all that. So I do, I do believe
that Jesus was Elisha.
I also believe according to Edgar Casey
and his channelings, he was also Enoch
and even Adam, the first man.
And that the fall of grace from Adam is the karma
that Jesus had to play out to be crucified on the cross to,
to finalize his ultimate work for what he came here to do.
Maybe it is, maybe it isn't,
doesn't really matter at the end
of the day right here at this point to argue.
But I do believe that is who he was.
That he is a reincarnated soul over and over again.
He was our ancient prophets.
And he's come back to finish his work.
And this is the big one
because this, this is something
that we ain't forgotten in 2000 years.
This is something our whole calendar is, is being reoriented
around his birth and his death
and something that we can't forget.
It's something that we cannot forget who this guy was.
He was trying to tell us. What was he trying to tell us?
Who was he trying to be? Who was he really?
Was he, was he those people?
I think he was, I think John the Baptist was really Elijah.
And so the personal relationship that we can have
with him, go back to that real quick.
Me being Judas, if I was Judas, the thing that came up
for me over and over again was that I got
to be in those rooms behind closed doors to listen
to those parables and tell me what they were.
And I listened and I was trying to figure it out.
And I have had my own experiences now based on the fact
that I have my own personal relationship with him now, that
although that he's ascended and gone up, it's never gone.
He said, I will be with you to the end of the age.
So that means if Christ is always here,
you can have relationship with that energy, with
that entity, with that person, whatever you wanna call it
right here and right now.
So that's what I believe that I am, I have been doing.
And because I've done that, I've had times
where I have prayed times where I have had
what felt like Christ walk up right behind me,
whisper into my ear parable,
instantly download the entire parable of the prodigal son
or different parable, and know exactly what it was,
and that it was quantum physics about me.
And that I'm the prodigal son.
I'm the one that has to go out and of who the father was
and all the understanding of that, that came
with it, it lit me up.
And if that can happen to me, then I know that it's happened
to people in the past and I can see it
and I can see in people's writings, in their
paintings, in their artwork.
And I can say, oh my God,
he's been doing this ever since he left,
which he never did still here.
And so that made sense to me.
It's like I have this relationship.
And to the point I, I told Cassandra about it.
I said, you know, I, I have this Judas complex
of whatever it is, I felt like I did him wrong.
Um, and um, I, I need to,
I need to figure it out what it is.
And we went to, we went to Estes Park
and we were sitting there talking about it, and lo
and behold, in the cafeteria there's a book right there
and it's called The Gospel of Judas.
And so right then and there I grabbed it
and the first thing it says is Judas was
a descendant of Jacob.
And I said, wow, that's some synchronicity my whole arm just
lit up with, with tingly
and the, you know, hair standing up on my, on the top
of my, my arm straight up.
And I said, man, that's, that's something.
And then the entire book, I just had
that feeling the whole entire time.
And ever since then, it's never stopped almost for me.
There's just so many things that Christ
is constantly revealing to me.
And many of those things are these parables.
What are these parables talking about?
What does he mean when he's telling these parables
and why they seem so important.
But they seem so like, you know,
almost sweep 'em under the rug
and give 'em to the Sunday school class.
'cause that's nothing I never heard about when I went
to church when I was a little kid.
But the parable of the bag gold is one of them.
That's a, that's a good start.
And this master gives his servants the gold.
He gives one five bags, one's two bags,
and one bag to one all according to their ability.
And according to this parable, the guy
with five comes back with 10.
The guy with two comes back with four.
The guy with one comes back with one.
And he's all my good and faithful servants to the guys
who had doubled theirs.
And the one guy's like, man, I just,
I didn't want a squander.
I didn't want, you know, you to get mad at me,
so I just buried this thing in the, in the ground
and I was gonna give it back to you,
just the way you gave it to me.
I thought I was good, you know?
And he is like, you are a wicked list, wicked, lazy servant.
Give me that bag gold.
I'm giving it to the guy who had five, who has 10 now.
And he said, why would you do that? He's already got 10.
And it says, for those who have more will be given to you.
That is why I'm here right now.
Because of what I've been given.
The understandings, the love, the Holy Spirit,
that beautiful relationship that I have,
I feel obligated to share it.
That it is my upright duty to do it.
That I've been given something so special, so incredible
that if I don't go out
and sow it to more people, why is God gonna gimme any more?
You're not gonna gimme anymore.
You didn't do anything with that. All that stuff.
You had those experiences, you had that Holy Spirit
that you had the ancestors that came to you and woke you up
and showed you alchemy and showed you all this stuff
and you're not doing, any of you
Don't tell anybody about it.
I got a whole Mystery Schools podcast
because I can't not talk about this stuff.
I have to share it
because I feel like if the more I
share, the more I'm gonna get.
And that's what he says, you shall reap what you sow
for those who have will be given more
and those who don't will be taken from them.
And we're at the end of this age that he was talking about,
and particularly really in the parable of the net
and the parable of the weeds, both
of which are pretty similar, where he talks about,
there's a farmer who farms the wheat.
The weeds come in, they ask him,
do you want us to pull the weeds out?
He's like, Nope, wait till the harvest comes.
'cause we don't want pull the weed out too.
And in the explanation of what's going on here, the, the,
the, the guy says basically,
when the harvest is ready, I,
the angels will come down at the end of the age
or the end of the age of Pisces, right at the end
of the age, I will separate.
The angels will come down for the harvest
and separate the good wheat from the weeds.
And the weeds will be thrown into the fire and burned up.
Same thing with the parable of the net with the fish.
And we'll separate the good fish from the bad fish.
The angels do that at the end of the age.
The hope your tradition talk about the final,
the final world was, was destroyed by water last time.
And this time it shall be, you'd be fire
for the purification.
You wanna walk out there into the deep forest
of the Colorado Mountains
and you'll be unfortunately, see the beetle kill has killed
so many trees that it wouldn't take much
to light the whole entire forest on fire
for years, probably.
I believe this whole world will be burned down for it
to be built back again for death is birth
and light is dark and the end is the beginning.
And that's where we're at. We are at the end of the age.
We're at the end of the cycle
where the angels are gonna come
harvest the good, good souls.
That's just what it is. It's a
graduation, it's a harvesting.
But it, it is said over
and over many times in these parables
that the angels are coming down to harvest these,
these good people who done what they're supposed to do,
who live the life of goodness and not wickedness.
Who love instead of lust,
who forgive instead of whole grudges.
I, for 1:00 AM doing my absolute best to be one
of those good souls.
The good wheat instead of a weed Christ also reveals
so many things to me about what's in the text, be still
and know that I'm God.
It is in my stillness
where I've had these revealings mostly, you know, he says,
if you, if you want to pray, go into a dark room
and close the door by yourself.
Where I've had my ultimate prayers answered,
where I've had these biggest enlightenment shifts,
these biggest understandings, the biggest
what feel like real feelings of that person being
with me are typically by myself.
I've had a few where they've been with other people.
Uh, one time in a, in a reiki, uh, you know, doing reiki,
energy healing on somebody.
I felt like Christ walked up to the, up to the room, up
to the the bed itself and, and walked into me.
Which gave me an insight to what it would be like
to be in the Christ consciousness.
You know, the power, the love, the compassion, the empathy.
It was amazing. It felt like 45,000 years is
probably like 45 seconds.
But it was an incredible feeling to know that
that could be something that you could be
and do all day long
and that you should, that's what he was trying to say.
You should be like this.
You should be like me, know that I am God,
not he is or she is.
I am. Same, the same word of God. What is it I am that?
Put a little comma there I am, I'm that and I'm that
and I'm all the, that's that there is, I'm the universe.
I'm the planets and the stars.
What you give to the least among you, you give to me.
'cause they say, well, how, how,
how do we give you when you're hungry?
How do we, how do we
clothe you when you didn't have clothes?
How do we give you someplace to stay at? Where were you at?
What you did for the least among us, you did for Christ?
What you do for those who nobody cares about,
the autistic people, the homeless people, the people
that everybody just walks by
and overlooks how you make them feel,
how you treat them, that is God.
They are God too. What you do for the least
among them, you do for God.
So I, that's why I think it's important.
The more and more I read these texts,
I read these scriptures, the more
and more I have this relationship,
I get this more understanding.
Yes, that's it. You're getting it.
Keep going, keep pushing, keep keep pushing me to be
that light worker that I am carrying my own cross.
And each of us have our own crosses to bear.
It's a lot of work, it's a lot of responsibility.
But how do you expect to be given
if you're not giving it out?
How do you expect to be love if you're not loving?
How do you expect to be honest if you people, to be honest
with you, if you're not honest with them, it is
what we put out is what we get back.
And to me, to be that lightworker, to be that person who
is literally carrying their own cross of the things
that they're supposed to do is extremely important.
There's a, there's a part in this bible here
that I wanna share with you guys and I'm just gonna read it
because I feel like that's the best way to do it.
Because it lets you know
that Jesus didn't just come down here to be worship,
to let you know that he's doing all these things for you.
That you're, that you're exempt from doing anything
yourself, but that he wants us to be one
with him and one with God.
And I'm just gonna read this, John 17
and Jesus prays for all believers,
my prayer is not for them alone.
I pray also for those who believe in me
through their message that all of them may be one father,
just as you and I are one and I am one in you.
May they also be in us so that the world may believe
that you have sent me, I have given them the glory
that you gave me.
That you may be one as we are one
I in them and you and me.
So that, so
that they may be brought to complete unity.
There's a completion of you
to unify with the great Spirit.
Lemme finish, then the world will know that you sent me
and have loved them even as I have loved
and that you have loved, you have sent me
and have loved them even as you have loved me.
Father, I want those you have given to me
to be with where I am.
To be where I am.
And to see my glory, the glory you have given me.
Because you love me before the creation of the world.
Righteous Father, though the world does not know you,
I know you And they know
that you have sent me, I, I have made you known to them
and will continue to make you known in order that you love,
that the love you have for me may be in them
and that I myself may be in them.
That he literally wants us to be like him.
He wants his self to be in us
and for us to be one with the Father.
I don't feel like it's any more clear than those couple
verses could be in a, sorry I
got a little emotional just reading him.
I didn't think I would do that.
But I don't think it's any more clear
that he obviously wants us to be in him and, and, and us
and God just in the same way as he is in the same way.
Not that he's better, not that he's above,
but in the same way that he is one with the Father you
or should be one with the Father and the mother.
That I feel like is our ultimate gift that he's trying to,
he's trying to give to us and try to show us
and trying to enlighten us to open up that third eye,
to first open that heart chakra to be one with God again.
To live as people did back in the past where they were able
to build huge buildings or they were able to have societies
and cultures and stuff that work for everybody.
And not just a few, but obviously Satan
and his, his henchmen have got in and they've created chaos
and they've got us to worship money and worship items
and idols and other things.
And that we've lost the, our greatest sense of source
of who we really are.
And I think if we follow this enough, if we follow
this relationship enough
and it gets deep enough, I think we'll all be led into the
holy to the wilderness by the Holy Spirit.
Just as John the Baptist, Buddha, Krishna, and Christ.
It is a blueprint of how things are done.
And there may be times now
because everything is so sped up, we don't need 40 days.
But I would, I would not try
to do it any quicker than anybody else has done in the past.
I think eventually this will happen as an earthly thing
that happens for all of us.
There will be a time period of, of what we call the end
of the age, the birthing pains that he describes.
That the earthquakes literally are birthing pains
that Mother Earth is giving birth to a new way of being,
to a new human being for us to be
and a new way for us to be on this earth.
And I think if we can do that,
we can have our own ascension, our own ascension
where we will see Christ in the clouds.
So the rapture says that Christ will come in the clouds
and will pick us all up and take us all.
Well, it doesn't really say this in the Bible.
This is what Christians say today, that
they will take 'em off for the seven years trial
of tribulation to be saved from that.
They're not gonna have to deal with that stuff.
Or maybe they will. It's not really nobody,
it's not really in there.
So it's like this, this modern day
Christianity thing that's not really there.
I, I beg to differ. I think
that the ascension is for all of us.
I think Christ is waiting for us up there to ascend up,
to rapture up, to be caught up in love, to be caught up in
who we really are, to let go.
You can only ASC if you let go of all the things,
all the stuff that's keeping you down, all the hate,
all the jealousy, all the lust, all the greed.
And to lighten up from those things, to be free from them,
to be totally free to be caught up.
That's how we rapture up.
And I think that we can all do that.
And I think it's, I've had
what I feel like a little experiences of death
and rebirth throughout my life over
and over again of who I thought I was until I think we get
to this really big, awesome, incredible way of being.
And if we can do that,
if we can become those ascended beings again,
those ascended masters again, I think
that we could live like married in Christ.
And I, and I think Mary is a title too, she's married
her heart and her brain are married in coherence.
Her left and her right brain are married
and she's married to Christ Mary's.
A title Mary was Jesus' mother, Mary is Jesus' partner.
And when Jesus is on the cross,
his mother's sister named Mary was there with him.
Now why would you name both your kids Mary?
Unless their titles idols,
unless they're titles, people live like this.
Back in the day, people saw Halos.
They're not this little two dimensional disc around head.
They were literally encompassing their, their whole head.
People saw that the light that came from their head
and the light that came from their hearts,
there was many people back in those days that did not.
I think eventually when we start
to squeegee out these pineal glands
and we start to open up these chakras
and all these things that we're, we're talking about today
to get there, we'll see these things again.
And we'll be these people again.
We won't just think about 'em, we won't just read about 'em.
We'll be them and we'll give birth to them.
We'll give birth to quantum cosmic Christ beings.
Again, men
and women who never forget who they are, they remember
who they are, they remember the source, they remember
where I came from, who I am, what's my mission here to do.
And they already know it.
And I know you probably have already heard
and seen a few of these kids already who,
who who've already remember their past lives
and who remember who they are
and remember what they're here to do.
And if we can do that, if we can be part of the harvest
of the good wheat and at the end of this age when it comes
to be, and Revelation 21,
it talks about a new earth and a new heaven.
And people say the new Earth is new age Jacob,
it's literally in Revelations 21.
Look it up. It's a whole entire story on Revelations 21
of what the new Earth looks like.
What the new heaven on top
and what the, the gold in Jerusalem Holy city looks like
with 12 crystals embedded all in it.
And what it all looks like. It's incredible. It's in there.
I don't want someone to come pick me up
and save me from the things that I've gotten myself into
that doesn't do me any good.
I want to work on those things myself and be a better person
and be more Christ-like
and eventually become a more a Christ to myself.
To I get to experience this new earth,
this new heaven on earth that's supposed to rain for
what, at least a thousand years.
I believe that's our, our brights to be there.
And that somebody, there's people
that already know about this, you see,
and they try to hide those books
and they try to hide those texts
and they try to program you
to watch stupid stuff on television that does you no good.
But the good thing is, is there's Christ,
there's Mary energy out there
and all you have to do is have a real relationship with it.
And so that you can never be deceived.
They can't keep it from you.
They gotta put stuff in your food.
They gotta put stuff in our water.
They put stuff in our air. Why?
'cause you are that powerful. You're that amazing.
You have to do all of it to try to dumb you down, to try
to water you down to the person.
That's something that you're not.
But it's to your advantage
because the minute you realize you've been to take advantage
of is the minute you can realize your own worth
and who you really are.
And that pulling yourself down like a rubber band,
when you finally let go, you can shoot back up to a state
of being in awareness that's far beyond our wildest dreams.
And I think ancient books have always told about it.
Even though the Council of Naia got a hold of this Bible
and tore up with the King James version,
they couldn't take all of it out.
There's still some really good stuff in there.
Don't let some of the division,
because we obviously know from the old
and New Testament, there are a lot of things in there
that actually contradict each other.
An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, a life for life.
But Christ says, no, no, no, no.
Love your Lord, your God with all your heart and your soul.
And love your neighbor as yourself.
That's the first and second
commandment, not the 10 Commandments.
That's Judaism, that's not the same thing.
So I offer you today to you to read these books,
to understand the deeper meanings
and that there are people out there trying to dumb us down
and keep us from knowing the deepest
secrets of who we really are.
And that you don't need to read a book,
you don't need to watch television.
You can literally sit in your own room, in your own house
and start to have a real relationship with something that's
beyond what you've ever been told in school that you had
to work on for 12 or 13 years that's right here
and right now that can blow you away in, in revelations
and revealing to you information you never even
thought was possible.
And I, I encourage everyone to do that.
And if you are interested in that, reach out to me.
I'm starting a course where I would like
to do some online work with people
and help you have your
own personal relationship with Christ.
'cause it's not about me, it's
not about what I can deliver to you.
It's about you having a personal relationship with that so
that you can become one with Christ and you and He
and you and you with God.
You don't need a middle man and you don't need a religion.
But you have to start making your righteousness
and holiness surpass that of the teachers and the Sadducees
and the Pharisees and all the people.
That's what's most important.
Your walk with God and I,
and I can tell you now, we are at the end of that pisc
and age into the age of Aquarius.
The man who carries the water that they always talk about,
you need to look for that man who carries the water.
And that's where we are. And it's coming. It's coming fast.
That harvest is coming. And as you know, I don't have to,
I don't have to convince anybody of that.
I don't think at this point. You can see, look out
and see all the things.
I'll leave this. We leave you with this.
The last one of the things
that he says is when you look at a fig tree
and you see the, the, the leaves
and the things start to sprout,
you know it's about to be spring.
He said that's the same thing with the coming of this age.
When you see the famine, destruction, the war
and all the stuff, and you know that it's coming too.
Watch for the signs. And we see that. We know it.
Not to be scared, to be afraid, but to say, hallelujah.
I'm ready. Thank you guys. I appreciate y'all so much.
I just want to end with one more thing
and I would just like to, if I can get through it,
I just wanna say that prayer, that Lord's prayer
with you guys before I leave
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name,
thy kingdom come, thy will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread
and forgive us of our trespasses
as we have forgiven our trespasses against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.
For thine is the kingdom and the
power and the glory forever.
And to her. Thank you.