Basic Details

First Name

Vaughn

Last Name

Irving

Nickname (for @Handle)

maatheru

About Me

Been different for as long as I can recall. Mom was different too … Grew up religious (baptist and pentecostal) due to culture and fear of being “wrong” … so any abnormal experiences could only be explained from a “biblical” perspective. Struggled with self worth/esteem most of this incarnation (until the last decade or so) most due to being a black man and finding no  polarized positive historical, biblical, or social images of myself outside of what was “given” in church or school. Used to be a doormat for certain types of women due to the aforementioned, so obviously that was no fun. Yet, these are all lessons, yes? I share to provide context for the following …

Life long truth seeker (even the difficult ones) which helped usher me out of organized religion in to a higher state of spirituality and consciousness. learning “real oustory (our story) vs history. Helped me find polarized positive images of me throughout time and antiquity. sba helped with the galactic/off planet/beyond the wall/subterranean, proof of multiple species of melanated peoples. The ssp alliance updates which profiled the “Zulu” or Eyosians changed my life. I felt instantly connected to Emmi

A daily practice of meditation, 90 min per day (most days) culminated with seeing extraordinary things during meditation and an experience on  11-8-22, when I flatlined for more than 3 min. Woke up in hospital to see my essence returning to this physical body as my physical hands pulled a black tube out of my throat. The day … 11-11-22

Salute to sba, Corey and family.  love, respect, freedom, and polarized positive growth to all (who work for and earn it)